Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Grace]

For Jan!

Dear Grace,

I am considering to quit with Medical School. The last two weeks I got more and more tensed and stressed and feeling insecure which makes me more unhappy then I already was. I feel sick of my insecurity. I feel as insecure as I was in Nursery School for 20 years ago and in this period I was often very insecure which made me so tensed that I could not think clearly anymore or did the wrong things or was not able to learn or showing progress. Also I was very unhappy at that time but with will power I succeeded to become a RN. But now I am not able to study anymore and it is if the most I learned I forgot and everytime some MD ask me a question I am afraid to give him the wrong answer (and ofcourse I gave him often the wrong answer). There is so much resistance in me to study or to learn.
If I decide to quit I do not know what to do then. I do not want to be a full time nurse again. There are no many options I see as possible or which I like. When I quit I feel it as if I failed again and can not make some dreams come true. I also wonder why I got here in the first place.
I need some help You probably understand and I hope You can help me through this difficult time again in my life.

Two samples of my artwork are attached in bmp format. I hope that will do.

Jan

Hi Jan!

There have been many "layers" that I have removed using CEM (your willingness has helped tremendously), and there are many reasons (issues) that you have experienced such trauma.

I skyped you immediately and told you that I "test" strong that you need to continue with your medical training! One of the "issues" was a reverse perception. Meaning what you thought was good for you, was not, and what you thought was bad for you was not. Therefore, you thought and made decisions that created exhaustion. Also, this reverse perception added to your inability to give correct answers to the Doctors AND more importantly to yourself. Which then in turn created a lack of trust in yourself and much fear.

So be kind to yourself, and give yourself a pat on the back, and a BIG CONGRATULATIONS for hanging in there and persevering!!

Your life IS becoming more effortless, it is just difficult to see this while you are in the middle of it all! But I promise that you WILL SEE IT and feel Great!!

Start focusing on what is Right, and stay away of focusing on what is wrong (or you will manifest more of what you don't desire). This takes practice as it is very easy to fall into noticing all the "bad" stuff. Remember that the "bad" stuff is an illusion, ALL IS GOOD!!

I am in the process of finishing a Paper I am writing for My Energetic Science Ministries Course. I will be writing more about this in my paper, so when I am done please read it, I know that you will understand clearly what I mean, and will be able to manifest more quickly what you do desire.

Recognize that you are an inspiration to us, and therefore YOU ARE INSPIRATIONAL!! This is but one of your many wonderful aspects!! Focus on these things. I will continue to make corrections for you until you no longer need to ask me to.

[Grace]

For Lama!

God am i missing on a lot here ...

Grace is such a wonderful amazing soul ... everytime i pop in here i cant stop praising her among me myself and i ... i sooo much appreciate what you are doing to help people ..

why am i getting overwhelmed with life's happenings .. i want to spend more time reading and participating on our lovely forum ... i will make it a point to do so this place really feels like home .. its the website i keep open all the time whenever i am on my pc or laptop .. Love you guys so much

Dear Gracie can u include me in your amazing correction work with all the unbelievable things im reading here it makes me sooooooo wanna feel you CEM me ... is it that you set a time for every person or do u do it when they dont have to be alerted while you're doing it ? ...

i wanna be getting the most of my 32 paths modules (8 theatres) + my Recently Started Platinum Package ....

and if it is possible, i wanna get rid of any blocking thoughts/suppressed emotions ..etc that could be delaying me meeting my perfect match in life and getting married to him

Love & Gratitude

Hi Lama!

We are most definitely going to speak soon. I will check my Private Messages soon, but I still need to understand our time difference and also if you are on Skype?

I have most definitely included you on all these fabulous corrections! I spend time on all the individual posters, and in Group corrections for all the Viewers!
When we are on the call together we will have even more fun talking about these "issues" . It is always wonderful how I resonate with every one I work on!!

Thank you for your lovely posts, and I will talk with you soon!!

[marnyka]

Clearing Myself

I thought this would be the best place to put this since it was Grace who got me interested in CEM in the first place and has helped me and Chase out over the past month or so.

Last week I had a session with a woman named Cheryl Anderson who uses a combination of Matrix Energetics and CEM in her sessions. I had her for an hour and wanted her to work on me and my husband's experience when I was pregnant. I was a mess the whole time I was sick the whole time, got gestational diabetes, we were moving )....we both were miserable. In turn it manifested into not wanting another kid out of FEAR of what would happen, being afraid to even be intimate...blah blah blah. Then I had some individual things between us......

Before the session started, she gave me some things.
1. She gave me and my husband a 'NEUTRAL' button. This button gives you the opportunity to be neutral to EVERYTHING. So you can truly choose how you want to react.

She also taught me how to 'CORRECT' or 'CLEAR' my emotional attachments that are not benenficial. She had me think about something between me and my husband that I didn't care for (nothing huge). Recognize where it shows up. Mine showed up in my stomach. She said bring it to the middle and say 'Correct it' or 'Remove it'. Keep saying it until it's gone. She taught me this in leiu of 'muscle testing'.

2. She set all three of us up with the ability to DETOX, ADD NUTRIENTS, and BALANCE our bodies. She said starting in between your collar bones down into your pelvic area, you can get your body 'right'. 1 - is for detox and make the motion from the collar bone down to your pelvic area. 2 - Add the nutrients for your body (same motion) 3 - balance out your body (same motion) She said to do it as many times as you need. I use this alot, especially when I have stuffed myself. It really gets things moving

Then we did our session. I felt some things being removed. It was a very great session.

ANYWAY - I decided to take the correcting and removing to the next level. I have read the book 'The 7 healing Chakras' and use to do the meditations to clear my chakras. Every chakra is attached to an age. I used that premise and decided to go through every age 1-34. I say the following: "1 year old self, you are safe. There are no regrets, grief, fear, or collective concious thoughts associated with them." I wait to see what comes up. When I get the 'feelings'. I say "correct and remove them". I say it over and over again. It moves up my body and out my head. Sometimes I have to yell it, sometimes I have to pull it our push it out. Some of the harder things seem to get stuck on my face or in my throat. That's when I start doing the Ho'oponono saying. - I love you, I'm sorry for having this thought or belief, please forgive me and remove it, thank you. Then after it leaves, I tell myself that I am loved unconditionally and wait for that feeling. If I don't get it, I know there is more to get out.

The other day something interesting happened. I have been telling myself that I need to start quieting my mind when Chase goes to bed at night. I find a gazillion reasons not to. I finally 'recognized' what I was doing and said to remove it. ALL OF THIS STUFF STARTED COMING OFF OF ME . It was all tied to knowing there is more than what it appears. I kept saying(yelling) 'REMOVE IT' and my body started leaning forward and my body started lifting upwards. I actually thought I was going to float. I have never felt like that before. I got scared because I thought I weighed too much and it stopped. (Still working on that one).

Now, things just come off of me out of the blue. They truly feel like weights being lifted. There are those ages and situations that have some strong deep rooted things that I am still working on, but it is amazing. I hope I wasn't too long winded.

I say all that to say, we all can remove and clear ourselves. I thought the only way to learn was to ask someone to do it or go to seminars to learn. I still want to go to seminars but I can help myself too.

[Bobi]

Grace: Thank you for the "karate chop" motion and aligning proceedure you mentioned. (I couldn't find it again to reference directly) I've been muscle testing for years, though use a different method than I've heard others mention. (I place the tip of my middle finger over the nail base/first knuckle area of my index finger and apply downward pressure. Left hand. I'm right handed)

The first tries with the karate chop motion all came out positve/postive regardless how my feet were positioned. Hmmm. And then suddenly it "corrected" itself. Positive=pigeon toed, Negative=ballet feet. (hope I'm remembering that correctly) Often now I test opposite that and correct after a single "chop".

I've not applied any true testing of how effective my testing is though am very grateful for this tool. Thank you.

Jan: the paint you use sure transforms the look of the wood - or so it appears from the picture! It looks almost as if it were poured into a mold.

Also - on a seperate topic... best wishes on finding your path through the MD question and frustration. It sounds as though exhaustion is adding to your stress. It's a challenge to feel positive and focused when you barely have time to catch your breath. I hope you can find quiet, peace and a restful center both in body and mind soon.

About finding that positive feeling when it feels illusive... for me...sometimes, even though my life is/was filled with blessings, I would have a hard time feeling gratitude. I just couldn't muster it when overwhelmed by sadness or at some low point. At those times I would take it down to basics. "I am so grateful I have lungs that draw full breath which nourishes my body." It might seem a simple thing but for some people it is a luxury they don't have. Wow... Next might be "I am so grateful for strong legs that take me whereever I want to go." Again, not a given for some. With these the "funk" would begin to lessen as I became truly grateful for such wonderous gifts and from there I could fall asleep quietly or rev it up a notch or two with more gratitudes.

I hope it might help you as well.

Bobi

[JanKnegt]

Dear Zartgirl,

I love Your support! I read some books about being in the NOW and used some breathing techniques. Which books and breathing techniques would You recommend me?
I used in the past a lot of affirmation techniques and read many books about this subject. But the different view of many authors and specialist about this technique is very confusing. Many say that You can say many positive statements during a day but when Your subconscious belief is otherwise it will reject Your conscious intentions. Some say when there is a conflict between the conscious and subconscious mind the use of affirmation will make it only worse. I like the way to thank everything You like to receive or want to manifest. Although when I am depressed or frustrated it is often difficult to be grateful for my situation.
Whats the most frustrating me is that I have used many techniques in the last 15 years but not with obvious positive results which created in me a kind of state that I need first to see or feel the difference otherwise I cannot believe it. Also it is difficult to see a life of fulfillment, happinmess, success and love when You only had the experience that life is a struggle with many dissapointments and sometimes after a lot of effort a positive outcome.
But I love the stories You told me that You are now creating Your life as You want it to be that gives me the strength to continu and give me the hope that is is possible!
With love from Holland,
Jan

[belle99]

Hello everybody!

So I decided to post this here as some of you might identify with this and thus will get the benefit of Grace's corrections as well!!

Ok Grace, here goes:

In the past couple of weeks (more or less) I have been experiencing hunger between 4-5 a.m. I drink water and do my best to get back to sleep but it keeps "insisting" and I find myself getting up to eat something. Well, that starts off my metabolism and then I'm hungry again 2-2.5 hours later and so on for the rest of the day!

I surely do NOT want to gain back any of the 40 lbs I have lost thus far this year from all the food I'm eating. And of course I value my sleep! I need to sleep through the night and not be awakened by the "munchies monster."

This morning I thought it might be my "Positive Attitude and Vitality" module, maybe too much vitality there!

Could you please correct this issue(s) for me? I have been doing my best to do CEM on this for myself but neutrality is not quite 100%.

very very much!!!



~Viviana -

Oh my heart goes out to you...have you had your cortisol levels checked?

[zartgirl]

Viviana

Viviana,
I read this earlier and it has been a lingering thought ever since that I need to reply to you about this!

First off congrats on your weight loss of 40 lbs.! Something that I have been learning about in the books I have been reading and the threads I have also learned a lot about... Is that we will only gain weight if 1. We focus on a fear of gaining! 2. If we believe that something will cause weight gain! 3. We believe we should weigh a certain amount!

I have recently been loosing weight, and it has been very exciting for me! Last week or so I put on a pair of pants that I had not been able to wear in a very long time, and they were not even tight! People are also starting to notice the change in my size too! I have also noticed that my favorite sweats that my daughter hates and wants me to throw away are starting to slide down with little or no help... Iza was happy to hear that soon I would have to get rid of them... So what did I do? Well I have been making adjustments on myself pertaining to my weight and my beliefs. Like what I eat does not control how much I weigh! I have also processed my feelings about my body and my weight and been clearing those thoughts too. I have cleared my thoughts about sugar and any cravings I might have... I continue to work on all of these areas in my life.

Where I live right now I don't have a scale, so I decided to test with my pendulum and asked if I had lost 1 lb., 2 lbs, etc... till the pendulum stoped saying yes and started saying no.... Hmmmm... I believe it said I had lost 115 lbs. LOL I realized that it was giving me the weight that I weigh right now in the field, and not quite the answer I was looking for... I have decided that I am not going to weigh myself and just let source take care of my weight loss! The only changes I have made physically in my diet is that sugar and sweets don't have control over me like they use to! I still eat them... I also suddenly want to eat foods I never liked before Kind of interesting! I am one who sometimes wakes up in the middle of the night hungry too... I will get up and have just a little something, and go back to bed, so I can sleep. If I don't do that then I have trouble sleeping. Here is the deal... I am an incredibly small eater, but I get hungry often. My weight problems stemmed more from emotional issues and beliefs than from eating habits!

That said if you believe in cause and effect and food is the cause of weight gain then you will gain weight, so until you process those beliefs and get rid of that fear you will have to be extremely careful of what you eat! It was after reading Busting loose from the Money game that I got the idea that food had nothing to do with my weight! I also believe that some of my weight loss has to do with the Paths Modules I am on, although I am not on any of the Path's modules for weight loss or body shape... But as I change my beliefs about myself, my body is following suit!

That said I will work on you and some of your beliefs about food and that you will stop eating in the middle of the night. Namely as you said, it is a pain in the butt to get up in the middle of the night to eat and then try to go back to sleep! During the day as long as you are eating small meals even with your current belief system, you will not gain weight! Smaller meals are actually better for you if you believe in cause and effect!

Personally I kind of like the manifesting or creating a smaller me! Where I live now we do not have good place to keep food or cook it, so I do not eat "Healthy at all, because it is almost impossible. Three of us share a small refrigerator and I have one small shelf to keep non nonperishables on. I am forced to shop almost everyday and buy only what I can eat that day! The cookware I believe was bought at the dollar store, and there is not much here... that is because stuff gets stolen if it is nice! I am still loosing weight!

Soon I will be in a place of my own where I can cook again! Yeahooooo! Very soon!

Blessings Sj zartgirl

[Viviana]

Early morning hunger

Hello everybody!

So I decided to post this here as some of you might identify with this and thus will get the benefit of Grace's corrections as well!!

Ok Grace, here goes:

In the past couple of weeks (more or less) I have been experiencing hunger between 4-5 a.m. I drink water and do my best to get back to sleep but it keeps "insisting" and I find myself getting up to eat something. Well, that starts off my metabolism and then I'm hungry again 2-2.5 hours later and so on for the rest of the day!

I surely do NOT want to gain back any of the 40 lbs I have lost thus far this year from all the food I'm eating. And of course I value my sleep! I need to sleep through the night and not be awakened by the "munchies monster."

This morning I thought it might be my "Positive Attitude and Vitality" module, maybe too much vitality there!

Could you please correct this issue(s) for me? I have been doing my best to do CEM on this for myself but neutrality is not quite 100%.

very very much!!!



~Viviana -

[zartgirl]

Jan

Not sure how, but somehow I missed your post up above where you were talking about quitting medical school! Is being an MD something you have a passion for and this is just the minds constant talk and stress talking telling you, that you can not do this? It is what it sounded like! Jan, I know it is hard to turn those off, but you need to learn to do just that! Learn to be in the NOW. That is a place where you learn to stop listening to the constant chatter of the mind and just be in the here and now. There are some great breathing techniques that can help you relax and be in the here and now! You can also use those when the MD's are asking you questions and you start to get nervous! There are some good books that I have read and many that Grace can recommend to you that will also help you get into that place! This is the best time for you to learn to go to this place (well actually learn to live in this place), so once you graduate and start practicing natural medicine, you will already know how to connect with the source and heal people. I can not imagine that after already getting to be an RN you could not do the MD! Remember who you are! You are the AWESOME POWER OF GOD! You can do anything! You are creating this, so if it is seeming to hard then recreate the way you want it! Remember that everything that is in your hologram right now is there in perfection, and that perfection is guiding you to who you really are! All the mind chatter that says you CAN'T do it, is a lie! You ego mind is telling you all of this to get you to stay as far from who you really are and let it keep the power it has over you! Stop giving it the power!

One way of reclaiming the power is to OBSERVE the mind chatter (not listen to it, but observe it). Really see where it is coming from and see the lies it is telling you... Like you can't possibly give the right answer! That is a total lie! The other thing is be very aware of areas of fear in you... Fear is an emotion just like gratitude, and fear will manifest whatever it is focussed on as fast or faster than gratitude! Whenever you start to get that fear of "I can't do this!" Go to gratitude and start thanking the source that you can do this and you can give right answers! As a matter of fact walk around all day focussed on gratitude of the things you want to happen in your life. For me I have walked around thanking God for my new place to live, even when that goal seemed impossible!!!! Thank God it was not impossible as nothing we want is! The new place is becoming truth as we speak, and so can the things in your life! Remember that the funds you need can be manifested into your life strictly from abundance and prosperity, but first you need to stop fighting it with resistance! You say you just don't know of any other way of apreciating yourself other than to work as an RN, and you are never sure if there will be extra work for you in your non-school times... Start off with never saying those things! Say things like Thank you for supplying all my needs! Thank you for the monies I want and need to finish my education! Thank you for the ability to manifest monies I need to live and enjoy life while I am in school. Thank you for understanding what I am studying in Med School. Thank you for the right answers right when I need them. Thank you for all the rest I need to feel rested and not stressed out! Thank you should start every sentence when you are talking to yourself all day long!!!

Okay, now that I have said all that... I will do some clearing on you to remove the resistance and fear that you are having! I know that Grace is already working on it as I am typing this out!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[zartgirl]

LOL Thanks

Marnyka,
First I want to wish you a Happy Birthday! I have been meaning to go to that post and say that, but never got there!

And a big thanks! Somehow it is all coming together... I get frustrated sometimes mostly because I want this stage to be over with and move on to the next stage of this game!!! Yea, I have been working on the whole patients issue! I get it cleared in one area and then it seems to rear its ugly head in another area! Today I realized everything is really working itself out in just the right order! In my head I was supposed to get the job first and then the apartment... but this way I get help getting into the place and don't have to qualify on my credit... Once I get into the house, then I can make as much money as I want (and although I won't qualify for the help anymore, I will be in the place). Then I will focus on great credit! I am learning that it does not look like what it really looks like! If it looks bad, it is probably really good! Either we are learning something great or something big is about to fly at us from a different direction. So never judge anything!

Ah man, here I go a quick post turns really long with me! The cool things is once I have a house I can start to paint my faeries by hand too, and getting income from them will be even easier.

Oh I almost forgot, but yesterday the state started giving me 500 dollars a month till I make too much income! Everything is starting to just fall into place! It is really cool! Soon I will be in my own place with my kids, and have a great income, and my art will be starting to sell like wild fire, and be posting about all the changes that have happened in my life.

Hmmm... most would think that living in a shelter and having to get help from the government and all the so called crap I have been through would be a bad thing, but when you start this journey from so far down... it is awesome, because when you get through it and your hologram starts to change and your manifesting great things in your life... You get to see the distance you have traveled! You really get to appreciate even the littlest things like 500 dollars!!!! That is cool!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[marnyka]

Congrats Zartgirl!!!!!!!!

You're like the Little Engine that Could

I am so excited for you.

[zartgirl]

Wow!

Wow!!! After posting five minutes ago, I walked down to the office at the shelter, and picked up my mail... in my mail was a letter from the housing authority, and I got my group interview!!!! Yeahhhh!!! This is sooo exciting, they are going to get me into a 3 bedroom house or apt. where the kids and I can live!!!! This is just a huge breakthrough for me! Now all I need is an income! I did some clearing on that, and it was interesting, cause I asked it if I personally had any blockages and it said no, so I asked it if there were any blockages from someone else... i.e. Keith... It tested very strong, so I immediately cleared that too. I believe I will have an income very soon!!!!

Blessings and hugs Sallyjane zartgirl

[zartgirl]

Grace

Grace,
I have been working on myself and others for the last week or so... but I would love it if you would help me to clear any issues I am having pertaining to getting a job, and an apartment. I really want and need to get out of the shelter by the 15th of December, and I need to get a job for at least long enough to live till I can get my posters going and whatever else is out there for me with the abundance! I guess today I am really fighting with myself! Belief seems to be a big issue and it seems to stem around my getting the or any phone call that I have gotten a job! I need to get rid of these issues, because I am blocking myself. I have been working on clearing these issues on my own, but I could use a little help! Thank you!

Blessings and a Big HUG Sallyjane zartgirl

[marnyka]

Grace...Chase request regarding Immunization shots

Good afternoon Grace,
Would you please help Chase out over the weekend with having a speedy recovery from his immunization shots he will be getting today? I would greatly appreciate it.

I have been working on myself being neutral to him getting shots and removing the fear I get when I think about them.

[Grace]

For Jan!

Dear Grace,

As You know I work in the week-ends (and on holidays) as a nurse in our children’s hospital.
From Monday till Friday I am busy with my training to become a MD. So there is no much time for relaxation or to recover from work.
When I had a full time job as a nurse I was often so exhausted after my shifts that I could not enjoy my spare time and often lay down on bed to recover and prepare myself for the next shifts.
I had this weekend three very busy shifts; working with very sick children with cancer who (and their parents) need a lot of care and attention. I was so exhausted when I became home that I felt sick of being so tired. I could not sleep while my head was spinning round (and in my dreams I was still busy as a nurse). In my body I feel than al kind of unpleasant sensations as if negative energy is trapped within my energy field and my body. Those feelings and sensations of being exhausted, tensed and stressed are unfortunately very familiar for me. Maybe it is caused by all the negative feelings in my environment I try to transform on a subconscious/spiritual level but I think there are also other causes that makes me so exhausted and feeling so strange in my head and body. I know there are feelings of failure or anxiety not to make mistakes or giving not the proper or afraid to receive criticism by doing the job not good enough or wanting to do everything perfect and give everybody the care and attention they need within too less time and possibilities.
If anything endangers my training to become a MD is this exhaustion which makes that I can not think clear, have difficulties with memorization and comprehension of the medical knowledge, not have the enthusiasm to learn or study or have the energy and motivation to succeed with my training and education to become a MD. OK the money issue can also endanger to become a MD but I think the exhaustion, lack of energy and not able to fully recover after a busy day brings my training and education to become a MD in serious danger. So I need to find a solution for this problem. I know Grace You already started to work on my health situation and hope to receive help for this major problem too.

Dear Grace and Zartgirl I tried to place tow artworks of me within this post but I did not succeeded. Can You tell me how I can post jpg pics of two of my artworks on this Thread?

Greetings from Holland to all the members of the CEM Thread,
Jan

Hi Jan,

I have been working on You for all these concerns. They have all been worked on since you first started posting and especially when we spoke on the phone. With CEM, as issues are corrected the problems lift with out much notice on your part. What happens also is that as layers of issues are corrected (being infinite beings) other "issues/problems" then beg for attention. So you may not notice a certain feeling of anxiety has lifted because a more intense sense of sadness has come into your awareness and to the surface for further corrections.

I will continue to work on your problem of exhaustion which is still stemming from your emotional and spiritual bodies.

I will post again to your next post, I have already skyped you concerning this, but I do have more to tell you.

I think your swans are beautiful and inspiring and yes The healing art thread is a perfect thread to post your art again!