Adrienne
Just want to say a quick thank you for your support and your own sharing. I'm thrilled for you that you're allowing your creativity to come forth, as well as feeling again! How fantastic! I can so relate to that (or rather not feeling so your progress is inspiring!), not to mention holding the seams together! 
Goddess Adriana
. We have been short staffed at work theeeeennnnn a one two punch of snow storms that stranded 1/2 the workers we do have for a few days!!!!!! It's funny I just two weeks ago sidestepped an opening for a lead position (cuz I didnt want the stress that came with it. It was a hard choice...it might have come with a 6$hr raise on the weekend days
) But for three days last week I got to be the boss anyway...(for two days- for only half the day- I was the only one here to clean the whole hospital!!!) It was kinda fun but I think it confirmed that I made the right descision....for the time being anyway....I have more important areas to focus my energies right now!!! My 'dogs' were tiiiuuurrrd at the end of those days. As well as the gray matter in my upper regions! 
. Anyway...I am manifesting other more lucrative joyful, energy filled, peaceful avenues for abundance and wealth to come to me!!! 
Blake
That is just so funny to me! Well needless to say I am making lots of friends. 
I was not sure if I should contact the guy, but thought ahhhh what the hell! Hehehe! So I shot him off an email. He emailed me back! Well we have been emailing back and forth since, but here is the amazing thing... He is starting to read books on this kind of stuff! Tonight in his email he asked if I would do some of my energy work on him and a move he wants to make back to where we lived when we were together. Oh the other amazing thing is that he has kept through three marriages an original painting that I did back in High School! OMG! 
Id be sooo grateful, thank you! You know, I swear I think my spelling has gotten better though, since Ive been on the intuition and insight module! one of those unexpected benifits...! ) But heres the kicker I thought before but see more and more clearly now...We are all Artists!.... of the grandest nature... Because we are in the act of creating our lives... constantly... through every thought, feeling and choice we make. So I cracked open the book last week before it got all crazy to see where it stood in the light of Busting Loose and the growing awaresness that WE Are Gods !!! Just a few paragraphs in I had the thought what would it sound like if I changed the word "art" or "artist" to GOD or Godness!.... IT HAD ME IN STITCHES!!! I only made it through the first chapter..."Recovering a Sense of Safety".... but I laughed soo much, maybe because i was familiar with it the old way, but I think also because It rang true for me....IF in our Wholeness, our Pure Beingness we are all One and that One is "God" then it makes so much sense!!!.... If I'm not in that awareness or are having trouble claiming my birthright and haritage as the God I am... then rather than havin artist block ....Ive got me a case of God/Goddess block! 
I'll have to type up a few altered paragraphs to share some of Julias wisdom on unblocking our inner God/Goddess!!!!!!! The whole book shifted for me with this....Ive gone through and wrote God or God-ness over all the art/ist spots. I'm just sidestepping anything about personal history or finding the source of any blocks...and taking the action suggestions and ideas with this new amplified meaning....I'll have to find the spots that cracked me up...see if they translate well to Ya'll ... Anyway it may be worth another parooose. I dont think you can go wrong with Eckart
and the Power of Now, though !!!! I'll share more when I have the AW book with me. Wow! I got teary eyed with what you shared. My heart so opened to you and what you were saying. I am sooo sorry for not posting earlier...I totally know that vulnerable feeling when you crack the door open to your heart and true feelings wider than ever before!!!! It all really reasonated with me! And good job for not editing it down to some form of "acceptability" I'm starting to slowly learn and experience here that I am (we are) wonderfull perfect beings just as we are, and thats helping me bring the light to all these goofy ideas I have had ....all to let others (Us!) see more of who we really are and release who we arent! I feel like I am so much talk and not enough walk still....It feels funny me trying to encourage you .... Blake
I can't wait to substitute art/artist with God/Goddess!! :
Hello!
...I think cuz my heart is more open...I care more what others think when they are people I really respect...So maybe its still about worthiness and caring too much what other people think? Clearly Ive not got the concept that we are all one down. Or my Godness. ) and spent my days off this week on an art project and plan on going back there evey Sunday! Really kind awesome people! ....I have been talking with friends again who have wanted to help me on a video documentary project I started over three years ago!!!!...... And this art studio is attaced to a yoga and dance studio that I went to a few times, years ago, for this freeform movement and dance thing called "ecstatic dance"...I loved it! So liberating!... I am going to go again next tuesday! I also talked with one of my fellow coworkers (a head of a department) who is open yet queit about his being gay...In three years Ive only ever exchanged "hello"s and short nice-ities...Turns out he and his husband live in a very rural Idaho town and last year+ had a documentary made about them that got national exposure!!...I think its called "Bachelor Farmer". I have yet to see it, he said hed bring in a copy...... And then....last week... I just happened to ask a guy out . We'd crossed paths for over a month and talked some. I was sure he was gay and a mutual attraction thing was going on (I'd prayed and prayed and felt I had the answer that yes there is something there and to talk to him)... So he kinda shot me down and is rather stand off-ishy now. "Not gay" (scared I knowticed?)...Maybe I was too direct...I was soo nervous... BUT just the doing it...that was pretty momentus!!! In a rural "small" town area it takes a bit more hootzpa to meet (find!) other gay people. Clearly I am not yet in the awareness of my Perfection and Truth...I gotta start living with the me that I am though! I guess i gotta work on being the Love and Perfection that I am more! .... So things are moving!!! your an
Blake
, Light
& Blessings to You , Blake,
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