Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Ayurved]

Grace, I'm so thrilled for you and proud!!!! We will all be looking forward to your important summer tournement.
and BTW, thank-you so much for your corrections....I have felt them!

For the last few days and longer, I have been in absolute agony! Not because of certain things going on, although they are a reflection of that...but because of what my soul is yearning and screaming for vs the bondage of what I have 'told myself' and how I hold myself back. Its an awkward, horrible and ultimately good place to be, I'm not getting anything done...I just really hope the 'good side' wins! Nothing I put on my 'lists' helps anything move forward. After having some really dark days, where I wondered what purpose of effort would be, to try and start anything new (I previously 'cleared' a whole lot out of my life) I kept looking to the support I already have, like here....and something new to bring a spark. There is a whole lot of LOA and spiritual growth stuff out there, sometimes I get tired of the long advertisement that ends with your life will change if you just shell out this $97.

I re-looked into Elyse Hope Killoran, she is very sweet and has some good free resources. I'm sure she's saying the same things as others, but I stayed up late listening to a couple of her broadcast archives and a few things really helped...and maybe will help you too Musingmus. For me, her best message was that those of us who make the decision to step up to being a spiritual teacher or even live a spiritual life....will experience karmic evolution acceleration! Its the gap between old and new that's so painful.
Also 'Be ready for what your'e being purified into"...and the one I'm clinging to : "Who you want to become is inevitable"...and "I haven't even begun to tap into the opportunities available to me" isn't bad either!
Energetic Goal Alignments on Blog Talk Radio

Anyway, keep looking for and more importantly seeing the angels that are here to help pull you forward Musingmus!
Sending you much love, hugs and prayers.

In Love & Gratitude,
Nancy

[Sunshine]

Dear Musingmus

I just wanted to say that you're not a lost cause or anything else you said. Don't beat yourself up because you can't feel anything. I too used to not be able to feel anything and really struggled with feeling gratitude I would struggle and struggle and then maybe manage to come up with one thing and then just think of everything that was "wrong". I had to force myself to do it and it didn't make me feel better in any way at the beginning. I had to make a conscious effort to keep at it. And don't worry that you can't feel the blanket of love. The love that comes your way does reach you, even if you can't feel it. And every little thing that you read and every bit of gratitude you think of, no matter how small or how fleeting, does make a difference. Whoops, got to go - way past my bedtime. Just know that even though you can't feel it yet you are surrounded by love.

[Moneyhon]

Amazing People

I am always blown away by the love and generousity of this forum. It gives me goose bumps when I read and feel the love pouring out to help all that ask for it. You are all so spectacular. Thank you for being such an inspiration and for your love.

With Joy,

Maura

[musingmus]

thanks to those who have responded to my cry of help.
I just think im so blocked with negative emotions, that healings just dont resonate with my being.
i really wish i was in a healthier state of mind.

the last few days have been difficult for me. i threatened suicide on my self, and still feel those thoughts immensely.
when your in this much pain, you just want it to go away, at all cost. living in emotional pain is not fun. as i type this, im flooded in tears. this is my life. i cry, i self loathe, and i think negative thoughts.

i dont know what else to do. death seems to be a good answer. i know its not the right answer. i keep wanting to believe there is a light, but god forbids that light for me. all i see is dark, and no hope.

i dont know if CEM can really help me. i see therapist, i do healings, i meditate, i try and exercise. i try to be social, but its so hard to not break down and cry and then ruin other peoples time.
anyways, unless the hand of god really comes to my aide, i dont think there is much hope for me.

i dont know at this stage what type of corrections can be done. I just want to feel better. I really really do. so bad. so very badly. i just want to be happy.

[Pamela]

Dear Musingmus,

I have read your posts and my heart goes out to you. I have some idea of the pain you are experiencing as I went through a time that I now call my "Dark Night of the Soul" and I never thought the pain of that time would pass...but it did. In my case, it was a healing crisis and I now look back on that very difficult time in my life as one of my greatest blessings as it led me to something that has brought me more peace than I can possibly describe. It led me to "A Course In Miracles".

Rather than trying to explain this profound document, I will instead suggest you look to the following links and decide for yourself if you would like to explore what I believe will be of magnificent help to you. The first is the website for the Foundation For A Course In Miracles found at this link:

Foundation for "A Course in Miracles" Home Page

To get a more complete idea about what The Course is, this page will explain it in more depth:

Foundation for "A Course in Miracles" - ACIM Description

While it is best to own a copy of this blessed blue book, you can find a free online version of The Course at this link:

A Course In Miracles

Now that I have given you all these links to look to, I must tell you (and I know that our Grace will agree with me on this) that your best bet would be to read Gary Renard's book "The Disappearance of the Universe" FIRST... Gary's book is exquisitely entertaining and will greatly assist you in understanding the concepts and principles found in ACIM. "The Disappearance of the Universe" serves as a wonderful introduction to ACIM as well as a refresher for returning students and I believe you will enjoy it immensely.

At this point, I would rather not go on and on about this precious document and prefer to let you have a look to it to see if you are willing to open yourself up to the principles. If so, I will be so happy to lend you support as you explore the profound concepts that are found within the pages of ACIM.

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all of the barriers within yourself that you have built against it." ~A Course In Miracles

With Much Love and Gentle Blessings,

~Pamela

[belle99]

"Success is contingent upon a higher ideal than the mere accumulation of riches, and he who aspires to such success must formulate an ideal for which he is willing to strive....There must be a definite fixed purpose, an ideal." From the Master Key System

I'm wondering how much depression and negativity comes from simply not knowing what one's "definite fixed purpose" in life or ideal is.

Grace is such an awesome example of someone who has that figured out just what her purposes and ideals are: the healing message, the CEM, the karate, etc. Literally, bringing love to the world through these means.

I think a few of us here could use corrections on this issue: finding the ways that we are individually supposed to bring love and peace into the world. We're not all meant to be doctors, astronauts, fire fighters, or healers; countless other fields can be filled with soul. Some of us just take longer to figure it out.

[Sunshine]

Hi Grace

Please could you do some corrections for me as I seem to have developed a sensitivity to my computer. I'm guessing it's the emf but it's rapidly got worse each day this past week! I'm getting a major headache almost as soon as I switch it on and a whole list of other things and am really struggling. It's a total pain because I need to be able to use my computer - especially to watch my Paths!! Thank you! Best go now before my body gives up on me!

[yari]

Hi Grace



I am so ever grateful for your past CEM work on my family and me. Especialy this pass week!! I find myself seeking more truth and not believing lies.. I see how wonderful my life really is. I'm grateful for new friendship Pamela and SallyJane!! Thank you you girls are truely powerful too. Grace you inspire me to challenge myself and conquer my fears.. I feel a lot of warmth and light when you give me advice.. I feel that now is the time for me to really correct myself and find my true self.. Thanks you also for posting the Master key for all of us.. Im beginning to feel that all of us here are ONE!! Is like a family helping each other.. We should all return all the love and light to you too.. I really want you to shine for your tourament in june!! Ill be sending you love too!!

Your friend Yari

[Grace]

For Yari!

I am so ever grateful for your past CEM work on my family and me. Especialy this pass week!! I find myself seeking more truth and not believing lies.. I see how wonderful my life really is. I'm grateful for new friendship Pamela and SallyJane!! Thank you you girls are truely powerful too. Grace you inspire me to challenge myself and conquer my fears.. I feel a lot of warmth and light when you give me advice.. I feel that now is the time for me to really correct myself and find my true self.. Thanks you also for posting the Master key for all of us.. Im beginning to feel that all of us here are ONE!! Is like a family helping each other.. We should all return all the love and light to you too.. I really want you to shine for your tournament in june!! Ill be sending you love too!!

Your friend Yari

Hi Yari!

You have brought tears of joy to my eyes as I read your post! Especially for this ~ "We should all return all the love and light to you too...I really want you to shine for your tournament in June!! I'll be sending you love too!!"

These past 10 days I have been making corrections for all of us, but also for the specific issue of "Fear of not having enough time", "Fear of running out of time", "Fear of wasting time", along with many other similar issues. I was making corrections for quite a few of you individually, and this theme came up often, and I realized that this was an issue for me as well. I am making corrections again now, because I am only 30% done on all of us for these specific issues.

I will be back late tonight to post replies to as many as I can this evening. Simply know, that even though I do not post a reply as quickly as I would like to, I know what is needed, and I am making the necessary corrections.

Have a beautiful day!!

[Sunshine]

Hi Grace

Please could you do some corrections on me concerning frustration? I've got a picture in my head and heart of my new reality but then come back to feeling frustrated and blocked because of things not happening and demands for money and the feeling that demands are made of me but I don't get the same in return. I know deep down that it's all ok and that it's probably just stuff coming up to be healed some more and am mostly managing to stand strong and keep centred and peaceful but I'd really appreciate some assistance with moving through it all because it is extremely trying!!! This is all old stuff and I've had enough! Time for it to go. The computer headaches and stuff have eased off enough that I can be online again which is excellent. Thanks for helping. I know I'm clearing out a lot of old stuff and can really use all the help I can get!

[zartgirl]

Corrections!

Hi Grace thank you for the corrections you have already started working on for me. Sorry I did not post this sooner, I just never got back to the computer.

I have had a new layer come up with my finances. I am extremely focused on them, and because of that I am creating a lack in my life! This focus is totally on what is coming in and going out, and is a block for me!!! It is very frustrating to me because at one point I did not worry about how much I had and all my bills were paid, and I had extra, and I made so much less than I make now! I need to have this blockage and focus cleared. I will of course be working on it too!

Another set of corrections I need is how do I get from doing a job to make money to totally being who I am and switch my prosperity over to where my passion lies? I need corrections to be done so I can move into that destiny. I am sure I have a block with that also, so we need to work on that together too!

Thank you so much for all your corrections and may they bless everyone here, as much as they do me! I know I am not the only one who is go through this right now, so soak up the healing.

Love Light and Joy
Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Musingmus

Hey there, just stick with us, and don't give up! For starters Grace is most likely working on corrections for willing and able to accept healing on you. Once she has got that clear then you will be able to accept the healing.

Don't worry, you are not an anomaly, but many who come here first need to have corrections on willing and able to accept healing / corrections. Now I have not talked to Grace, about what corrections she is doing on you, but I sense that is what she is working on for you.

Do you read books? One that I found through my journey in the Shelter was "Busting Loose from the Money Game" it is not just about Money, but about really processing your feelings and moving to Gratitude. Another one I read with that one was the Power of Now, it was a tougher read, and some say his new book A New Earth is the same basic book, but in English... I would not know as I have not read the new book... They are both by Eckhart Tolle. I would also read the free books Living on Love Series by Klaus. There is a link to them several times on this thread and there is a thread specifically for them under Personal improvement. I would also recommend reading Mastering Love, A toltec to Relationships" Although it is aimed at relationships it is powerful book on LOVE and opening up to LOVE. It is small and a quick read, but very powerful!!!! VERY POWERFUL!

All of these books are about taking the focus off what you don't want and putting it on what you do want! It is like above post that I am asking for corrections on a financial blockage... I am creating it by focusing on the money and not trusting in the Universe. I was all freaked out because I did not have enough money to pay a bill that was an automatic debit, and the bill had already been paid. The Universe takes care of me totally, so why do I worry about money???? It is all taken care of for me!!! I am POWERFUL, and so are YOU, You just don't remember who you are yet!

Blessings, LOVE, Light, and JOY
Sallyjane

[Grace]

For Musingmus!

Hi Musingmus!

One of my closest friends called me up two weeks ago(she was having a very difficult time similar to yours), and she asked me as soon as I answered my cell (knowing it was her) How the F*** do you stay so positive? I began to Laugh! (She also knows that I am not offended by anything much less curse words, and I will explain why later).

I laughed not because of her question, but because of her perception of me. She perceived me as "positive". I understood her anger. It is extremely challenging to know anything good, when your senses are telling you otherwise.

When you see that nothing is going your way, when you feel nothing but frustration, anger, jealousy, depression, etc, when you can't even use your sense of smell for anything good. When the thoughts in your head are so habitually dark, that the words that come out of your mouth are also dark, dense, and of no constructive value.

I had to stop myself from laughing to explain to her what I am going to explain to you now about the reality of life, and why people perceive either positivity or negativity, and why it makes me laugh. (laughter is medicine).

Consciousness is Power. This Power Creates. Thoughts Create. God is Supreme Consciousness. God extended this Consciousness out, much like the ocean extends itself as a wave. This extension of God is Light. Light is Christ Consciousness. This Light being One with God, is Omnipotent, Omniscient, and Omnipresent. (meaning you and God are ONE, and all there IS)

The Christ Consciousness has the same power to create as Supreme Consciousness. You Musingmus are of ONE MIND with Supreme Consciousness, because you are an individual Channel of the Light. You are the Light of this World, just as a drop of the ocean still has within it the makeup of the whole ocean, so too you have the same Power as the Whole.

As God extended into the Light, so too the Light projected itself as energy. The whole of this world of ours is Energy,and in between the spaces of this energy is GOD. Energy Vibrates. The slowest vibration will create a perceived reality by an individual. The fastest vibration will create a completely opposite perceived reality by the same individual.

Thoughts are energy, invisible to the physical eye, but energy none the less. Constructive (positive) thoughts will attract constructive positive (perceived "good") outcomes, because they are the truth and of the highest and finest vibration (filled with Light). Destructive (negative) thoughts will attract negative ( perceived "not good") outcomes, because they are slow and dense vibrations (absent of Light).

High fine vibrations manifest instantly, where as slow dense vibrations are stagnate, and stuck. Fear is a thought that is a very slow and dense vibration. With Fear you are frozen, immobilized, stuck etc. Fear keeps you at a stand still.

Any Fear will keep you frozen. Any thought of Fear will manifest in your outer world and it will then keep you stuck in a self perpetuation of more like minded Fearful thoughts.

The finest vibrational thought there is, is Love. Love is the closest finest highest vibration of the Light. One thought of Love will cancel a thousand or more negative thoughts, just as the Light will dispel darkness instantly with flip of a switch.

This is why I laughed with my friends question. I was not trying to "be positive", I just know the truth. That I am Love the finest vibration of the Light, and so I focus on thoughts of Love. The reason that Gratitude is incredibly important is that Gratitude is the next closest fastest vibration next to love that is of the Light. The two together are invincible in this world of Duality. This world of Light and perceived Darkness.

Love is the highest and finest "feeling" of the Light. You know when you have hit this vibration because your physical body will feel it with no uncertainty whatsoever. Vibration is Feeling. Vibration is the Language of the Soul, the Mind, the Spirit. Our physical bodies Feel vibration. We are numb with fear based thoughts and Light as a feather (FREE) with Loving thoughts. The Truth will set you FREE!

Our physical bodies via the sub-conscious mind houses the WHOLE! The temple of the living God. Collective consciousness is the sub-conscious mind. We can control the sub-conscious mind and it's activity (what it attracts to us) by our thoughts and our thoughts alone. The sub-conscious mind controls 95% percent of our life. Our conscious mind (our ability to choose what we think) is the only way we can control the sub-conscious and hence our destiny.

You can see why I promote Paths, as this is a perfect tool to add constructive thoughts to our sub-conscious mind in the most efficient and effortless manner. You can see why I use muscle testing, as it is the most efficient and effortless tool to get to the truth the Light. You can see why I practice Martial Arts, as it has been for me the most effective practice for focusing and concentrating my mind to only allow constructive thoughts into my conscious mind. Finally you can see why I practice CEM, as it has been for me an undeniable constructive tool for "flipping" any issues that are dark and fear based, to Light filled vibrations of Love.

Right now Musingmus you are numb, but now that you know the Truth, that you are Powerful beyond measure, you will quicken your physical bodies vibrations with powerful constructive thougths of Love and Gratitude. It will be slow at first, but the more often you practice thinking thoughts of Love and Gratitude, the more your body will come alive! You will begin to FEEL again.

Courage, determination, perserverance, kindness, gentelness, compassion, joy, happiness, etc, all are powerful constructive thoughts, that will create an outer world of the same vibration.

The point of Power is NOW. Do Not wait, read any book that is constructive, take any and all actions that are constructive, THINK GOOD THOUGHTS as often as humanly possible. THIS IS THE HARDEST WORK YOU WILL EVER DO!! Thinking is the hardest work you will ever do. To not think is to not be conscious of your power. To allow the outer world to think for you is DEATH.

Our only purpose in life is to THINK! Your thoughts will plant seeds, and these seeds will be like the thoughts (the trees) that they come from. Constructive/positive thoughts will vibrate and attract like matter. THINK LOVE AND GRATITUDE. The highest finest vibrations in existence.

Nothing offends me, because I know the truth. All there is is Love!

Laughter is Medicine, and I hope this Giraffe in quicksand will make you laugh and begin assisting you in vibrating at a higher finer vibration.


GIRAFFE IN QUICKSAND

[sterlingpg]

Wow!

Grace,

Truly an incredible statement of Truth in your post.

How I delighted to read it and absorb the love that supports and infuses the words.

Thank you from all my heart!

With Love from me to you. There is only Love, it is neither conditional nor unconditional...Love has no opposite.

tephen

[Empath]

"Love is love and that is all
and so it shall be evermore
to guide me."


Dave Mason, A Heartache, A Shadow, a Lifetime, Headkeeper LP.


Words to live by