Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[zartgirl]

Grace, I am so sorry that your friend has transitioned. I can't imagine the shock of it, especially seeing how young she was.

I can see however that you know she really has not left you and your family. You realize that you have more access to her now than ever before.

She sounds like a beautiful person. It is only natural that you, another beautiful person, would have attracted her into your life.

I will be thinking of you and your family throughout the day with love.

So beautifully written Pamela that I could not think of a better way to say it than how you did. I just have to say DITTO! Grace, you are in my thoughts everyday too, and I know that you and your daughter are both feeling your dear friends presence and it was Jan's spirit who let little Sophia know it was okay! That is the only thought that came to my mind as I was reading this today. We are all connected!

Today I sat at work and read (between calls) the Power of Now by Echhart Tolle. I had lost the book and could not find it right in the middle of the book, which is kind of funny cause I was having trouble understanding it at the time. Today with perfect timing I picked up the book as it was right at my finger tips found in the move, and suddenly was drinking from it as if it was a cup of cool refreshing water! I am always amazed how we created everything just sooo perfectly in our lives! I hid the book from myself until the perfect time. I have known for sometime that we are all connected, but today at work while reading I really started to feel that connection. I love to read when I can read with my whole being! It is just soooo awesome!

Inika, the water healing is so very intriguing I will have to come back tomorrow and reread it so as to better be able to totally understand it. I think what intrigues me the most is that sense of fear it brings up in me! Oooooo! It just struck me sooo strong! Hmmm... A new area to work on for me, isn't that wonderful! I love when things like this come up for me!

Well Blessings All and HUGE Hugs

Sallyjane

[ANTIQUER]

As to being tired on the job there is a great energy booster tablet(herbal) called Up-Your-Gas. It's a blend of about 12 herbs. I usually take 1/2 tablet about 1/2 way thru the day. Gives just enough energy to do the job, but no nervousness or sleep interference. Get the one without the ephedra. Hope it helps you as much as it does me.

[Inika]

Hi SallyJane,

People often have that reaction when they hear about being taken underwater. If it makes you feel any better, usually people don't go underwater the first session. Grace looked at a video of the work and decided she would like to try it. I recently went on a zip line through the jungle when I was in Australia and they talked about going upside down and I thought I wasn't up for that! But when it came time to do it, it was no problem, in fact I loved it! That is much the same way the underwater work is. It sounds scarier than it is. And I also applaud you for seeing the challenge in it for you.

Thanks for all you posts. I am loving hearing your story.

[zartgirl]

Doors opening

OMG! I never cease to amaze myself at what I can create!

Well as you all know I saw very clearly new doors opening, so Thursday morning I have a job interview with an insurance company! It is kind of a weird way it came about, but basically this thought has been nagging at me. I like the idea of it because I will have more control over my income and the hours I work. It will also free up the time and resources for me to move forward on creating and manifesting my dreams. I know this is just a door that is opening up, but I am going to do some serious testing on it and just move through the doors as they open. It is wierd cause my X husband was actually encouraging me to do it today and had a little hand in me getting the interview (well he suggested I talk to this company). So I am very excited as one door is closing another opens! Damb! I am awesome! I will have to work very hard to get my insurance license... hard as in take the time to do it as fast as possible on my computer at home. Taking the test will be easy and so will the information I have to learn. I take tests easy!

Well hugs and blessings Sallyjane

[Grace]

For Inika, Pammie, SallyJane, and Antiquer!

Thank you for your Kind words and Love! Sophia, Ryan and I are feeling more love and Gratitude than ever before!!

Thank you, Inika, so very much for giving us more information on your work!! It is DIVINE!!

Thank you Pammie, you look BEAUTIFUL in your latest pic! I love it!!!

SallyJane, always FABULOUS to here your news!!

Hi Antiquer! Thank you for posting! I made some individual CEM corrections for you, on your emotional and spiritual bodies. These were "issues" I was resonating with along with a few others who are viewing and reading these posts, and I am grateful for your kindness too, thank you for the information.


Since the beginning of this thread I have been making Individual and Group corrections for various issues that all of you bring in, and that I resonate with. When I realize that there are "themes" that often present themselves I make note of it. We have worked on, Prosperity, Abundance, Wealth, Peace, Relationships, Forgiveness, Fear and of course many other minor (personal) issues.

What seems to be coming forth right now (collectively) and individually very strongly once again is the desire of many to release the false Idea of separation (SallyJane, this is also what you are feeling concerning being more connected ). The Ego/Mind tricks us into believing there is good and bad. (Dualism). The Truth always strengthens, and what is not truth goes weak. Forgiveness is the way out of Dualism. Love and Gratitude will always manifest, Peace and Joy.

This Month and Next, I will be making a "GAZILLION" corrections on these "issues" for all of us. I only make note of this for you to stay aware. If you notice anything concerning these matters then Please post at your leisure.

[zartgirl]

This day was a doozy

Wow! This seems quite fitting for right now!

Today I went for the job interview at the insurance agency, and of course I have the job if I want it. I do want it, I am just wanting to make sure this is the right agency for me.

So I leave and my Mom calls me, and she immediately becomes very negative about it, and starts to tell me my car is not good enough, and this and that and every other reason of why I should stay at a job that I know is a dead end job, and how I am not qualified, and how all my years of running businesses don't count, and now I have to take start over jobs and be satisfied with them. Then she starts telling me that she came all the way up her to get me organized and now I am just going to throw it all away... Whatever!

Okay this upset me, and then I started observing myself and asking myself why I was creating this? Acknowledging that I was creating it! Trying to process it with the BL process, and then fighting it again... Around and around I go! Right now I am totally emotionally drained. Then on top of it I get a bill for some utilities and such and I am starting to freak out about money issues...


Okay, so I definitely have some duality going on in my life! I really desire to get it out of my life!

This really got bad when my Mom was staying here with me. She is still gone but she brought up so much inside of me that I am feeling very overwhelmed. I know that I need to let the door on my old job close and start opening some new ones... To do that i have to get rid of this duality. It feels like I am balancing on a high wire ... just trying to not fall off! One moment I can manifest anything, and the next I am freaking out about money and other stuff that I somehow deem bad. One moment I can do anything the next I am back begging my Mom for aproval! It has to stop!


Oh then everytime I try to watch my Paths my computer shuts down!

Blessings Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Omg

Big SIGH! What a day!

I am wondering if by some chance I created all of the battle I had with my Mom and more myself today, as a way of forcing myself to deal with more of the issues of duality? I did get very upset with my Mom, but then there was this whole battle with myself more so as I observed myself getting upset with my Mom? Hmmmm... It was weird! At times I could see my mom mirroring emotions I use to have of possibility of failure from my past. The emotions were from my past! No matter how hard I tried to process it and move on and accept that I had created this... It just kept coming back up over and over... I actually hit my stearing wheel so hard earlier that I hurt my hand and it is still in pain. I was able to talk to a friend from H.S. who has always been an encourager in my life (I often wonder why I left him behind?) I am so much more at peace tonight, and I can totally see how I created this! Although I do have to say I feel pretty beat up more by the internal battle I was having than by my Mom. Mom was just being Mom!

I guess I am wondering if this has to do with corrections and my need to really observe myself and the whole duality issue with the thinking that someone outside of me is doing something to me! When in fact I am more creating the script for them to help me move through an issue. I create everything

Blessings Sj

[ANTIQUER]

Big SIGH! What a day!

I am wondering if by some chance I created all of the battle I had with my Mom and more myself today, as a way of forcing myself to deal with more of the issues of duality? I did get very upset with my Mom, but then there was this whole battle with myself more so as I observed myself getting upset with my Mom? Hmmmm... It was weird! At times I could see my mom mirroring emotions I use to have of possibility of failure from my past. The emotions were from my past! No matter how hard I tried to process it and move on and accept that I had created this... It just kept coming back up over and over... I actually hit my stearing wheel so hard earlier that I hurt my hand and it is still in pain. I was able to talk to a friend from H.S. who has always been an encourager in my life (I often wonder why I left him behind?) I am so much more at peace tonight, and I can totally see how I created this! Although I do have to say I feel pretty beat up more by the internal battle I was having than by my Mom. Mom was just being Mom!

I guess I am wondering if this has to do with corrections and my need to really observe myself and the whole duality issue with the thinking that someone outside of me is doing something to me! When in fact I am more creating the script for them to help me move through an issue. I create everything

Blessings Sj

You might want to catch a movie I saw last week entitled "Another Perfect Stranger". It's about a teenage girl about to graduate from high school. She has just had a huge fight with her mom. She is flying to Oregon to check out an art school she has applied to (using baby-sitting money she has saved) but this is really an excuse to get away from her mom. On the flight she meets a very intriguing stranger & they have a great Q&A type conversation. The answers might help with some of your problems/questions. Hope this helps.

[Grace]

For Sallyjane!

Big SIGH! What a day!

I am wondering if by some chance I created all of the battle I had with my Mom and more myself today, as a way of forcing myself to deal with more of the issues of duality? I did get very upset with my Mom, but then there was this whole battle with myself more so as I observed myself getting upset with my Mom? Hmmmm... It was weird! At times I could see my mom mirroring emotions I use to have of possibility of failure from my past. The emotions were from my past! No matter how hard I tried to process it and move on and accept that I had created this... It just kept coming back up over and over... I actually hit my stearing wheel so hard earlier that I hurt my hand and it is still in pain. I was able to talk to a friend from H.S. who has always been an encourager in my life (I often wonder why I left him behind?) I am so much more at peace tonight, and I can totally see how I created this! Although I do have to say I feel pretty beat up more by the internal battle I was having than by my Mom. Mom was just being Mom!

I guess I am wondering if this has to do with corrections and my need to really observe myself and the whole duality issue with the thinking that someone outside of me is doing something to me! When in fact I am more creating the script for them to help me move through an issue. I create everything

Blessings Sj

Hi SallyJane,

The Ego/Mind is always trying to divert your attention away from the truth. Which is Unity, wholeness, Perfection. There is only One. The Ego invented Duality! When ever you have your buttons pushed, it is an opportunity to practice forgiveness. Forgive yourself for what is being reflected back at you from the outer (Illusory) world which is not the truth. When you have any experience that "pushes your buttons" then forgive this as well, because it is only a reflection of what is inside of you. Even if you are watching the news and it upsets you, it is a reflection of the collective unconscious which is still all of YOU.

The more CEM Corrections the more Layers of Fear are removed. These Layers of Fear are being removed from the WHOLE not just from your physical body. Which is why when others post or view this thread, and he/she "resonate" with a comment or the whole thread, they will also pick up the corrections.

I have had several people tell me that they have gone back and read the whole thread (yes all pages ) The way that they feel, after reading just a few pages, already makes them see things differently and feel better. The reason is because time is also an illusion and they are picking up consciously vs unconsciously the Corrections that have already been made. If anyone wishes to read the whole thread in just a few days or weeks, they will get all the corrections reinforced and move much more quickly through their issues vs the 14 months it has taken for readers that have read all along since the beginning.

These are such important issues SallyJane, and once again I am very grateful for your post and wisdom!! "Another Perfect Stranger" sounds like a great movie. I think I'll watch it too.

[Doug]

Hey Grace,
You're right about the Ego, but another thing is SallyJane was able to see her Mom's Ego with flying colors Sending Love is the deal - that and forgiveness.
It's amazing how people can't handle change in others!! I'm helping a co-worker with weightloss/exercise, etc. and her friend who lost 80 lbs and still has about 10 to go, said her sister is being nasty with her questioning her methods, etc. and all the bullshirt. Can you believe it?? A bull wearing a shirt?? Sorry, I mean siblings giving another a hard time when their sis is improving herself??
It's interesting to me that I'm noticing this left and right lately... hmmm.... don't have an answer on that one.

SallyJane, it's cool you were able to catch this and get a better understanding on you, (did you thank yourself for it all?) that and a cool house and all that good stuff.
Congrats,
on your successes!
Love,
Doug

[zartgirl]

Thank you all! AGAIN! `

I am just finding all the corrections and my reading and all the posts and conversations, so absolutely in perfect harmony with this Whole issue of duality and looking outward vs. inward. I have to admit this has been not an easy thing to face off with, but I also know it is what I have been asking for! Does that make sense? I have felt that need to grow or move into this new area of peace in my life. My X really has no power in my life to push buttons anymore, so I needed to bring someone who had an even bigger or longer ability to push my buttons... Hence my MOM! I needed her to come into my personal space this last month and a half to really push every button she could to force me to face this issue of duality. To really push me into a corner, where I could not get out and had to face this issue or EGG in my life!

The more I have quietly contemplated the whole issue with my MOM, the more and more I see how she was just mirroring in the things in me that I have wanted to be rid of. I was truly writing her script, and she played the part beautifully, as she always has! My reaction, was my reaction! A reaction to the things that I was bringing up inside of me that I needed to deal with! The battle was never with me and my MOM, but with me and myself... It was the ego fighting to keep power as I kept throwing more and more of the tools that I have learned here at it! Talk about duality! The ego was fighting to keep control of me, and only my MOM can push my buttons to that point. My X used to be able to do that, but now I stand up to him, he just helps me in whatever way I ask him to. He actually went and bought me a new washer a week and a half ago, because it was that or give me his. This week I asked him to help me by paying for my insurance licensing school and testing... He said he would help me out financially with the monies to pay for that.

This is really exciting, because when you think about it, or go back and read way back when I first got here... I was totally afraid of Keith! So this means that soon I will for the first time in my life be able to have a great relationship with my MOM! I will start to rewrite her script to one that has us working together and no one trying to control the other! Isn't that exciting!

Doug, thank you for the encouragement. I am thinking that instead of looking at your friends sister who is trying to mess with the gal trying to loose weight... Look inside the gal loosing the weight! The sister is probably just speaking outloud the gal's own fears and trepidations about loosing weight, and her ? her worthiness to do so, and probably her fears about this new person she is finding inside herself? Just a thought, Stephen our good friend here is always telling me whenever I meet someone who bugs me or the likes, that that person is just mirroring in me what I do not like in myself. They are playing out a role for me that i wrote for them to act out, because I need to see what is inside me! Hope that make sense! We are such powerful creators that we are able to create mirrors of people around us to show us who we really are.

I am almost done with the book the Power of NOW, and it is soooo awesome. I will have to go find that movie to watch on DVD this weekend with my daughter. I bought two more books to read, so I have a lot more learning to do. One of them just jumped off the online bookstore page at me, so I am intrigued to see what that one will have me learning about who I really am!

Oh man, I have had my rest from growing and now I am back to that lightening speed growth again!! When I read your post Grace aout re-reading... to speed up growth... I will have to do that, but I have to admit, I thought I can not handle any faster learning and growing right now... Probably a sign that I need to take on that challenge and that you were talking to me!

Blessings Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Oh just one more thought

Oh this is kind of cool... lately I have been giving into the fear of running out of money! That somehow it is limited! So I am kind of stressing about my bills and how I am going to pay them. So this morning I finally get up early and go into my online bank and look at all my accounts. I had almost twice as much as I thought I would for paying my bills and then I have plenty left over for the stuff I want and need for the month! Especially since the X is paying for my licensing for my new job. Next month I get an extra 600 dollars on top of my normal pay and then by June I will have started my new job and be making more money!

So the whole money issue was all in my minds ego, just trying to take back some power. Hmmm as hard as my ego is hitting me from every direction, I must be on the right track with things! I must be getting closer to being in a place with out the duality, because my ego is hitting me from every direction, and I am able to observe it and recognise it. Kind of cool!

Blessings Sallyjane

[Aaron]

Chinese Energetic Medicine

Congratulations Grace!

This Amazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing thread you started on Chinese Energetic Medicine is sooooooo popular online that it is now ranked #2 in Google when you search for Chinese Energetic Medicine....2nd only to Dr. Yuen's own website!!! You definitely have the most popular Chinese Energetic Medicine forum on the internet! Way to go!!

Go to Google and type in Chinese Energetic Medicine to see for yourself and then click on the link to come back to this forum! Very cool
Stephen did the same with Matrix Energetics!

[Pamela Vicik-Smith]

You wicked rock Gracie

[allenm]

Hi Grace and everyone in the forum,
I had a terrible day yesterday...couldn't stop crying...waiting anxiously to find out about a business situation and blindsided by a financial tangle. I was just miserable. I meditated and watched my PATHS modules but then reverted back to the strong feelings of misery and anxiety. Spoke to Moria, who was the most wonderful friend she always is, Skyped Grace and got a wonderful reminder...and lapsed right back into the mud.

Remember how, when the babies were little, you watched with baited breath for them to learn to comfort themselves? And how, amazingly, they learned to use a thumb or something to soothe themselves into sleep?

That was me yesterday. LOL. I came to this thread and happened to read Grace's post about going back to the beginning of the forum and reading every page. So I did. I started last night and just finished a few minutes ago. I have re-read evey single post in this thread.

It has been an amazing journey...I am filled with wonder and respect for the distance all of us have travelled over the past year. Re-reading and really thinking about some of the posts has provided some important reminders and I am so grateful for that.

Just wanted to thank all of you for your contributions...I have found this to be a moving and wondrous experience.

Grace, I focused on completing this task and am so grateful that you suggested it. I would recommend it to anyone.

OK...back to work! Thanks again.