Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[KimJ]

For Grace and Sallyjane

Hi Sallyjane. Thank you for those tips. I just need a bit of clarification though...after you set and release your intention, do you not think of it again? This is where I get hung up - do you keep daily working on having the feeling of having whatever it is your intention is, or once you've done it once do you just let it go? I so admire you in this journey... you just keep digging and working at the issues as they come up. I need to work on consistency and remembering in the moment. How much time do you think you spend in a day setting intentions, sending love, etc.?

Also, Grace, thank you so much for your reply regarding my boys' school situation. I have to be honest though, much to my surprise, on reading that you test strongly to keep them there I was disappointed!?! One reason is because it's a Christian school and I'm not feeling like I'm living with integrity since I don't believe the teaching or at least the religious side of the teaching (though I take from it what I want and leave the rest) so I've kind of been looking forward to taking them out for my own "selfish" reasons - and isn't that just pure evidence that you truly do get what you really intend, whether you know that's what you're doing or not...!! Secondly of course the fear aspect came up of what if I take them out because of what I just said, and I really shouldn't have, it's not in their best interest....and the guilt that goes with that... Or what if I decide to keep them in and work on manifesting the money but it doesn't show up in time or who knows what, and again I have to take them out, again not in their best interest, and again the guilt. I'm so hung up on what's best for them (which is what a parent should do, don't you think?!), so I'm stuck on the never-ending battle of what's best for them versus what's true for me, and I'm brilliantly creating this "can't win either way" conflict within myself!

So, when you get another free moment, I'd love to hear your thoughts on that. I feel like I'm intending this conflict of desires into being, but I'm not sure why.

On a positive note, I had set an intention of having $0 balances on credit cards, and it's beginning to manifest! It's not come about by a windfall of money but more financial wizardry which is going to save us lots of money and interest, etc., so that's a sign to me that my deliberate intentions are finally starting to manifest outwardly. Now, I'm going to be a bit more specific and see how that works!

Thanks again to you both for your dedication to this thread.

Love and light.
Kim

[zartgirl]

Hi Sunshine and others

I just wanted to post some suggestions for staying on gratitude that I find very effective.

The first one I started as I found myself hitting that proverbial wall last week or so ago... I came into my office and had to change my attitude, so I sat down with a sheet of paper and started writing down a list of things I am grateful for. I just list everything I can think of on the sheet of paper.

The second one I have been doing was recommended by a reiki healer. I make two lists. One is things I want to release and the other is one that I am intending to bring into my life. So on the first one I would put down all my fears and shortages and what not. I write them down and then I burn them as physical act of sending them to God. Then the second list is my list of intentions, and then I burn them sending them off with love and gratitude. The act is powerful as it really helps you to release and set intentions. Then you just have to trust! She also does this on the full moon, and so this Saturday is the full moon and the kids and I intend to have a special event with it to just send to God what we intend into our lives.

Both of these have helped me, so I thought I would tell you about them. Sometimes we just need to put things into action, and this is what both of these do.

Blessings love light and joy
Sallyjane

[Sunshine]

Hi Sallyjane

What you said is really interesting. I have been struggling with something similar. It's like, just when you think you're doing well with something and getting it, you suddenly experience another blip! And you're really tested.

Grace, please could you do some corrections for me? I'm hoping you'll just know what to correct as there seem to be quite a few things all mingled in together. I've got the surveyor here right now and I am finding it a VERY difficult experience. I've been struggling too with fear and worry about my situation. Any help you can give to help clear these things would be much appreciated. Thanks.

[zartgirl]

Oooh this is powerful

I just have to share this with you all... I shared it on Grace's facebook, but wanted you all to experience it too!

This last week I hit a wall. I suddenly started focusing on money what was coming in and going out... I paniced and the fear killed my prosperity I had been experiencing. What you focus on is what you get and I got limitation and shortage. It got ugly, and it was hard to get my focus back off of it. I was working at it, and getting better and better, when I got a bill last night (that may or may not even be legal, but is not ethical by any means) and this just put me over the top... As I was crying and trying to figure it all out I heard my guides saying "PAY IT WITH JOY!" I really did not like that, but finally after quite a fight I agreed. Then with this morning my shortage took me even deeper into my panic, and took me sometime to get out... Then it hit me... "pay it with JOY!" Pay everything with joy, and I will never have this shortage again!

Blessings, but I have to go pick up some money...
Sallyjane

[Empath]

I almost want to retract something i wrote earlier, because shortly after i posted, i feel into a deep depression, dismissing any potential positive effort i had been making.

I really dont know whats wrong with me, seriously. this is really too much for me to handle. im really feeling deep pain so badly right now.

Grace, anyone, whats wrong with me? i really hate me. I really do. Im a lost cause.

Musingmus,

Your descriptions of your experience sound as much physical as it is emotional. Your emotional swings may have a biological cause. An out-of-balance brain chemistry could be at the root of the depression.
Have you seen a doctor about your depression?

While I'm not a huge AMA fan, I strongly advise a doctor visit for you. The meds out there can really help regulate brain and mood functionality and help you get through this. As you feel better and heal, you can work with more natural approaches such as diet, supplements, meditations, energy work.

But, right now, you sound like you are in crisis, and may be in real need of biochemical interaction. Please see a doctor and tell him/her about your feelings about yourself, the uncontrollable mood swings, and the feeling of being overwhelmed. The dr may be able to prescribe something that will help you, and we are here to help you emotionally, spiritually, energetically.

Please, PLEASE get some medical help. I've seen how antidepressants acn really help someone out of the abyss.

With great caring,
Eileen

[yari]

Hi Grace

Thank you on your post on facebook.. I was gona post about Seb and asking you why he's being so disrespectful and then i read your post. wow !! I see why i keep seeing the same thing over and over again. He's a tough cookie! im gona need some corrections on him please. He's been very implusive and can't concertrate on one thing. Ur post help me realize that all my frustration comes from love and now I just have to focus on that. Is soo hard though when the one you love the most gives you war everytime.. Thanks again for the post!!

Love and Peace!!

Yari

[zartgirl]

Musingmus

I almost want to retract something i wrote earlier, because shortly after i posted, i feel into a deep depression, dismissing any potential positive effort i had been making.

I really dont know whats wrong with me, seriously. this is really too much for me to handle. im really feeling deep pain so badly right now.

Grace, anyone, whats wrong with me? i really hate me. I really do. Im a lost cause.

First I want to say Congratulations on the forward motion steps you made. Now I want to just let you know you did not go all the way back and that what you are feeling is the EGOIC mind fighting back. It does not like it when we find the light and start to dance! Don't worry if you will just keep working on staying in Gratitude and LOVE then the egoic mind will not win in the end, but you will discover this very powerful being down with in your heart. It has been there all along, but you have disconnected from that person and forgot who you are. Now you are taking the first few steps towards returning to your heart and the mind is scared cause it has to give up the power it has had while you were separated from your heart.

Just keep going to the gratitude site and keep coming here and just keep allowing us to work with you, and slowly your egoic mind will get quieter and quieter, till your heart is back in command of your life! Just know that you have taken some giant steps and that is why your mind is fighting back so fiercly. When you first got here it did not think it had anything to worry about, but now it knows that it's power is short lived and that you will be finding this joy more and more and soon you will be soaring high with us.

You are doing great, just keep coming and letting us know where you are, and focusing on gratitude and love and soon your up times will be more than your low vibration times. YOU CAN DO THIS TOO! You are not hopeless, as you have your ego fearing for it's life! That is awesome and powerful!

YOU GO GIRL!
Sallyjane

[Ayurved]

I'm so happy and excited for you Musingmus, that you had a good and better day!!!!! Even if it was followed by a not so good one.

Betty Davis said getting older wasn't for the faint hearted...but I think serious quantum personal growth with the desire to break free from past restrictions and programming takes the hardiest soul of all!!!

Whenever I have a really dark period, its followed by a big breakthrough...
The hardest thing for me, is to break free from our 'stories'. They are so alluring and provocative but are so limiting! Because x and x happened, it seems sure that y must come next. Its hard to believe we can break through all that, shape our own experiences and insist on the finest outcome...but thats the work.

The Abraham-Hicks list of 'next step up' emotion guide can be helpful. Just aiming towards feeling a little bit better. if you don't have access to their 'emotional guidance scale' from ask and it is given, I can dig it up for you.

Please don't give up Musingmus! you had a hint of the possibilities, and more are sure to come! We are all praying and sending you love...

Big Hugs,

In Immense Gratitude & Love,
Nancy

[musingmus]

I almost want to retract something i wrote earlier, because shortly after i posted, i feel into a deep depression, dismissing any potential positive effort i had been making.

I really dont know whats wrong with me, seriously. this is really too much for me to handle. im really feeling deep pain so badly right now.

Grace, anyone, whats wrong with me? i really hate me. I really do. Im a lost cause.

[Empath]

Thank YOU, Musingmus!!
Your reply made my day!!

I must be doing something right!
Just keep it moving, ‘cause I’m dancing in the light.
I must be doing something right, right, right,
Out of the darkness ‘cause I’m dancing in the light!

Entrain, Dancing in the Light, Can U Get It LP

[musingmus]

THANK YOU- much Gratitude

I don't even know where to begin here, other than really showing my complete gratitude for all your loving and kind healing support. I have read all the post and im speechless. A part of me wanted to reach out, but the other part knew i needed to let it all sink in. THANK YOU Zartgirl, THANK YOU pamela, THANK YOU sunshine, THANK YOU adrienne, THANK YOU doug, THANK YOU pamela Smith and the list goes on. Thank you, thank you so very much.
For the most part, I have to say, i've been in higher spirits. A couple of very important issues came to light for me. Im still working kinks out, but i tell you, this is the best ive felt in months (meaning the ending of life thoughts haven't really been at the forefront of my mind, and feeling a bit more rationally with my intense feelings). ALthough, with these little things coming to pass, I do need to reiterate, that my emotional well-being is still battered. Theres way too much pain to try and transmute overnight. My fear is that ill self sabotage it as i always do in life. My ego, my thoughts always seem to bring me down. Even if theres a glimps of happiness, I get reminded with my thoughts that im not worthy, or im not good enough, or this is going to end, so im just going to end it now. This is why i walk in paralyzed pain. WHY do i beat myself up so much? How do i let go of my haunting past to be free? HOW can i release and LOVE ME and love others unconditionally?

I just pray that the universe really does guide me for my higher good and bless me with the THINGS and NEEDS i want in MY life for me. I Pray that the universe blesses everyone with all that they desire. I just wish i believed more, had more faith. maybe this could be a correction actually, having more faith in oneself!

i always feel when things go array, that the universe is dictating my life and is out to get me, and thats not a good feeling. I don't know how to be more grateful to the universe in a more sincere way, for I'm trying to learn that things happen for the greater good. EVEN though it does not feel like it. I will say, when something super positive happens in my life, I immediately Thank the universe, and wont stop saying thanking it. But then soon after, i feel that the universe doesn't think I'm being sincere enough and takes it away. WHATS wrong with me?

Empath, i love the gratitude link, i did sign up and read through out the site. I hope to see some transformations soon!

anyways, heres a video that some of you may or may not have seen.
it actually puts a smile on my face, and YES grace the Giraffe Video was amazing! i loved it and I love you for really putting effort into my healing journey. I cant thank you enough.
but this video here, kinda puts your heart in AW!

The Silver Bear Cafe

[Grace]

For KimJ!

Hi everyone.

I just wanted to ask anyone and everyone who is able to test strength for things... I posted a while back but didn't get an answer about my kids' school, so here's a recap again. For various reasons (mainly financial and personal beliefs), I'm looking at switching schools from private to public. On the one hand I feel strongly that this is best for me personally (due to the personal beliefs) and for us as a family, financially speaking. However, my kids LOVE their current school and it serves their needs very well in the things they offer (fabulous music program, etc.), which the public school doesn't offer, plus my older son has a really hard time making friends, and he has just one friend who is a girl so thinking of taking him away from his only friend just about kills me. Sorry, I don't like to use negative words but you get the idea of where I'm at on this!

So, based on all that, I'm completely torn on which direction to go, which is the best for everyone. Testing myself comes out different depending on which perspective I'm coming from... does that make sense? I'd love it if someone else objective could test for this....

BTW, Sallyjane, you're manifestations are just amazing! Congratulations on taking it to such a high level - I know you've done so much inner work to get there! You're an inspiration to me.

Thank you!!
Kim

Hi Kim J,

This is a quickie before I head out to Karate class. It tests very strong for you to KEEP your children in their current school. Focus on Love and Gratitude, send out Love and Light to the school, and you will manifest the funds necessary without a doubt. I will continue to make corrections for your situation to manifest effortlessly.

[Grace]

For Eileen, (Empath)!

Sometimes, when you're awash in the abyss, is seems that there is no way out. While we tell you that is an illusion, there is always a way out; there is always light, hope, and love, you are in so deep that it is overwhelming.

You say you can't feel love or gratitude -- but you hang out here, in the lovingest and most grateful of threads I've ever seen on any forum anywhere... so I would say that the light and love here beckon and comfort you, despite it all. If you had no sense of love, gratitude and light you would not be here.

It is actually quite easy to feel gratitude. Start with something easy.

[Awaken Gratitude by awakening your senses.
No matter what your circumstances are, your senses - sight, hearing, smell, taste, touch - can serve as conduits of Gratitude.

Your senses are always with you; they literally let you know you are alive an sentient. But your sense are always ready to do so much more. They can connect you to the very core essence of your being. All you have to do is bring your consciousness to the moment, breathe into the sensation and give thanks for the experience.

*Listen and to beautiful, moving music or listen to the happy voices of children at play
*Observe and rejoice in the colors around you
*Smell a favorite scent - a flower, food, perfume
*Feel the clothes upon your skin, enjoy the softness of a baby’s skin or a pet’s silky fur
*Taste the juicy sweetness of a favorite fruit

There are dozens of wonderful ideas posted on Stacey Robyn's Go Gratitude blog. The suggestion above is the one I contributed.
How do you Go Gratitude? : Inner Space …

I really suggest doing the Go Gratitude Experiment. All you do is sign up to receive a Gratitude message by email every day for 42 days. It is free, and quite liberating.

http://www.gogratitude.com/

The Go Gratitude web site manifested to me right when I was in the throes of the abyss. I had lung xray and cat scans that suggested late stage cancer. I had also recently lost my job. After a week of gratitude messages (which I read and meditated upon) and an amazing ThetaHealing session, I had a very intense bronchoscopy - the drs tested EVERY spot they could find (20) -- and all biopsies were clear; three days after the bronchoscopy I was offered an excellent fit job at a pay 40% HIGHER than my lost job.

Amazing things happen when you drag your head out of the abyss and look to the light. That's all I did, really. I decided to live and love.

Love and Light to you!
Expect a Miracle!!!

Eileen

Hi Eileen,

This is absolutely Priceless Information!!! GO GRATITUDE!! Everyone needs to check this link out and sign up!!! I LOVE IT!! (Thank you Yari, for sending me the link via email too!) Thank you Eileen from the depths of my being!!

[Moneyhon]

Beautiful Grace

Grace your posts are always so inspiring. I too have often reflected upon your ability to be so positive so thanks for the explanation. I am enjoying your Haanel posts.

On another note I am so excited for you and your next touranment in June. I love how you describe karate in your life. You are such a teacher.

Thank you for all your love and know that we all send it back to you and cannot express in words how grateful and fortunate we are to share this life experience with you. You rock.

Love,

Maura

[Ayurved]

Magnificent post Grace! and great vid...

Maybe you will laugh....but i'm asking for corrections and prayers for strength, clarity and focus to meet my greatest nemesis....my roof! I'm actually not kidding....I'm just getting everything else squared away and I have leakage that is causing damage....and my perceived solution seems way out of reach. I feel like I'm being tested, if I really believe all this....and am truly ready to embrace miracles as I need 'um!!!!


In Immense Love and Gratitude!
Nancy