Originally posted by Doug
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Blessings, Love, and Light
Sallyjane
Or a bike tire exploding off the rim - ha, it took a week for the ear pain to go away
on your time schedule would be insane!! How dare us force the Universe to do anything? I have a wooden framed nostalgic print that sez, 
. I need help letting go of all of this, because it is detrimental to me! I broke down and cried, oh and hurt my hand hitting a door! That was dumb!


all related to self-help, healing, prosperity etc. I have read and listened to so much information about root causes, how to release, clear, heal etc and STILL it has not happened for me. I have done techniques and healings that are described as very powerful, have helped a lot of people, and yet I just don't respond like others. I am beginning to feel very frustrated with it all. I ask my higher self for guidance and help every day. The desire for this to be healed is very strong. It feels more and more urgent. I have done so much work on clearing and healing what I am dealing with but it just feels like I'm hitting a brick wall and I feel worn down with it all and at a loss. I know I am doing the right things, I know what I do works for others. This would try the patience of a saint. I do not like being in this place of stuckness with what seems to be the strongest glue in the whole world and just want to scream. It feels like I have some things programmed into the very depths of my being. I don't want them anymore but although they maybe seem to clear slightly for a little while, wham, they just come right back. I'm not complaining about my situation. I don't expect life to be a bed of roses and never have to deal with any issues. I'm happy to work at things and learn and grow. But there is something more going on here and I feel an increasing urge to have it gone. It's like there is a real battle going on and it's frustrating because I can't see how I'm doing! Anyway, I just wanted to keep you posted because I know you are working on me and I thought it would help.
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