Busting Loose

[sterlingpg]

Wow!

Those are great experiences with the BL Process!

Thanks for sharing Adrienne, Zartgirl and Illusions!

What a ride!

In Gratitude,

tephen

[sterlingpg]

Hi bknack!

Is anybody from the Spokane area going to The Matrix Energetics workshop in Seattle Nov. 30th thru Dec. 2nd.? I'm going if there is somebody that whats to carpool.

I'm not from the Spokane area, however, if you also post this in the Matrix Energetics thread, there may be others lurking there that don't normally see this thread

I hope to see you there as I'm going to that Seattle seminar!

In Peace,

tephen

[sterlingpg]

Thanks Tezza!

Hi Everyone,
I found this interesting video about money. Get's you thinking.
The Big Swindle
I wouldn't though get involved in The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club which is what the person posting this video is hoping for.
Happy Viewing
Terry

I enjoyed that video describing the current Money Game! Very Interesting!

If living in that Phase One game was all we had - it is a dim picture indeed!
Fighting against all the 'powers that be' would seem quite hopeless!

I am grateful that a different understanding is available - one where we can step outside the Money Game That Can NEVER Be Won, to creating a New Game!

Peace,

tephen

[zartgirl]

Illusions!

Oh Illusions, I can totally feel what you felt like when they did that, as my X tried doing the whole lying thing too!!! You know, I too have been learning all about how I created my X husband, and even all the xtra curricular activities he has had over the years and that they were all just actors in my hologram!!! That is powerful, because it is really hard to stay mad at someone you created and gave a script to!!! I think the Ho Oponopono module the last few weeks has really helped me, and then being able to change the name of my X's business with him having NO recognition that it was ever not the way it is today! Damb, I am good! Heheheheee! No really, I am so much in control of how he will interact with me in my hologram. I was explaining this to my daughter who is almost 14 about how she could write the script for a girl at her school who acts one day like a friend and then the next day acts like a total evil Bit... Well yea! I told her the girl is just reading her script and so she can write a new script for her! She said, well what if in her hologram she doesn't like the script... I told her that the girl had a choice to read Izabelle's script or quit being in Izabelle's hologram! Those are the only two choices the girl has! Iza is still processing all of this, but she is learning to apply the process to her discomforts!

Well now I am going on and on! I think I will write down those phrases you repeat and put them to memory!

Blessings and love and Gratitude
zartgirl Sallyjane

[illusions]

That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power. I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
Ho Oponopono
Breakthrough to Enlightenment
Deserving
SLP3
I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

Love and Gratitude
zartgirl

CONGRATULATIONS ZARTGIRL!!!!!

Clever You!!!!

Having read your experience here, I felt inspired to share my own....
It's a very long story but I'll keep it brief lol

Last year I went through one of the most challenging experiences of my life. A custody battle that was a shock, and nasty. I had no idea it was coming, and the most challenging part was that my ex-husband and his wife lied outright and blatently, something I was SO not expecting! I expected them to have their say, and give their reasons etc, but I certainly wasn't expecting them to actually lie. So that was a shock. We had been on good terms before this (which had taken a lot of work from me - and a lot of biting my tounge and taking a lot without retaliating - like I said, long story ), but when this court battle happened, and they both lied not only in the interviews, but in court, under oath (one of their critisisms of me is that I don't read the bible to my son every night, and I read "Harry Potter" to him instead! And yet, they swore on the bible, and then lied under oath ) - after this, I just couldn't see how I could ever even speak to them again, never mind have any kind of relationship with them.

I knew I'd have to find a way for my son's sake (I'd managed to keep most of the details of what was going on between us, away from him, so although he knew we disagreed about where he should live, he didn't know about any of the viscious details)... but I just couldn't see how I could do it.

Well, I won the case (thank God), but as you can imagine, things were very strained. After I started Paths earlier this year, I started trying to imagine them as the Magnificent Spiritual Beings they are, and that helped a bit. Then I read BLFTMG, and I realised, I've created them, and that helped, then I read about Ho'oponopono, and I started saying "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I forgive you. Thank you. I love you." I didn't know anything else about Ho'oponopono, but I just kept repeating that phrase.

I had received a very viscious email from my ex-husband's wife when my son had gone there for a visit. Two weeks later, I got a phone call, completely out of the blue - from my ex-husband's wife - apologising for everything! I was so shocked! It was completely out of character and unexpected!

Part of me felt a bit guarded and a little suspicious, but I accepted the apology, and was friendly. Since then, I've hardly heard from them. My ex called me to try and convince me to ignore The Secret as it's sinful, and to turn to The Bible instead. And there are a couple of sneaky things they've done, but the great thing is, it hasn't affected me, and I'm able to be pleasant to them. And I've had no more nasty emails or threats.

I attribute this to the Paths Self Esteem Module, Successful Living, as well as BLFTMG and the Ho'oponopono phrase. I don't know if it was one of these, or a combination of two or all of them, but it worked!

Wow, sorry this is so long (and this is the short version lol)

So for those who are in frustrating situations in relationships, try and remember that the other person is just a player in your movie, and feel gratitude to them for playing their part so well. And, as you can see, miracles CAN happen. lol

Love and Light and Magic xxx

[bknack]

Marix Energetics Seattle Workshop

Is anybody from the Spokane area going to The Matrix Energetics workshop in Seattle Nov. 30th thru Dec. 2nd.? I'm going if there is somebody that whats to carpool.

[zartgirl]

Weird Stuff!

Whoooaaa! You know how it says wierd stuff will happen as you start going through this phase 2? Well this is not the first time, but this was freakin weird for sure!

So my X calls me and asks me to send him a letterhead for one of his businesses. I had never created one yet, so I through one together in a matter of 5 minutes... It was easy, cause I created the logo a while back. I send it over to him, and he calls me and tells me that the name on the letterhead is wrong??? The logo is the only logo I have for this business and it is exactly the way he asked it to be and approved it! Now the first two words of his business have switched around, and he has been giving out his business cards with the name switched, but the logo from the same file I made the letterhead from! Okay the switch took me maybe 2-3 minutes, but what the ? And why is it that after all this time he never noticed that the name of his business changed? This is just wierd!!!!!!!!! I went to the original business card file and the name was the way I designed it with the original name of the business on it! Well I did not try to explain to him the awesomeness that was going on, but I am getting such enjoyment out of the fact that I can change the name of his business without him knowing! Man am I powerful! Heheheheee! I am really enjoying this moment!

Love, light, and Gratitude, and a huge blessings from Sallyjane Zartgirl!

[zartgirl]

Adrienne my friend

That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power!!!I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
Ho Oponopono
Breakthrough to Enlightenment
Deserving
SLP3
I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

Love and Gratitude
zartgirl

[Adrienne]

my hologram is changing too...

Well, like since i read the book and poof the Eggs have come... I have been/am applying the process...It's like i can't, cuz i now know different and how does one go back??? Well for me this is all completely in line with what i have desired for YEARS....
Like since elementary school.... entering into a place of not playing the games that do not serve my true self.

Ok, anyone who read my posts on CEM, will know i was having a real tough time... and things are changing... with my son he all of a sudden wants to goin air cadets, get his hair cut (it's long) and is also participating in a cooking class at school.... well he used to reject all of these things... It's like he's going from hiding from the world to Opening up and blossoming... AND he has been very loving towards me and has been hugging and kissing me...wow

However this sounds great but it is a reflection of the inside stuff about me... I am the one creating these shifts in my hologram... and i have been feeling calm and peaceful and love and gratitude....
not that eggs don't pop up, but there is acceptance there.

I read the Ho'oponopono thread and could relate to the sense of what was talked about the DR. healing the criminals, by working on himself... I have always believed this... although i am sure there are different belief systems around this.. that somehow seems to focus on what one does outside of them self.... which i beleive that if i ain't got it, how can I give it???

The amazing thing is that with my son, It's different from what i used to do to manage things in my home... it has been much more than these things i have mentioned... such as anger and violence...

When the discomfort comes I apply the process, and now at almost five weeks... things are shifting and changing... wow

I am on the HO'Oponopono mod
self-esteem and confidence modual mod
syncronicity mod
and mood elevation mod

But this comes from my essence, and I think my Exspanded self knows what I need.. so i chose accordingly...

These are amazing moduals

I AM AMAZING
the funny thing is that i have such a different outlook on the world around me....

Thank you Sharyn for the ME sessions, and the time you spent with me....
Thank you Grace for your love and patience....

Most of the time, i have so much to say, but am unsure how to articulate it.. with genuienity...
and the typed word of course so there I haven't been posting much....

I also have been having alot of mind chatter Zartgirl... and find that if i say outloud things i am grateful for and keep telling myself who i am... even if it is not out loud then i am hearing different messages...

Been doing this in regards to finances, cuz the mind chatter, and repeated that I am God and i am abundant and prosperouse in all ways and areas of my life... and that i always have been and have all that i need right now... and always will and always have and did this for one day.... and the next day i found fifty $ in my house, that i know someone left for me, but am unsure of who... (it was tucked away like it was meant to found)...

I was holy cow, I am so powerful, and OMG this stuff works... and Omg I can let go and relax And i am takin care of and have everything I need.. and in all of this I feel Soooooooooo grateful


Love and gratitude.... And PUREJoyAdrienne

[zartgirl]

What's up everyone?

Hey, where did you all go?

Well I am proceeding along quite well. The whole idea of gratitude was not hard to accept, but I was having a hard time staying there in that place. Hmmm... So then I realized that for me Praising God was the easiest way, because of my background in the Christian Church.

I am needing to find different housing as I can only stay at the safe house so long, and my X will not let me put the kids in school here until I have a job and a permanent housing (even though the kids live here with me). It has to do with lying to the court, but that is a whole another story.

So instead of worrying about where and when the house will be, I have been just praising God for it. I have also been praising God for a job, and I might have a temp job lined up for next week! It has really changed my outlook on life and helped me to apreciate what I have.

Actually it is funny, Stephen gave me the idea! He had said something and then thank God, and then laughed and said thank me... Hmmm... I thought!

Since being on the Ho' oponopono module I have been in a very peaceful place especially as with regards to the games my X has been playing. I still have lots of opportunity to process lots of discomforts though!

I am in a place where I can feel my whole hologram starting to change in a major way. I am also in a place where I am finally able to just do what I need to do with out worrying where the money is coming from! Today I am taking Iza to get her cell phone fixed in Tri Cities an hour away... She played with her settings on her phone! I have been paying for a cell phone that does not work, because I did'nt want to buy the gas to go get the phone fixed Yea....

Have a great day!!
Sallyjane zartgirl

[tezzaa]

Interesting Video about Money

Hi Everyone,

I found this interesting video about money. Get's you thinking.

The Big Swindle

I wouldn't though get involved in The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club which is what the person posting this video is hoping for.

Happy Viewing

Terry

[vineyardnancy]

Whee Moira!!

You made my morning!!

[Adrienne]

Moria...

That is sooooooooooo funny....LMAO

Thank you for that...Adrienne

[Moria]

Busting Loose?

Sorry, don't know how to upload the images bigger, so you'll have to click on it I guess...

Moria x

[Adrienne]

I hear fear of the boss or bosses and what they might do to you in a moment in the future if you don't do everything the way they want you to.

Hello Zartgirl, wow are you ever perceptive... this has been a theme of the eggs that have popped into my life... that I have created since reading the book....

And putting it out there ladies.... it's more about the issues with men/authority..... lol..
Sigh...
and my bosses are male.....
But OMG am i ever grateful that I get to bust loose from these eggs which have so much power wrapped up in them...
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo POWERFUL
to have created these situations so that i can bust loose.

anyways..... i am able to really see how i am creating everything.... and this is making it much easier to use the process....
And i sense that that is very true Zartgirl, about how it will become less and less.... and OMG i am really grateful for what it is I am creating, cuz then i don't have to allow them to dictate my life anymore......

peace and gratitude... Goddess Adriana