Just to keep you updated.
I was wondering how the "healing takes time" belief is going and whether it's reduced any? I still have that belief but am hoping that it is getting less
Also other beliefs that have surfaced are "nothing works for me", "nothing I do makes any difference". And I would like to not have those beliefs!
I know they are ridiculous and one part of me knows they're not true but something in me still believes in them. I have been working on gratitude and with the prosperity exercise and focusing on what I want and ignoring the rest
. The good news is that most days I am able to do this.
I have had days were I couldn't. I felt very resistant. some days I feel acceptance of what is and feel peace. But then others I feel frustrated and disheartened and like I'm not getting anywhere.
Jonathan also has been more attentive today! Big plus


NANCY, YOU'RE VERY VERY COOL!!!
Please help us find new great staff (1 FT or 2 PT) and let the other one go easily and without conflict.
but please could I have some more corrections? I just don't know what's going on but I feel pretty terrible. I feel so heavy and weary and very low in energy and have a headache that's there all the time and I ache all over. It's not the 'flu or anything. Hard to describe. Almost like my body closing down. But my mind feels weary too.
and I kick my lamp and I think I sprung my toe
. I was 5 minutes to daycare
I am worried about this but I know theres help on the way. I do see the shifting of thoughts in me I stayed present and did not sit and cry in desperation because I know now that the universe loves me even when things were going bad
and
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