Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[heat_georgia]

Have not been here in awhile.

[FONT="Georgia"]Hi Everyone!

Its been a really long time. Just feeling like I want to be a part of this healing community.....not really sure why i havent been on here in soooo long , but I miss it.

Many things in my life have changed since I started paths over one year ago, but I would say when things really changed was when I asked Grace for help back in late July... I think it was. She helped me choose the correct modules, and things completely shifted !!! For the better mostly... but as we all know shifts in consciousness, and learning lessons can be a bit painful sometimes too. Sometimes our believes our sooo stubborn! DAMN!

As I still have a very strong desire to be with the man that I wrote about on my posts in the past. I also still feel confused about the direction of my life. I just turned 32 in July and some part of me feels like its necessary for me to know with clarity right now what it is I want for my life. Another part of me still dwells on worries about the economy, and government conspiracies like mandatory vaccinations and microchips etc. Sometimes I feel hopeless. Like there is nothing to look forward to. As i got extreme tunnel vision when it came to being with a man that didnt see a future with me. We are friends still, and many people say I must limit my conversations with him to once a week, but its very difficult for me. Being a cancer in the zodiac.... I can be extremely clingy.

Anyway... I now have a platinum theater as well as my 4 mod. theater.
So....I can be a little more specific with my instructions. I'm excited to see how things change.

So.... I hope everyone is well. Its good to be back.

LOVE!!! -heather

[zartgirl]

Kids update

Just one more quick update on my kids this time. It has been hard to move down here the beginning of summer and not having friends down here yet!

So last night my kids were watching TV at their Dad's house next door (he was gone out of town) I was here sleeping and healing, and practicing Gratitude with 10-15 flys all over my bed (it is a new art form when you can obtain Gratitude with 15 flys all over you... You have reached a new level of consciousness). Awe! and NO Flyswatters allowed! Izzi came over for something with Nat in tow and a kid yelled down the street what's your name? She answered Izzi and continued into the house. Got what ever she wanted from my kitchen that Dad's house did not have and exited the door... To her surprise was all the neighborhood kids lined up encircling our porch, and the questions all came shooting out, and after a half hour of that she was invited to go hang out and listen to music with them three doors down. I am not sure she has recovered from the shock of having a whole gaggle of kids of which a handful where her age delivered to her door via the Universe! That kid is one powerful manifester!

Anyways just thought you would enjoy that little tidbit, as we all know how hard moving to a new place and meeting new friends can be!

Blessings, Love, Light, and Joy Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Hey everyone, an update

I just wanted to update you all as to what is up! Well I took a job last week (because I thought I needed too! OOPS!) Yea we all fall down sometimes... This job was a sells job that was outside all day in the heat (100 + degrees heat). I am very fair porcelain skinned with blond hair and blue eyes and have not spent much time in sun and heat like that, although I have usually lived in that heat, I don't work out in it! After about 9 hours of sun and heat, I went home and by the time I got there I was in tears. Every part of my body hurt... especially my head (migraine) and my throat. The next morning I did not go in because I was throwing up. That night my X suggested that it was a bad fit for me, and offered me a job cold calling for him in the air conditioned house. So I called in the 3 day and thanked them for the opportunity, but it was not right for me! That job was also six days a week in the sun and long hours... No time for my kids!

Well by Friday I had to go to the doctor cuz of a really sore throat. It was strep. I am finally turning that corner and while spending the last week in bed with my daughter reading affirmations to me and having me repeat after her... I have this very renewed sense of vision of my life! Where I am going and what I need to magnetize to myself. Also a new sense of clarity with creativity. I can not wait to get my painting started down here... I am sooo excited!

Well Blessings Love and Light Sallyjane

[Sunshine]

Hi Grace
Not sure what's going on but I'm still blocked left, right and centre. couldn't even post here until I used a different browser . I'm using everything I can to work on it but I'm feeling ground down, weary and sick to my soul so any help would be much appreciated. Thanks.

[yari]

Smile

I'm sure am smiling now!! Thank you for posting the song In rememberence of
Micheal.. He will live in our hearts forever and ever!!!

Love you More! Yari

[Grace]

I smile every morning when I think of all of you!

"Smile for it costs nothing, but creates much. It enriches those who receive, without impoverishing those who give. It happens in a flash and the memory of it sometimes lasts forever." Dale Carnegie

A Tribute to Michael Jackson,the man who made me dance!

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile with your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile


ps Get ready, Grace is back to posting and she is smiling!!

[Sunshine]

Hi Sallyjane

I'm so pleased about your job interviews and wish you lots of luck for tomorrow and hope that you get whichever job feels right to you. I'm glad too that you're in your new house and starting to make friends and I hope that your house soon feels like home.

Nancy, I send you lots of good wishes for your dentist trip and hope that it goes really well.

Cassiopeias Dream, I'm really impressed by your understanding of what's going on for you and the way you seem to be in it experiencing it and also sort of able to look at it from the outside. I know what you mean about it being one thing to know something and another to live it and also about being difficult to send love when you feel hostility. One thing I've done when I've not been able to feel love is to just say to myself that I want and intend to send love.

Grace

Please could I ask for some corrections and love to come my way? I'm just feeling rather sad and discouraged right now. I've had quite a few obstacles to deal with which I have been just getting on with but I've also been given false information from people I've turned to for help/advice who I should have been able to trust and I've found this disheartening. I'm also in quite a bit of physical pain too which I know is likely due to everything that is going on. I am keeping on with the love, forgiveness and gratitude.

Thanks

[rhozzi]

I have found some easy ways to maintain peaceful feelings.... I start my day with...
Switchwords...Divine Mask Guard....for protection........

When I get into situations that are uncomfortable, I say ( from my belief system)... Thank you Lord that I am in these circumstances and I bless these people (or person) with love, joy, pease, wisdom...all good things. It keeps me focused on positive things and not on someone's negative behavior. For your circumstances it would have to be quick or in between customers. Everything we experience can be turned around when we focus on blessing the circumstances and people involved.

[cassiopeias_dream]

Thank you, zartgirl. I completely agree with everything you're saying, especially this:

One lesson I am learning right now, is that things that bother me are my problems and I need to deal with them myself and not try to give them away either. Okay, I have known this for sometime, but it is starting to sink in to my thick skull!

I am struggling with this at the moment, and I have the perfect job in which to learn this! I am a waitress in the financial district, so the clientele has tended to be stressed, cold and often snobbish bankers who either treat you like you're a robot who exists only to serve them, or a piece of meat with nothing but a pretty exterior. Lately I have realised how much dislike I carry for them, but also that this is my issue and not theirs. Also, my dislike for them obviously attracts a different experience than it would if I felt nothing but compassion for them. Finally, it's also a self-esteem thing - I am insecure about getting a lack of respect, and so that's exactly what I get! I've actually started realising lately how large a part of my day goes to thinking hostile and negative thoughts about the people that surround me (customers only, as I have no problem with my workmates), and it's shocking!

Then again, it's one thing to "know" something, and a completely different one to live it. Once i'm in the zone of negativity, I struggle to get out. But often, while working a particularly difficult shift, I think to myself "if I can get further down the path to enlightenment in this job, I can do it almost anywhere!!" Also, I think I will try doing affirmations. It's difficult to send love when you're feeling nothing but hostility, but at least mental affirmations are just words that you can tell yourself, and even if you don't believe them at all, I have found them to have some effect over time.

[yari]

Hi Sally Jane

I really like your post about sending love to people that bug you. I'm been trying to work on some one I know for quite sometime now and I realize also that this person is somewhat like me, when I feel closed in and there's no way out my problems. I was feeling discourage for my efforts in helping her was only hurting me more but Love will find its way through this. The problem was more not feeling myself up with love b4 I can give to others. Anyways I really like that post and redirect myself to what matters most.. LOVE

Lots of Gratitude, Yari

[zartgirl]

Job Update...

Okay on Friday I went to another Job interview. I went in there thinking I did not want the job... Left thinking this would be a fun job! They called me back Friday around five and asked me back for another interview on Monday. It is one where I go and see the job in action and I guess work it a bit.

I am excited. I am in my house now! I have an air bed for a bed, and lawn chairs for furniture, but soon I will go back to Washington to get my stuff and have my house back.

Blessings, Love and Light,

Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

cassiopeias_dream

cassiopeias_dream,

I will also work on your aggressiveness. It sounds like with your new found self confidence you have not learned how to express it in a way that will not get you into trouble. Learning CALM Assertiveness is the way to go. One thing I find helpful is "Feel, Felt, and Found" kind of thing. So when someone says something that is offensive to you, you might say when you said that, I felt this way. I would prefer you not talk to me with that tone, or say those kind of words to me, whatever the situation. That way you take the blame out of it while at the same time letting the person know how you felt. You also want to follow it with how you want to be treated in a kind way of course.

Assertiveness is good! but at the same time we want to remain calm and in control, commanding the situation. For instance when someone starts to twist your words around, what I do is I simply tell them, not getting upset that we are talking about this subject and I would appreciate it if they would stick to the subject at hand. If they continue then I explain that the discussion is over and I walk away. If someone is complaining about me, and trying to blame things on me? I simply point out that it is bothering them and not me, so it must be there problem not mine. I am only their mirror here to help them. I smile and exit the conversation. I spent way to many years accepting the blame or taking ownership of things that I did not own, and were not my problems. Now I just give them back. One lesson here is to learn to exit at the right time.

One lesson I am learning right now, is that things that bother me are my problems and I need to deal with them myself and not try to give them away either. Okay, I have known this for sometime, but it is starting to sink in to my thick skull!

Set the intention to be calm assertive to start off with. You never win by being aggressive or angry. You just empower the other person.

I am sending you some Love to help. Also I would recommend the Living on Love series by Joel Klaus. The link is posted a number of times on this thread and there is a thread under personal development called "living on love". Learning to fill your heart with love and send Love to your enemies (well the people we perceive as our enemies, but in actuality they are our mirrors placed here to let us grow and change.) Yea that one hits home, when you are dealing with people that really bug you. The more they bug you the more they are mirroring you back to yourself. OUCH! That one hurts. Love conquers all, so focus on Love and gratitude and healing will start to kick in.

Blessings Sallyjane

[cassiopeias_dream]

Grace, could I bother you for another correction regarding my agressiveness I've been experiencing lately? A cut-and-paste from another thread I wrote in:

One thing I've found lately is that i've become pretty agressive!!!! I suspect the Self Esteem module - being relatively low self-esteem my whole life, I've never really been an angry person, if somebody did something bad to me i'd always on some level feel I deserved it and I wouldn't get upset. Well lately I've been becoming progressively more short-tempered and likely to express it. This didn't really worry me before as I assumed it would pass relatively quickly, but yesterday I nearly got beaten up by a random crackhead when I was out with my friend! He didn't hit me or anything, but he was close to it, for hardly any reason. I was a bit drunk admittedly, and perhaps displayed a bit of atitude, but I didn't provoke him enough to warrant an attack like that, he just randomly started swearing at me, poked his finger into me quite violently, grabbed my wrist really hard and threatened to bite me - had to push his head away to stop him from doing so. A taxi driver ended up intervening, and my friend called the police. It's a bit scary, because I've lived in London for four years, and although this kind of thing happens all the time here, I've never encountered it even when walking alone at night in dodgy areas. I have the feeling that me becoming more agressive has opened me up to more agressive vibes, thus attracting agressive people.I hope the Ho'oponopono kicks in soon, because I may not be as lucky next time!!!!!

I'm a little worried for my safety now, knowing that I attracted a situation like that!

[zartgirl]

Update...

The interview went good! I won't know for 7 to 10 days from the interview. Every time I would answer a question he would say "oh good or some positive answer. I have another job interview today... I know that I will get the highest and best job for me right now!

Nancy,
I will be sending love into your mercury removal. 5 or 6 years ago we were vacationing in Cabo San Lucas in Mexico and one of our friends got a really bad tooth ache and needed a root canal. She got it done down there thinking she would have her dentist in America fix it when she got back home. When she got back home her dentist told her that an excellent job was done, and it did not need fixing. The procedure cost her all of $60 US dollars.

Blessings Sallyjane

[Ayurved]

Thanks Sallyjane!!!!
Its so great to hear that you're right where you belong!!!

I will be in San Diego (briefly) and then Tijuana NEXT WEEK!! To finally get the rest of my mercury fillings out (wish me luck!). Its a dentist affiliated with Hulda Clark's cancer clinic she had there. Just yesterday I read flipping through a travel magazine that 'medical vacations' are getting big...dif countries for dif things...like India for heart surgury(!) and Mexico was recommended for dental!

Sending warm and loving thoughts your way!!!
xoxo
Nancy