Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Adrienne]

relationships and some

hello,
wow, I want to share an experience I had at work.
i have created this women who Is also a leo like me
well the other day she said to me in a very bossy and demanding way to clean up my mess...
let clarify this...
as a cashier we have slots we put the different credit card slips... and i fold mine and stuff them in there, cuz the point of them being locked up is to protect peoples personal info... like credit card info...
well apparently i am the only one who folds them, and lately it has been driving her nuts...
so she approached me about it, and may i say not in a very respectful fashion...
she has been there for yrs... like maybe 15 or some yrs...
so as well it seems she also has a bit of a complex about having a run of the place. however she is not my boss...
when i am working i am doing the thing that works best for me to assure that the info doesn't end up on the floor, cuz they can if not made sure to get into thew slots.
this is what was made to be important to these slips.
soooooo, i didn't do anything different... cuz i am just doing my job.
but the other day after being on the till i was on, she very rudely told me to clean up my mess and that i better get over there and do it...
and i simply said no, yes a big fat NO..
minjd you if i had been approached and spoken to... about this... i may have done something different...
but i felt like i was being told by my mother... HA, i don't think so, i don't have to put up with someone talking to me like that... whether my child, my partner (which i haven't got one) or a co-worker who has been there forever.
the point being it was amazing that i stood up for myself like that.
it was very public, not that it would have mattered.. if she asked me in the same way.
but the interesting thing is that... she isn't being demanding and bossy with me... befor it wasn't so specific to anything, so i simply worked at not taking her personally.. and would breathe.
and i used to not have the confidence to stand up for myself like that... i would (out of fear) do what someone told.. (perhaps in fear that they wouldn't like me)
today it doesn't matter if she likes me.
and becoming less and less important to me whether people like me or not.
Hmmmmmm, well in all of this... there are also some things i am being more conscious about... like making sure the visa slips are being put into the visa slot and the MC slips in the MC slot... cuz in truth i was beiing lazy about putting them into just one... although that wasn't mentioned, and i can also see the frustration of what she say's.. so when i have the free time i will straiten out the slips i have stuffed in the slot.
she is a creation of my own... so what i also see is... wow, is this what it's like living with me sometimes..
yes a reflection... Hmmm, and is this how i speak to myself.
being demanding and bossy about this how things have to be... yikes... sounds like perhaps i may be a bit hard on myself.
It felt soooooooo good to say no to her... if i wouldn't have, i would have been angry and have felt intimidated, and that is a whole ball of wax that seems to roll down hill...
and the point is to feel good... what makes your boat float
or as Abraham-hicks... what makes the cork float...
Fear.... control.... power.... Not useful
Hmmmm, went and made my sick child breakfast, so not sure if i will be on the same train of thought.
i guess specifically, i don't stick them into the slot flat is cuz it frustrates me that they don't go in all the way and end up on the floor. and well that isn't useful.
as well as i haven't the patience to stop to do this as i am in the zone of helping people... and it is busy...
which the way i stick them in doesn't seem like a big deal... cuz i am good at my job...
i guess the the point is... Yeah i stood up for myself, and yeah... i don't have to allow myself to feel intimidated by people... yet at the same time, i am willing to look at my part and also to be accomodating... I simply don't have to respond to peoples rudeness... and Hmmmm, yes also people don't have to respond to mine.
this like wow, oh ya i wanted to say , that after saying NO.. i was kinda tense, like OMG did i say that.. and said the Ho'oponopono...
i love you
I am sorry
i forgive you
Thank you
and i think in this how things became... well they transformed
cuz the inssecant need to go to her and try and make things better was there... but i resisted
resisted acting on the fear of... (a list of different things for different people)
and said the Ho'oponopono everytime stuff would come up within me.
and it has transformed beautifully, i even still talk to her.. with out fear and guilt
and if they pop up.. i say the Ho'oponopono
i don't need to allow myself to feel controlled by others
we teach others how to treat us.
these are the modules i am on right now
Ho'opnopono
self confidence and self-esteem
deserving
family communication
business productivity and creativity
breakthrouth to enlightenment (very useful for shattering paradimgs)
public speaking
unlimited creativity

I also just went off of unconditional love...WOW
i have been on a few of these mods befor, and as i am becomng aware of... i will get the amount of a paticular modual that i am ready for... there are many layers... and ones have to be removed first so that others can be removed...
and i have removed certain layers... so now that other ones on a deeper level can be removed... very integrated
i was on the deserving modual for three months last summer... and i noticed stuff... and it was like wow.. however, the exstent to what is shining through this time around is amazing...
i woke up this morning at 4am, and was like i deserve sucess, i deserve to feel good physically...
where befor sure i do, however....
evolution....
and please feel free to comment on this.. is anyone has a different take
by no means do i claim to be right.. or have all aspects of a huge picture....
Love and light... Adrienne

[prose10]

quick question

Hi Grace,

Can CEM help physical problems? I have very high arches, which causes back pain (and I fall to the right while walking) due to lack of support. My feet literally don't touch the ground as they should. Only my heels, balls of my feet and big toe touch. (I also have very short toes) I have to wear arch supports and I can only wear certain shoes. It's not the most important issue in my life, but I thought I'd ask, since it would be nice if my feet could be "normal" and I could wear sandals or any pair of shoes that were pretty that didn't hurt my back. Thanks in advance.

Love & Light,

Pam

[prose10]

Newbie asking for help!

Hi, my name is Pam and I live in the Tampa Bay area of Florida. I would love some corrections too!

I am new to PATHS and I found this forum through a google search for Matrix Energetics... How wild is that? I read everything posted about M.E. and then started reading other threads. I signed up for 4 modules with the Project1World special, but I was still lurking. Too shy to post... too embarrassed to ask for help.

After reading so many wonderful testimonials about Grace's work, I finally found the courage to pm Grace and ask her if she would help me. Of course, she said yes, and she suggested I post here so that everyone might benefit from the corrections. Grace, your name fits you and you are an amazing woman.

I was at Rock-Bottom (and posted about it) and it feels good to be have hope again. zartgirl/Sallyjane, I am blown away by your story. When I read that you were living in a shelter when you first found PATHS, I cried. I was close to being homeless myself, and it has always been my greatest fear. I know I need to release that or I will manifest it. Your transformation has been an inspiration for me. Thank you for all of your posts.

I'm going to go read all of the CEM posts from the beginning now. Thank you for welcoming me to the community. I look forward to getting to know such a wonderful group of like-minded people.

Love and Light,

Pam

[Adrienne]

hello

wow, i have finally caught up with reading the last few pages, and i am so touched.

Thank you for everyone who has shared.

it has been a while since i have posted here, and it is funny in my mind to why i would stay away. although i think of everyone on the forum often, i guess i get caught up in the life stuff, the physical reality, the things that have apppeared so real for 31 yrs of this earth walk.

please forgive my lack of being specific to anyone, i think i will get to that...lol.

funny how i create things, how all of us create things....
cuz i want to post, and now my son has just woken up, and wants my attention..lol
this brings up feeling of irratibilty, and impatients....lol
cuz i want what i want and i want it now... Sigh..
however there is perfection in this.
i am ok, with it... if i am not resisting...

however he is having breakfast so i have a bit of time.
well broth if you call that breakfast... and garlic, cuz he has been sick.

I get so irratible at he need for my attention, when i am busy... sigh...
yet the last couple months i have been involved with someone... met someone, which is now done... and got to see the beauty of my own need for attention ooutside of myself... which has been tough, but also such a gift, there were many gifts in this experience with this man...
and i am still reaping the joy and freedom from allowing myself to experience it, and getting to see myself.

there is truely nothing I need, however then my ego mind seems to "need" to defend that paticular awareness.

Zartgirl, you are so inspiring
I have found often befor my self judging people and there posts... although it was a feeling... more so than really being aware of the thoughts i was having...
and I am speaking generally... however this has been a reflection of my own judgement of myself, and how i have felt while posting when i posted, which very often would be in desperation, cuz i was in such a chaotic mental and emotional space, although i am sure that wasn't all the time.

Hmmm, judgement vs acceptance came up alot for me a while back and again it is... as well as resisting vs allowing...

i am really beggining to see so much how everything is such perfection....
yesterday i called this man i was seeing...(after stating that it no longer felt right for me) it had been a few days ealier that i decided to stop seeing him in a romantic nature... but was attached to the need to be friends... so when i called him, first i checked my motives, to see if i was looking for a need to be met... stuff like that... and i couldn't detect any so i went with my (what felt like) inspiration... and it was fine... then i ended up in this place of all kinds of emotions coming to me, and realiized that unconciously i want to keep a connection to him, cuz it felt good to be with him (at first)... with secret hopes and needs... and then my sense of showing my loyalty... and a bunch of other things....
i think i may be rambling now, but my point is... although i wasn't sure about making the call... it was a perfect creation to see how i hang onto people (men)... cuz although i may change the nature of the relationship... i am needing them to be something for me, and hoping they will then want me... stuff that isn't true about who i am really am.

it is like this need for outside validation that i am OK...

well, he is done his breakfast, adn now i am gonna go.
i have so much to touch on, for what i have read, and simply to share more of who i am with all of you....

Love and Light... Adrienne

[elias]

Hi Elias,

When I made corrections on you earlier, I was not getting strength with Your 3rd and 6th chakras, After only a few CEM corrections there was strength again. Once I re-muscle tested to make sure there was not another layer needing corrections, I discovered your 7th Chakra needed corrections as well. As of now all your chakras are spinning and vibrating perfectly.

I am also still making corrections on your mental, and spiritual bodies. With your Mental body, your mind is racing and your body is trying to keep up. It would be very helpful to practice consciously some simple breathing techniques, and also RELAX and know that you are deserving of time to yourself no matter what is going on in your outer world.

With your Spiritual Body, I am making corrections on what it is manifesting in what is perceived as physical issues. (The pressure in your chest which extends to your neck) Since you are asking for some clues, You had some stuck spiritual body energies located in your respiratory system, specifically in your left lung, and around your Oblique fissure and Inferior lobe which are located in the lower left area of your left lung.

I don't normally discuss the details of "why" you are experiencing issues, because it slows the process down in getting results and it also takes more time for me to post. But it did muscle test strong for me to give you this information.

My view is the "why" you are experiencing "issues" are unimportant compared to simply knowing and realizing the TRUTH that you are perfect and whole NOW. It doesn't matter to me (and it shouldn't to you) that in a past life you were shot several times through the chest and left lung, and this has affected your Spiritual Body, and so now you are feeling this tension from your chest on up to your neck.

It is much more powerful to focus on the Truth that IS your True Nature, your Higher Self is all there is and you are Perfectly whole always and in all ways.

With CEM corrections and other similar type healing Modalities the idea is to gently remove the "error in believing that there is separation from God". For many people (the majority of the population) to reveal the TRUTH all at once could make them go insane, and they would be unable to function in this world, with family, friends, work etc.

So instead it is compassionate to "bring in the light" as slowly or as quickly as the Higher Self knows is best. I make corrections only after I gain permission from the Higher Self. Even then, the person has to muscle test strong for being able, willing, ready, deserving, committed, and neutral before any corrections can be made. At times I have to continue making thousands of corrections just to get strength with these simple associations, before the major issues can be corrected. This is all up to the individual and the conscious choice to believe in their Ego/Mind or to let go and know the truth.

After making what seems at times a "gazillion" corrections the True Mind (THE WHOLE MIND) begins to be noticed by the individual. Awareness sets in. Flashes of recognition of the truth are experienced. This is all that is needed for what appears to be Miraculous healing on many levels. With CEM specifically the physical, mental, emotional, psychological, psychic and spiritual bodies.

So, the resistance you speak of Elias, really comes down to the resistance of knowing the truth of who you really are. When you, in Love and Gratitude remember that you are your Higher Self in all moments and nothing else exists,
then you effortlessly see the illusion that this world of ours is a projection of our Ego/Mind (Dualism/separation) and not a Creation of the WHOLE MIND. There is no separation from you and God. We are ONE.

Wow! Wow!

Yes! I am onto accepting my true nature, but something inside me resists this idea so much. I know when I am in the feeling mode of gratitude and in the mode of "being" and believing all is one, I am in a very great feeling place, but something annoys me so much which takes me back to the virtual self mode again and again. I am onto releasing my false beliefs which pop up as I understand the energies we are dealing with more and more.

I am so loving the feeling of "we are all one" and it is really relaxing, but as you say it takes time to adjust this belief to every circumstance of your life. I tend to forget it and start resisting the connection again.

And about my sixth chakra: I have been working on improving my vision and maybe that is why you have not been getting strength with it. When I get flashes of clear vision, somehow I realize inside me the true nature of the physical world as a very soft and dreamlike place. I guess I should carry on the belief of the fact that the world is inside me not me inside the world, to find relief.

Sometimes I feel very very alien to this world and i tend to ask myself: Who am I? What am I? What is this? What? What? What? It feels very odd, when everybody around you considers everything "normal". I don't know if these moments are flashes of higher knowing or not, but it brings me good feelings most of the time. The normal life of other people makas me forget who I am and brings me back to the "normal" life normal people are living. I don't know how to maintain my connection to source at every moments of my being.


I don't know how to express my gratitude to what you are doing but I can tell you this, that I am experiencing so much joy with you people!
Appreciation!

Elias

[andy]

Request for help

Hi Grace

It's Andy here. I keep missing you on Skype! I don't know if I'm posting this in the right place or if you'll see it. I have been experiencing some feelings of anxiety today. I have been feeling much better for about a week and I don't know what sparked this today but I have that old feeling of needing to clear my throat and a clogginess at the back of my nose and I'm not sure if the symptoms make me feel anxious, or whether anxiety is causing the symptoms. I would appreciate any help you can offer?

I also have pain in my bum and down my left leg. That has been around for many years and it would be so good to say goodbye to it once and for all.

Thanks
Andy xxx

[Moria]

tephen....Mr Handsome... I couldn't agree more!

You Grace are helping So many people with your CEM and it is pure Joy to see what a difference you make in other peoples lives! I am in Awe of you!

I haven't been posting much lately, but am trying to follow up on the posts here as good as I can, and one thing that is So amazing to read about is Zartgirls Total transformation. SallyJane, you are a shining example of focusing on the wants instead of the don't wants! That attitude and Grace's corrections..how could you ever go 'wrong'? I am in Awe of you too!

Much Love,
Moria x

[sterlingpg]

Thank you Grace!

It is much more powerful to focus on the Truth that your True Nature, your Higher Self is all there is and you are Perfectly whole always and in all ways.

With CEM corrections and other similar type healing Modalities the idea is to gently remove the "error in believing that there is separation from God". For many people (the majority of the population) to reveal the TRUTH all at once could make them go insane, and they would be unable to function in this world, with family, friends, work etc.

So instead it is compassionate to "bring in the light" as slowly or as quickly as the Higher Self knows is best. I make corrections only after I gain permission from the Higher Self. Even then, the person has to muscle test strong for being able, willing, ready, deserving, committed, and neutral before any corrections can be made. At times I have to continue making thousands of corrections just to get strength with these simple associations, before the major issues can be corrected. This is all up to the individual and the conscious choice to believe in their Ego/Mind or to let go and know the truth.

After making what seems at times a "gazillion" corrections the True Mind (THE WHOLE MIND) begins to be noticed by the individual. Awareness sets in. Flashes of recognition of the truth are experienced. This is all that is needed for what appears to be Miraculous healing on many levels. With CEM specifically the physical, mental, emotional, psychological, psychic and spiritual bodies.

So, the resistance you speak of Elias, really comes down to the resistance of knowing the truth of who you really are. When you, in Love and Gratitude remember that you are your Higher Self in all moments and nothing else exists,
then you effortlessly see the illusion that this world of ours is a projection of our Ego/Mind (Dualism/separation) and not a Creation of the WHOLE MIND. There is no separation from you and God. We are ONE.

God, I love reading everything you write!

Thank you so much for sharing your words of inspiration - Spirit in action

I also LOVE reading everyone else's posts on this thread too!!!

In Peace and Love,

tephen

[Grace]

For Elias!

Thank you very much Grace!
This is a very informative and up-lifting thread!
I am experiencing some pressure on my chest which extends through my neck like some sort of tension. Can you offer any clues to me about this?
I think that it is because of some resistance in my central chakras. I need some advice on getting relief from these tensions.

Thanks in advance!

Elias

Hi Elias,

When I made corrections on you earlier, I was not getting strength with Your 3rd and 6th chakras, After only a few CEM corrections there was strength again. Once I re-muscle tested to make sure there was not another layer needing corrections, I discovered your 7th Chakra needed corrections as well. As of now all your chakras are spinning and vibrating perfectly.

I am also still making corrections on your mental, and spiritual bodies. With your Mental body, your mind is racing and your body is trying to keep up. It would be very helpful to practice consciously some simple breathing techniques, and also RELAX and know that you are deserving of time to yourself no matter what is going on in your outer world.

With your Spiritual Body, I am making corrections on what it is manifesting in what is perceived as physical issues. (The pressure in your chest which extends to your neck) Since you are asking for some clues, You had some stuck spiritual body energies located in your respiratory system, specifically in your left lung, and around your Oblique fissure and Inferior lobe which are located in the lower left area of your left lung.

I don't normally discuss the details of "why" you are experiencing issues, because it slows the process down in getting results and it also takes more time for me to post. But it did muscle test strong for me to give you this information.

My view is the "why" you are experiencing "issues" are unimportant compared to simply knowing and realizing the TRUTH that you are perfect and whole NOW. It doesn't matter to me (and it shouldn't to you) that in a past life you were shot several times through the chest and left lung, and this has affected your Spiritual Body, and so now you are feeling this tension from your chest on up to your neck.

It is much more powerful to focus on the Truth that IS your True Nature, your Higher Self is all there is and you are Perfectly whole always and in all ways.

With CEM corrections and other similar type healing Modalities the idea is to gently remove the "error in believing that there is separation from God". For many people (the majority of the population) to reveal the TRUTH all at once could make them go insane, and they would be unable to function in this world, with family, friends, work etc.

So instead it is compassionate to "bring in the light" as slowly or as quickly as the Higher Self knows is best. I make corrections only after I gain permission from the Higher Self. Even then, the person has to muscle test strong for being able, willing, ready, deserving, committed, and neutral before any corrections can be made. At times I have to continue making thousands of corrections just to get strength with these simple associations, before the major issues can be corrected. This is all up to the individual and the conscious choice to believe in their Ego/Mind or to let go and know the truth.

After making what seems at times a "gazillion" corrections the True Mind (THE WHOLE MIND) begins to be noticed by the individual. Awareness sets in. Flashes of recognition of the truth are experienced. This is all that is needed for what appears to be Miraculous healing on many levels. With CEM specifically the physical, mental, emotional, psychological, psychic and spiritual bodies.

So, the resistance you speak of Elias, really comes down to the resistance of knowing the truth of who you really are. When you, in Love and Gratitude remember that you are your Higher Self in all moments and nothing else exists,
then you effortlessly see the illusion that this world of ours is a projection of our Ego/Mind (Dualism/separation) and not a Creation of the WHOLE MIND. There is no separation from you and God. We are ONE.

[elias]

Amazing Thread!

Thank you very much Grace!
This is a very informative and up-lifting thread!
I am experiencing some pressure on my chest which extends through my neck like some sort of tension. Can you offer any clues to me about this?
I think that it is because of some resistance in my central chakras. I need some advice on getting relief from these tensions.

Thanks in advance!

Elias

[Grace]

OMG is ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!!

I swear to you I can manifest anything anything anything! There is nothing out of my power to manifest! OMG!!!!

So my x called me up and was dropping off my son, and told me he wanted to go for a 5 min walk and talk! This freaked me out a bit and I have to tell you that I was sure the cat had died! The cat is fine, but if she does not stop scratching in the middle of the night to get out she may not be fine for long!

What he told me was the most amazing thing! He said he woke up in the middle night of the night and decided that he has been very selfish, in wanting to stay here and keep me here!!!! OMG! He has decided to that next year after we both get our insurance income going good... that we should move somewhere around Sacramento California... He will pick a small town and I and the kids can live in the bigger town!

Grace, you told me I would manifest this peacefully, and you were right! I am almost in tears of joy right now, not because I get to return to California, but because I manifested this awesome thing in my life and it was totally through peace! OMG!!! Words can not begin to describe this right now!!! I am like in totally in just complete awe of what is transpiring... He is even coughing up 350 dollars for me to take the insurance licencing tests!!!! Thank you for teaching me to not fight back, but to just trust!

Thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!
Love and HUGS Sallyjane

Sallyjane, YOU ARE DIVINE!!!!

[Grace]

For KimJ!

Hi again! It's been a little while but thought I'd give an update. I don't usually do this but seeing Zartgirl doing it, I thought, hey why not?! Maybe it'll be a little cathartic... By the way, way to go Zartgirl! You are just amazing! I pulled out my Matrix Energetics book last night after reading your post and I just cannot "get" the whole two-point thing at all no matter how many different "how-to"s I read. Maybe it's just not my "thing"??

Still having some staffing issues but I have faith it will all work out. My business though has slowed down, or rather not grown as quickly as had been, so that's bothering me a bit and not helping keeping staff as busy as I'd like, but again, I'm just focusing on faith (plus doing extra marketing! ).

Personally, I'm going up and down with my own growth (hmmmm... reflection here in my business??) and I'm getting frustrated with that. It seems so much work (another reflection??)... having to be mindful of drifting "aimless/negative thoughts, behavior, etc. I'm hoping my ego is just struggling for control and giving a valiant effort to maintain its position, and conversely that must mean that I'm making headway if it feels necessary to do that! That's what I'm telling myself anyway!

And I'm also going back and forth on weight and health issues.... Hmmm focus on it and do the action-oriented "typical" stuff, or relax and accept. I tend to be a little too relaxed if I don't focus. Bring out the nachos, "all is good"! Zartgirl, if I could figure out that two-point I'd be all over it with this! That's amazing what you've accomplished!

I get a little confused on issues like this as on the one hand I believe "all is perfect as is", etc., yet on the other I feel we need to have a vision and take inspired action to get there. That pretty much sums up my confusion on everything, now that I mention it! I'm really trying to focus on being grateful for everything but I have that nasty ego just trying to bully its way in and not allow me to actual "feel" that way beyond just thinking it on the surface. I guess I'm a little stuck on getting there beyond the surface level and perhaps that's where I'm blocking myself.

Anway, I'm babbling now! Thanks Grace for touching on your methods for muscle testing. That will really be helpful. I can't seem to find North for the other method for the life of me!!! I sway in every direction! What a visual! Also, I love that you're reading A Course in Miracles again! I've been hearing about that book so much lately and I began reading it myself a couple of weeks ago and just love it! I'm also reading Return to Love my Marianne Williamson. I have to order A Course .... though as I took it out from the library and have to return it and my local bookstore doesn't have it. On that note, has anyone read The Moses Code yet? I'm trying to decide if it's worth ordering or not? Perhaps I spend too much time reading??!! I just was listening to Wayne Dyer the other day and he was saying to someone that they're thinking/doing too much and they just need to "be". I think that's me in a nutshell but I sure can't figure out how to "just be".

So, enough babbling. Hope I didn't run off in too many directions, just got on a roll! Thanks for reading!

Love and blessings.
Kim

Hi KimJ,

I soon will post on my muscle testing methods, they are very simple, yet time consuming to post.

You are most definitely growing in the right directions! You have an excellent grasp of "this game" we call life.

The ego/mind does indeed grab our attention in almost every moment! Asleep or Awake, if we have a physical body more than likely we have to maintain vigilance to the temptations of the Ego/Mind with it's insistence on believing that we are separate.

It makes it easy to forgive when you realize that there is only ONE. To Forgive is Divine, because forgiving is just remembering that you are the very object of your forgiveness. The very Object of your Love.

On the Subject of Doing vs Being it is simply this:

"Doing" is fearing the outcome of not taking action for any specific result.

"Being" is knowing that you have been inspired to act (even in the smallest ways) and this action brings you joy as you act.

for example, with "doing" you do something like cook dinner at a certain time every day for fear that you will be criticized for not doing a good job at taking care of your family.

with "Being" you feel inspired to go to the store to pick up a special ingredient. The thought just flowed into you seemingly out of nowhere (now-here), this ingredient causes you to run into a friend you have not seen in years and have been thinking about for sometime. When you get home you feel so great for seeing this friend that the (now late) dinner turns out so delicious because you were cooking with a feeling of joy for seeing your friend. Once the family get home and you all sit down to eat, you realize that not one of them complained that dinner was an hour late, because they were also late in coming home for various insignificant reasons! Not only this but everyone in the family commented on how great dinner was!!

"Being" is remembering you are a Spiritual Being open to Divine Inspiration
in every moment.

Also KimJ, I am still making corrections on your business, abundance, and attracting the perfect people. You are creating this even though I am making corrections. Remember you are creating me, in the form of a projection of yourself.

[zartgirl]

Omg Omg Omg!!!

I swear to you I can manifest anything anything anything! There is nothing out of my power to manifest! OMG!!!!

So my x called me up and was dropping off my son, and told me he wanted to go for a 5 min walk and talk! This freaked me out a bit and I have to tell you that I was sure the cat had died! The cat is fine, but if she does not stop scratching in the middle of the night to get out she may not be fine for long!

What he told me was the most amazing thing! He said he woke up in the middle night of the night and decided that he has been very selfish, in wanting to stay here and keep me here!!!! OMG! He has decided to that next year after we both get our insurance income going good... that we should move somewhere around Sacramento California... He will pick a small town and I and the kids can live in the bigger town!

Grace, you told me I would manifest this peacefully, and you were right! I am almost in tears of joy right now, not because I get to return to California, but because I manifested this awesome thing in my life and it was totally through peace! OMG!!! Words can not begin to describe this right now!!! I am like in totally in just complete awe of what is transpiring... He is even coughing up 350 dollars for me to take the insurance licencing tests!!!! Thank you for teaching me to not fight back, but to just trust!

Thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!
Love and HUGS Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Hey hey hey!

Yea its me again! Just soooo much happening right now! Well as I told you earlier about what I am reading, both the ME book and the Devine Matrix, and I know I joke about it being soooo scientifical! But I am getting so much out of it!

So today, I am at work, and I am reading again! I get so much reading done there! So anyways, I am reading away... and this idea has been working through me, that if I just intend and put into the matrix the information to transform me into love, gratitude, forgiveness, joy, compassion, patience and any others I might be missing... That everything else that I desire in my life will just work itself out as my true self will emerge stronger and stronger! One of the things I am really getting is that I don't have any weight to loose... That only the image that I project of myself is what it is now and when I come closer and closer to who I really am and to those attributes then the truer image of myself will be projected out to the world! With those attributes I will naturally start to tap into the abundance of the universe, I will naturally attract more wonderful people into my life as awesome friends like you and the ones I have now. It seems to me that I will be in the place where I want to be with my family, friends, and so forth. Because my focus will be right!

In the ME book it says that once you get into the two point that the secret is to do nothing or do NO thing. That started my head spinning around what it was that was really needed to tap into the Matrix and to reach the consciousness level to do so on a daily basis. To me it is like this awesome way to meditate that is hard for me to do with out a paintbrush in my hand! So if I am going to meditate in a deep state of consciousness then what would be the best thing to meditate on? Okay I am just rambling on and on and on these thoughties that have been running through my head.

So on a similar subject but very different... I had the most fun experience this morning early. Izabelle and I have been wanting to upgrade our cell phones to a certain phone that is not on sale very often. I had just misses a sell on them a month and a half ago, so I was not expecting another sale till July or Sept even. So this morning I awoke quite fast and bounded out of bed set for my computer. When I came to full consciousness from my sleep I as on the website of my cell phone provider checking out sales. I looked at the clock and thought what the hell am I doing at 6:30 am in the morning... after working a 12 hour shift last night and having to turn around today and go back in at 9am! Then I realized that the phones I have been waiting for to go on sale were the phones being advertised on the home page of the webpage! My 200.00 dollar phone was on sale for 29.00 dollars! Shake it off I thought it will cost me a 150.00 dollars to get it and then rebates that I have to wait for... so I went back to bed, but it was nagging at me, so I then called at the crack of dawn my cell phone provider and low and behold for me it was 29.00, but for Izzi it would be 79.00 dollars... So I ordered mine, and proceded to wake my teenager up at the crack of dawn on a Saturday to tell her she needed to talk to her dad about some money for her phone and how much it was! She scrambled around droggy handed me a envelop of babysitting money, and asked me to cover her for 8 dollars! So I went back downstairs and ordered a second one for her in another color so we would not mix them up! I had told her she would have to pay half of the 150 dollar price when I started making more money... Today she paid half of that price, and got the phone... I just did not have to pay the rest. I was quite proud of her for saving up and being able to do that!

The best part was that I knew this morning that I had created that sale and then told myself about it! I even made it just the right price for both of us! I was very excited, and the best part is my own cell phone battery only lasts through one phone call! Such perfect timing!

Well that is all I have to say tonight... I need to fall off to sleep after I do my deep meditation on the attributes I want in my life!

Love and Blessings Sallyjane

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Kim J.... HUGS!!!

Kim,

The first thought that came to my mind when I was reading... Was the thought about accepting it as it is, and then the feelings of inspired actions... When you truly accept it as it is and all is truly good... (The act of just being by the way) Then the only actions you will want to take will be truly inspired by the desires of who you are. Otherwise you are taking action out of the ego mind, because you are not truly okay with it or just being with it! A great book I would recommend to you that really helped me get this whole concept is called the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. Awesome book!!!! Also the busting loose from the money game helped me to deal and still does with the ego mind when it is feeding me chatter. Right now I am reading Devine Matrix very scientifical!!! I have spent my whole life trying to avoid scientifical stuff and here I am reading about quantum physics! Go Figure! Seriously though it is very good to really understand how we are all connected and why it is we can change reality! I thought today at work I would be real smart and skip a couple of pages to get to the more interesting part... Hehehe! More scientifical stuff! I have to say though I am getting a lot more out of it than I would have thought. It makes the ME stuff make more sense too! Most importantly in really emphasized the importance of the language of emotions in the matrix. Highly reccommend it! If I can read it anyone can understand it! Hehehe

If you want some help with the 2 point... I would love to help you with that, but PM me about it. Mostly, it is just about an altered state of being! It is cool cause it shuts off all of the mind chatter. I also believe that Grace and some of the gals here teach the CEM a bit... Not sure about that though! ME for me took less time to pick it up, but for me as an artist I have always known altered states, because that is how I paint! Walk up behind me sometime when I am painting and you will know you brought me out of an altered state of being, and I will exit it with a very loud squeel! I believe you challenge you are having with the 2 point is the same you are struggling with in the other parts of your life and that is just being and accepting!

Blessings and HUGS Sallyjane