Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[zartgirl]

Bobbi

Bobbi,
You know it is true that most of us have been taught to not ask for help! What amazes me is when we do ask for help we usually end up helping others at the same time!

I too have been dragging this last week, but some of mine was I ran out of spirulina over the holiday and then forgot to buy it on Friday and Saturday here is the Sabbath (not for me, but the store was closed) Hehee! I am back on it and been doubling up a little to catch up, but noticed also when I get that way if I also increase my water intake it helps a great deal no matter what the cause of it was! Just thought that might help you next time you are feeling that way!

I am like you all of the modules sound so wonderful and have some fit to me, so choosing was tough till I figured out that Grace could test them for me! Wow, how wonderful is that! I went through a lot of trial and error before getting to where I am with my modules! I do really love the Ho Oponopono module and for me the breakthrough to enlightenment has really brought some cool stuff into my life!!!! The deserving too! I just love that we can test for strength on the modules!

Well blessings Sj zartgirl

[JanKnegt]

Dear Bobi,

The materials I used for my artwork is wood. The artwork is almost a 3D artwork as I carved the animals and the landscape from wood so that my artwork is not flat but has different widths (or heights) to get a more 3D kind of artwork. As paint I used the paint to paint aircraft models. I am also an aircraft enthousiastic and as a boy I build many model aircrafts painted them with special paint for plastic model aircrafts, cars or boats.

It is nice to hear that my artwork is appreciated!
With greetings from Holland,
Jan

[marnyka]

To Jan

Jan, your art is very beautiful. I don't think I've seen something like that before. I love your use of colors.

[marnyka]

Grace, module testing

Grace,
I'm on the Platinum Package, do you mind testing me to see what would be beneficial for me at this time?

[Grace]

For Jan!

Dear Grace,

As You know I work in the week-ends (and on holidays) as a nurse in our children’s hospital.
From Monday till Friday I am busy with my training to become a MD. So there is no much time for relaxation or to recover from work.
When I had a full time job as a nurse I was often so exhausted after my shifts that I could not enjoy my spare time and often lay down on bed to recover and prepare myself for the next shifts.
I had this weekend three very busy shifts; working with very sick children with cancer who (and their parents) need a lot of care and attention. I was so exhausted when I became home that I felt sick of being so tired. I could not sleep while my head was spinning round (and in my dreams I was still busy as a nurse). In my body I feel than al kind of unpleasant sensations as if negative energy is trapped within my energy field and my body. Those feelings and sensations of being exhausted, tensed and stressed are unfortunately very familiar for me. Maybe it is caused by all the negative feelings in my environment I try to transform on a subconscious/spiritual level but I think there are also other causes that makes me so exhausted and feeling so strange in my head and body. I know there are feelings of failure or anxiety not to make mistakes or giving not the proper or afraid to receive criticism by doing the job not good enough or wanting to do everything perfect and give everybody the care and attention they need within too less time and possibilities.
If anything endangers my training to become a MD is this exhaustion which makes that I can not think clear, have difficulties with memorization and comprehension of the medical knowledge, not have the enthusiasm to learn or study or have the energy and motivation to succeed with my training and education to become a MD. OK the money issue can also endanger to become a MD but I think the exhaustion, lack of energy and not able to fully recover after a busy day brings my training and education to become a MD in serious danger. So I need to find a solution for this problem. I know Grace You already started to work on my health situation and hope to receive help for this major problem too.

Dear Grace and Zartgirl I tried to place tow artworks of me within this post but I did not succeeded. Can You tell me how I can post jpg pics of two of my artworks on this Thread?

Greetings from Holland to all the members of the CEM Thread,
Jan

Hi Jan,

I have been working on You for all these concerns. They have all been worked on since you first started posting and especially when we spoke on the phone. With CEM, as issues are corrected the problems lift with out much notice on your part. What happens also is that as layers of issues are corrected (being infinite beings) other "issues/problems" then beg for attention. So you may not notice a certain feeling of anxiety has lifted because a more intense sense of sadness has come into your awareness and to the surface for further corrections.

I will continue to work on your problem of exhaustion which is still stemming from your emotional and spiritual bodies.

I will post again to your next post, I have already skyped you concerning this, but I do have more to tell you.

I think your swans are beautiful and inspiring and yes The healing art thread is a perfect thread to post your art again!

[marnyka]

Grace...Chase request regarding Immunization shots

Good afternoon Grace,
Would you please help Chase out over the weekend with having a speedy recovery from his immunization shots he will be getting today? I would greatly appreciate it.

I have been working on myself being neutral to him getting shots and removing the fear I get when I think about them.

[zartgirl]

Grace

Grace,
I have been working on myself and others for the last week or so... but I would love it if you would help me to clear any issues I am having pertaining to getting a job, and an apartment. I really want and need to get out of the shelter by the 15th of December, and I need to get a job for at least long enough to live till I can get my posters going and whatever else is out there for me with the abundance! I guess today I am really fighting with myself! Belief seems to be a big issue and it seems to stem around my getting the or any phone call that I have gotten a job! I need to get rid of these issues, because I am blocking myself. I have been working on clearing these issues on my own, but I could use a little help! Thank you!

Blessings and a Big HUG Sallyjane zartgirl

[zartgirl]

Wow!

Wow!!! After posting five minutes ago, I walked down to the office at the shelter, and picked up my mail... in my mail was a letter from the housing authority, and I got my group interview!!!! Yeahhhh!!! This is sooo exciting, they are going to get me into a 3 bedroom house or apt. where the kids and I can live!!!! This is just a huge breakthrough for me! Now all I need is an income! I did some clearing on that, and it was interesting, cause I asked it if I personally had any blockages and it said no, so I asked it if there were any blockages from someone else... i.e. Keith... It tested very strong, so I immediately cleared that too. I believe I will have an income very soon!!!!

Blessings and hugs Sallyjane zartgirl

[marnyka]

Congrats Zartgirl!!!!!!!!

You're like the Little Engine that Could

I am so excited for you.

[zartgirl]

LOL Thanks

Marnyka,
First I want to wish you a Happy Birthday! I have been meaning to go to that post and say that, but never got there!

And a big thanks! Somehow it is all coming together... I get frustrated sometimes mostly because I want this stage to be over with and move on to the next stage of this game!!! Yea, I have been working on the whole patients issue! I get it cleared in one area and then it seems to rear its ugly head in another area! Today I realized everything is really working itself out in just the right order! In my head I was supposed to get the job first and then the apartment... but this way I get help getting into the place and don't have to qualify on my credit... Once I get into the house, then I can make as much money as I want (and although I won't qualify for the help anymore, I will be in the place). Then I will focus on great credit! I am learning that it does not look like what it really looks like! If it looks bad, it is probably really good! Either we are learning something great or something big is about to fly at us from a different direction. So never judge anything!

Ah man, here I go a quick post turns really long with me! The cool things is once I have a house I can start to paint my faeries by hand too, and getting income from them will be even easier.

Oh I almost forgot, but yesterday the state started giving me 500 dollars a month till I make too much income! Everything is starting to just fall into place! It is really cool! Soon I will be in my own place with my kids, and have a great income, and my art will be starting to sell like wild fire, and be posting about all the changes that have happened in my life.

Hmmm... most would think that living in a shelter and having to get help from the government and all the so called crap I have been through would be a bad thing, but when you start this journey from so far down... it is awesome, because when you get through it and your hologram starts to change and your manifesting great things in your life... You get to see the distance you have traveled! You really get to appreciate even the littlest things like 500 dollars!!!! That is cool!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[zartgirl]

Jan

Not sure how, but somehow I missed your post up above where you were talking about quitting medical school! Is being an MD something you have a passion for and this is just the minds constant talk and stress talking telling you, that you can not do this? It is what it sounded like! Jan, I know it is hard to turn those off, but you need to learn to do just that! Learn to be in the NOW. That is a place where you learn to stop listening to the constant chatter of the mind and just be in the here and now. There are some great breathing techniques that can help you relax and be in the here and now! You can also use those when the MD's are asking you questions and you start to get nervous! There are some good books that I have read and many that Grace can recommend to you that will also help you get into that place! This is the best time for you to learn to go to this place (well actually learn to live in this place), so once you graduate and start practicing natural medicine, you will already know how to connect with the source and heal people. I can not imagine that after already getting to be an RN you could not do the MD! Remember who you are! You are the AWESOME POWER OF GOD! You can do anything! You are creating this, so if it is seeming to hard then recreate the way you want it! Remember that everything that is in your hologram right now is there in perfection, and that perfection is guiding you to who you really are! All the mind chatter that says you CAN'T do it, is a lie! You ego mind is telling you all of this to get you to stay as far from who you really are and let it keep the power it has over you! Stop giving it the power!

One way of reclaiming the power is to OBSERVE the mind chatter (not listen to it, but observe it). Really see where it is coming from and see the lies it is telling you... Like you can't possibly give the right answer! That is a total lie! The other thing is be very aware of areas of fear in you... Fear is an emotion just like gratitude, and fear will manifest whatever it is focussed on as fast or faster than gratitude! Whenever you start to get that fear of "I can't do this!" Go to gratitude and start thanking the source that you can do this and you can give right answers! As a matter of fact walk around all day focussed on gratitude of the things you want to happen in your life. For me I have walked around thanking God for my new place to live, even when that goal seemed impossible!!!! Thank God it was not impossible as nothing we want is! The new place is becoming truth as we speak, and so can the things in your life! Remember that the funds you need can be manifested into your life strictly from abundance and prosperity, but first you need to stop fighting it with resistance! You say you just don't know of any other way of apreciating yourself other than to work as an RN, and you are never sure if there will be extra work for you in your non-school times... Start off with never saying those things! Say things like Thank you for supplying all my needs! Thank you for the monies I want and need to finish my education! Thank you for the ability to manifest monies I need to live and enjoy life while I am in school. Thank you for understanding what I am studying in Med School. Thank you for the right answers right when I need them. Thank you for all the rest I need to feel rested and not stressed out! Thank you should start every sentence when you are talking to yourself all day long!!!

Okay, now that I have said all that... I will do some clearing on you to remove the resistance and fear that you are having! I know that Grace is already working on it as I am typing this out!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl

[Viviana]

Early morning hunger

Hello everybody!

So I decided to post this here as some of you might identify with this and thus will get the benefit of Grace's corrections as well!!

Ok Grace, here goes:

In the past couple of weeks (more or less) I have been experiencing hunger between 4-5 a.m. I drink water and do my best to get back to sleep but it keeps "insisting" and I find myself getting up to eat something. Well, that starts off my metabolism and then I'm hungry again 2-2.5 hours later and so on for the rest of the day!

I surely do NOT want to gain back any of the 40 lbs I have lost thus far this year from all the food I'm eating. And of course I value my sleep! I need to sleep through the night and not be awakened by the "munchies monster."

This morning I thought it might be my "Positive Attitude and Vitality" module, maybe too much vitality there!

Could you please correct this issue(s) for me? I have been doing my best to do CEM on this for myself but neutrality is not quite 100%.

very very much!!!



~Viviana -

[zartgirl]

Viviana

Viviana,
I read this earlier and it has been a lingering thought ever since that I need to reply to you about this!

First off congrats on your weight loss of 40 lbs.! Something that I have been learning about in the books I have been reading and the threads I have also learned a lot about... Is that we will only gain weight if 1. We focus on a fear of gaining! 2. If we believe that something will cause weight gain! 3. We believe we should weigh a certain amount!

I have recently been loosing weight, and it has been very exciting for me! Last week or so I put on a pair of pants that I had not been able to wear in a very long time, and they were not even tight! People are also starting to notice the change in my size too! I have also noticed that my favorite sweats that my daughter hates and wants me to throw away are starting to slide down with little or no help... Iza was happy to hear that soon I would have to get rid of them... So what did I do? Well I have been making adjustments on myself pertaining to my weight and my beliefs. Like what I eat does not control how much I weigh! I have also processed my feelings about my body and my weight and been clearing those thoughts too. I have cleared my thoughts about sugar and any cravings I might have... I continue to work on all of these areas in my life.

Where I live right now I don't have a scale, so I decided to test with my pendulum and asked if I had lost 1 lb., 2 lbs, etc... till the pendulum stoped saying yes and started saying no.... Hmmmm... I believe it said I had lost 115 lbs. LOL I realized that it was giving me the weight that I weigh right now in the field, and not quite the answer I was looking for... I have decided that I am not going to weigh myself and just let source take care of my weight loss! The only changes I have made physically in my diet is that sugar and sweets don't have control over me like they use to! I still eat them... I also suddenly want to eat foods I never liked before Kind of interesting! I am one who sometimes wakes up in the middle of the night hungry too... I will get up and have just a little something, and go back to bed, so I can sleep. If I don't do that then I have trouble sleeping. Here is the deal... I am an incredibly small eater, but I get hungry often. My weight problems stemmed more from emotional issues and beliefs than from eating habits!

That said if you believe in cause and effect and food is the cause of weight gain then you will gain weight, so until you process those beliefs and get rid of that fear you will have to be extremely careful of what you eat! It was after reading Busting loose from the Money game that I got the idea that food had nothing to do with my weight! I also believe that some of my weight loss has to do with the Paths Modules I am on, although I am not on any of the Path's modules for weight loss or body shape... But as I change my beliefs about myself, my body is following suit!

That said I will work on you and some of your beliefs about food and that you will stop eating in the middle of the night. Namely as you said, it is a pain in the butt to get up in the middle of the night to eat and then try to go back to sleep! During the day as long as you are eating small meals even with your current belief system, you will not gain weight! Smaller meals are actually better for you if you believe in cause and effect!

Personally I kind of like the manifesting or creating a smaller me! Where I live now we do not have good place to keep food or cook it, so I do not eat "Healthy at all, because it is almost impossible. Three of us share a small refrigerator and I have one small shelf to keep non nonperishables on. I am forced to shop almost everyday and buy only what I can eat that day! The cookware I believe was bought at the dollar store, and there is not much here... that is because stuff gets stolen if it is nice! I am still loosing weight!

Soon I will be in a place of my own where I can cook again! Yeahooooo! Very soon!

Blessings Sj zartgirl

[belle99]

Hello everybody!

So I decided to post this here as some of you might identify with this and thus will get the benefit of Grace's corrections as well!!

Ok Grace, here goes:

In the past couple of weeks (more or less) I have been experiencing hunger between 4-5 a.m. I drink water and do my best to get back to sleep but it keeps "insisting" and I find myself getting up to eat something. Well, that starts off my metabolism and then I'm hungry again 2-2.5 hours later and so on for the rest of the day!

I surely do NOT want to gain back any of the 40 lbs I have lost thus far this year from all the food I'm eating. And of course I value my sleep! I need to sleep through the night and not be awakened by the "munchies monster."

This morning I thought it might be my "Positive Attitude and Vitality" module, maybe too much vitality there!

Could you please correct this issue(s) for me? I have been doing my best to do CEM on this for myself but neutrality is not quite 100%.

very very much!!!



~Viviana -

Oh my heart goes out to you...have you had your cortisol levels checked?

[JanKnegt]

Dear Zartgirl,

I love Your support! I read some books about being in the NOW and used some breathing techniques. Which books and breathing techniques would You recommend me?
I used in the past a lot of affirmation techniques and read many books about this subject. But the different view of many authors and specialist about this technique is very confusing. Many say that You can say many positive statements during a day but when Your subconscious belief is otherwise it will reject Your conscious intentions. Some say when there is a conflict between the conscious and subconscious mind the use of affirmation will make it only worse. I like the way to thank everything You like to receive or want to manifest. Although when I am depressed or frustrated it is often difficult to be grateful for my situation.
Whats the most frustrating me is that I have used many techniques in the last 15 years but not with obvious positive results which created in me a kind of state that I need first to see or feel the difference otherwise I cannot believe it. Also it is difficult to see a life of fulfillment, happinmess, success and love when You only had the experience that life is a struggle with many dissapointments and sometimes after a lot of effort a positive outcome.
But I love the stories You told me that You are now creating Your life as You want it to be that gives me the strength to continu and give me the hope that is is possible!
With love from Holland,
Jan