
Oh I'm sorry to keep bombarding you. I'm really desperate about finances, it's the only thing that is REEEEALLY not going right in my life and I have NO idea what to do about it! I've tried feeling grateful for the money that I do have, which seems to keep it coming but my problem is that more and more new things keep showing up in my life asking me for more and more money that I just don't have! My income is at its steady level, which I'm grateful for. However with the income that I have I was barely just being able to pay everything that I had to pay with no money left over, but that was okay. But like I said new things keep coming in asking me for more money and I just don't have it! (Taxes, electricity rates went up, any day now I will need to get a heater, medicines, etc.)
I won't bore everyone here with details but I really do not have any superfluous or unnecessary expenses in my life, so it's not like I'm blowing it all away on stupid stuff. I don't even have a car, because of all the expenses that that entails. I have a phone and internet, rent and groceries and TV (cable service, which I do have to pay for, but if I didn't have that I wouldn't have TV, it's perhaps our one luxury so I really do not want to cancel it, and it isn't very expensive), and Paths (I have 2 theatres). And electricity and that is it as far as my expenses are concerned. So I really don't see where or how I can cut back anymore than this.
So I realize the solution isn't to keep cutting back because then we'd have to live like in the dark ages, with no electricity, to make ends meet! And I don't think that was the life G-d envisioned for me and my kids, nor which I envisioned for myself when I came into the world. So I must be doing something wrong.
Anyways I asked you before if you could muscle test for me whether I should be looking for a job. It seems obvious that if I'm to pay all the things which I have to pay I would have to get a job because welfare just isn't cuttin' it folks! But I really really really cannot see myself getting a job, because: a) the project which I'm working on right now is my life dream and if I could get it off the ground and make it work it would be the fulfilment of my life dream, and if I had to get a job I wouldn't be able to work on my project anymore, and b) I'm a single mom with small kids and no relatives to lend a hand looking after the kids, and since I have no professional qualifications I wouldn't be able to get a job with a salary which would permit me to pay for a babysitter, with the total lack of qualifications which I have I would NEVER be able to afford a babysitter!
So anyways what all this is getting to is, do you think you could muscle test for me for which Paths modules could help me to manifest more money in my life, it doesn't matter where the money comes from? I'm currently on
SLP 2
Mindset for Money
Good Luck and Fortune
Business Productivity
Allergy Relief
I only have 5 modules because I can't afford to buy anymore right now.
I haven't noticed a single good effect from the Good Luck and Fortune module and I've been on it for a month and a half, so that would be the first one I would swap out, but I don't know what I would swap it out for. I was thinking Unconditional Love, but I'd like it if you could muscle test for it first for me.
I found that the Business Productivity module really was giving me an enormous boost for working on my pet project, so I think that one is really doing good things for me.
The Mindset for Money really helped me a lot when I first got it, but I've been on it for a couple of months or more now at least and I think maybe it's plateaued out (meaning I haven't noticed any new effects from it for a while now, I tend to respond quickly to new modules but they seem to plateau out pretty quickly for me too).
Oh if I were to work I would NECESSARILY probably have to work from home because of the babysitting problem. These are the possible home jobs I've been thinking of, would you mind very much muscle testing for me to see if any of them test strong for me?
- Giving classes, I won't say on what because I still feel too shy to talk about this, but I guess when you muscle test for me your muscles would KNOW what I'm talking about!
- Giving English classes, I hate teaching English and have no qualifications for teaching, but sometimes people just want to hear a native English accent. It pays real lousy though (maybe 3 or 5 euros/hour only).
- Developing a web page/blog on Paths and maybe try to inspire some new clients to sign up to Paths thru my website.
- Babysitting, either as a regular job for a baby whose parents must work every day, or occasionally in the evenings, in which case I would have to bring my kids along with me.
I couldn't think of anything else I could do from home.
Oh well I'll shut up now. Been hogging this thread a lot lately!



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