Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[allenm]

Still can't type worth beans though...

[allenm]

Hi Sallyjane,

What a wonderful and powerful response you have provided for Kim. I can't tell you how it warms my heart to read your posts and feel the strength from them. You are growing in such marvelous directions. Yay for you!

And Kim,
I wne through much of the same when starting with Paths and would read about the miraculous things others were experiencing and feel downright crappy. Along the way I have learned about how much I have been fighting allowing changes and feeling worthy of them. The people in this forum have helped me immensely and I am now aware of major changes and benefits that I am finally allowing into my life. So I would counsel you to keep at it and keep posting. Hang in there! It gets better and better...I promoise!

[zartgirl]

Kim J. One more thought!

Kim one more thought! This hit me like a two by four up side the head today! When we let go and stop fighting... Things just seem to work out!

Hmmm... the easier things come the more they are to be! So if you are fighting everything... and it all seems hard then something is not right!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[zartgirl]

Kim J.

Kim, just wanted to start with a Big HUG for you!

As I read your post, two things came up...
1. was resistance! Hmmm... How to put this? Resistance is when you are fighting against things trying to make them happen instead of letting them happen. You had several words in your post that kept pointing to that... "WANT" When we want stuff or talk of wanting stuff we create more WANT! Unfortunately the Source sends us more want! You mentioned a BATTLE! Well this one is kind of self explanatory, but when we fight or battle against something we create more of what we don't want. It is like once you start to fight with someone... it just keeps escalating... I remember when I was a kid, my mom and her sister started fighting, and it ended with them not talking to each other for years! I loved my aunt and so one day while visiting my grandma I decided to take a very long walk to m aunts house... I was maybe 10 or 11 if that! Well I freaked out my parents and surprised my Aunt, but taught all the adults a good lesson, and they have been talking ever since! LOL It is important to not fight or battle against anything! As Grace stated to me "Let Go and Let God!"

2. Was that if you go back a few months in this thread you will read my very first posts! Read through them and you will see a progression from resistance to acceptance of who I am! I think my journey through that went extremely faster than it sometimes does for others because I was so far down, and I had nowhere to go but up! My old ways had clearly failed and I was at rock bottom, and yet at the same time in the best place I have ever been, for growth!

One of my biggest battles have been wanting a job and a house (currently living in a shelter). No matter what I did and how hard I fought I just could not get that job! Till finally, I came to the realization that I needed to start a business of my own. So I am very much working on the business... Today, without any effort I was given a job! So weird! Not only that but the interviewer saw more than just entery level... Sooooo weird! Remember all is perfect!

All is perfect!!! Even the stuff we think is bad, is in fact perfect! Hmmmm... How can living in a domestic violence shelter be perfect? It brought me to a point where I could learn who I really am and how powerful I am! You are just where you need to be right now! Stop fighting it... it will come in perfect time! Don't worry about how you think it should look, because as I learned what is perfect is often not what we think perfect should be!

Okay this was really long and laborious! So now I will go do some work on you too... clearing some issues that are blocking you from moving on! You too are awesomely powerful, but not as a warrior, but in peace and creativity and awesomeness. Don't judge things as either good or bad, but just as events to learn from! You will do fine and keep coming and talking to us here! You have found the greatest group of people to chat with! I am honored to be in their presense everytime I come here!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[Adrienne]

KimJ

Hi,
just want to be clear... you haven't noticed any results from paths? or do they just not seem as drastic as what you are reading here on the forum? Notice what is different not what is the same.
and in my experience with paths and my inqusitive mind... which i like to call all this research...
well it is either a lifetime of nothing changing or subbtle changes happening and from my own experience i know that it is part of the human condition to want what we want NOW...
i have noticed that some modules have a greater impact on me than other ones... and i think this is due to the fact that there are root issues that must be resolved first ... this would be how it is described with the SLP living series moduales... 1 works on certain things then 2 builds on that and so on... it has been alot of work, cuz it is in the feelings.. feel the feelings.
Sounds to me that much is going on for you... and as known, the universe needs to realign in order to make available what we desire or are ready for...
I think our bodies will also cue us on what is useful(right) for us and what isn't... so perhaps you eye rash is telling you something... listen to what your body says...
An example for me is... when i signed up for colledge my whole body went knumb...eccept my chest area... it was very strange... but when i made the choice to not continue with it... it stopped on the most part... it had started two days befor school had started and once the choice to not continue was made it was less, then when the semester was over... it was mostly gone.... like dramatically improved.. Then amazing enough i came across The Secret, then Paths and then Matrix Energetics...No accident

No matter what we are involved in (to my knowledge) i think in order to clear the space so that what we desire can come in, there is some dis-ease
I guess to the point there is no Magic pill... lol
I don't know if this was helpful , but with all the things that are going on for you KimJ it sounds like things are changing. are we willing to let go...
like Grace was saying... focus on the things that are positive and more positive will come...Gratitude...
Sounds like the ego is being challenged to.. and i know many times i felt like i was dying and my world was ending... but the ego will fight for it's life... and i have come to understand (for now) that it is the death befor death.. so that i can truly live...
And i write this from always focusing within (including with my moduales) and don't know what moduales you are on...
So i hope this helps someone somewhere... if not you
Grace is also great with testing for mods...
Love and Light Godess Adriana

[Grace]

For KimJ!

Hi KimJ!


Just a quick post to let you know I am making corrections on all that you mentioned. I am grateful for your post and how detailed you were. I have gone in and focused on each word and the power and meaning you have placed behind each word. I have also made corrections concerning your attractor patterns, your connection to source (which has been coming up a lot lately for many others) and past life issues. There is more to do, but It is all good.

So hang in there and know that no matter what is in your "outer" world at this moment, it is your "inner" world that matters most! Pay attention to your feelings right now especially the subtle ones, and also focus your attention as often as possible on what you are grateful for. This IS difficult at moments, but just practice this as often as you can. It WILL make a difference I PROMISE!


Sharyn you are AWESOME!! Thank you for all the light that you add to this fabulous Forum!!

[KimJ]

Thank you.

Thank you Sharyn and Nadine. I appreciate your thoughts and taking the time to respond. I'll hopefully have more positive things to post soon!

Kim

[nadine]

Hi again KimJ,

Just thought I would mention....you might want to check out the Flower Essence thread....it has alot of good info, one of the essences might help you with this.

I beleive Walnut is helpful for letting go of past beleifs. I am currently taking this.

[nadine]

KimJ, you can to the right place if you want help. There are many talented/gracious people on this forum. Lots of great advice!

It does sound like you are going through alot though! Whew!! I am tired from reading your post.

When I began Paths I had some changes, but nothing like what other people were experiencing. I was a little discouraged, but wanted to hang in there because I knew this was right for me. At one point I became very discouraged, and almost completely gave up. I thought to myself, I see some changes, but nothing major!! Why not? Everyone else seems to have great results!! Why not me? These were the things I was thinking, and finally when it came down to my last day of being able to view my modules...I kind of panicked, and thought I just can't give this up yet! So I didn't....and I am very grateful to say the least....I can honestly say I am starting to experience the results other people have....I began Paths in Feb /07, so almost 1 year ago.

I have asked Grace for help in "allowing". For me this seemed to be my biggest obstacle. I seem to need to have control over situations, and I think subconciously I was trying to "control" what I would allow paths to do, or not do for me. So if you could do this one thing for yourself, you may see a change. I hope this helps you!! Good Luck!!

Nadine

[Sharyn]

Re: Paths

Hi Kim,

I have done a bit of work on you surrounding this issue. I have sent you a pm.

Love, Light & Blessings,
Sharyn

[KimJ]

I apologize- I'm whining but at least you all have an idea about what I mean I hope.

So I got inspired to come back to visit this forum and here I see some wonderful posts as I always do, and I'm thinking why haven't I had those results?? I've struggled for a long time since starting PATHS, believing I thought wholeheartedly yet I've been at a standstill so it's like a battle of wills or something that I'm not even aware of. I've recently e-mailed PATHS and have changed all my modules as I didn't feel I'd had results from anything so have begun to doubt my sanity in all this yet here I still am. I'm persevering for a bit longer but I'm not sure how much more I'll continue... so I guess this is a bit of a desperate post as I so much want to experience what you all are experiencing... even just a little!

I'm so in want, if that makes sense, of what I believe to be true to show itself, and I just KNOW it is true that we will manifest what we think, believe, etc., all of that, but I just feel so stuck in my old beliefs no matter what I do on a conscious level and I just can't seem to get past it. Which of course is why I'm on PATHS, yet still after almost a year I feel I'm in the same place... I've got so much going on lately with a new business and still doing my old job, gaining weight but no motivation to eat better, fighting with my husband a lot, no time for my kids due to the two jobs, no time for the "me" stuff I want to do, spirtually, physically, all of it. I constantly have a rash on my eyes lately (since I've opened the business), I look tired all the time (probably because I am!), and I'm just run down. I hate to be a downer but if anyone can suggest or do anything I'd be very grateful. Somehow I just need to get out of my own way or do something completely different.

Thanks for reading this bit of rambling...

[nadine]

Hi Grace,

Thank you for your help...I will switch it out today and keep you posted! I beleive your corrections are helping me "allow" the instructions in the modules to sink in better! I have had many changes the past month....I don't want to comment on them yet....just want to wait and see what happens....I am very excited though!!

Thanks again
Nadine

[allenm]

Hi Rin,

What a lovely post. Thank you. And a really good suggestion. I will go back and re-read also.

I wanted to mention a book I was given at Christmas that you might find helpful. Dr. Christine Northrup, The Wisdom of Meopause or something like that. Really interesting reading. She talks about how your brain forms new neural pathways during menopause (and peri-menopause) and described how your body gives you clues when you are not listening to it and not living the life you want to be living. I'm garbling it a bit but you may want to check it out. I sat down on Christmas day and almost read it cover to cover and found it both helpful and fascinating.

[allenm]

Hello Grace,

What wonderful news. I look forward to hearing more and understanding more also . Shall we move forward in setting up an interview? Ledt me know when you are available...I keep meaing to Skype you and then get tangled up in the details of my life and lose track...

The other night (when I left a somewhat garbled message for you) I was driving to pick up my younger son and listening to a favorite song and your presence just came to me so strongly that I wanted to call and leave a message for you...wasn't sure that I communicated that in the VM though...ah well.

Could you make corrections for Gabriel, who has been sidelined by a nasty cold and ongoing struggles with the aftermath of his debit card being stolen and charges make against his account? Also, could you test for mdoules for him? Would he benefit from Paths now?

And rats! My pesky arm has started causing trouble again...this time, although I feel a twinge in the elbow, the pain is in the side of my forearm. Too much computer activity...

My nephew Brian continues to thrive and I haven't heard any more on that front.

Thanks in advance my dear friend...sendinglots of love and hugs your way!

[Grace]

Goddess Adrienne!

hello... I have been lingering... for this post to be posted...
this is great News Grace... I am thrilled for you... i can only imagine how juicy your life must be... and i mean that it a very delicious way... with no conitation what so ever... juicy with joy and peace and love... hope i got what i am meaning to say across...
well Hmmmm... must say that i felt something very strong coming from you.... like crazy strong.... very powerful when we skyped briefly ealier...
And it is very interesting what you mention about doing corrections on yourself first befor you do for others...
I would love to chat further on this sometime... i feel when i play with ME that it is mostly with people who ask for something that i am needing... Cuz yes we are all one and so the Matrix i do for you i am actually creating that shift for me.... well I see this very often in the matrix i do and the things that are shared from the experience or that i pick up on.... yet i have much to open up to...
I have been blessed with connecting with you grace and that in itself has created many shifts in me... which i has actually been happening alot lately for me with certain people...
kind of strange and interesting....
I love you Grace, it is so great to watch you expand and grow... thanks for sharing and being you
Goddess Adriana

Adrienne You and I have connected often on skype, and I am so blessed by this! You truly are a Goddess. You have expressed your self so completely and so honestly!! Yet there is always so much more to learn about ourselves. It is truly infinite! We learn so much from each other! You are AMAZING Adrienne!! Once again Thank you for spending time on me with your ME skills!! I still am benefiting from your work!

I have to admit that without this forum and all of YOU, I would not have become as Happy and Joyful as I feel right now!! THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH!!