Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[heat_georgia]

thanks pamela!

yeah... i've been meaning to. i have written so many things lately. its weird how feeling blue makes me a writting machine. thank you so much for the invite. i will post some of my poems over there!
hope life is treating you well.

-heather

[Pamela]

For Heather...

Dearest Heather...

I have been looking to the heartfelt poems that you have posted here on Grace's thread and I would lovingly like to invite you to share your gift with words and feelings over at the "Healing Through Art" thread...

I have no doubt that you personally experience a wonderful cathartic release when you write them and there is no question that many other viewers will be able to experience this same emotional and healing response by looking to them, so I hope you will consider sharing them there...

And I also want to HIGHLY recommend that all of you Beauties read The Messenger! I have been cultivating and sending Love since I read it a few weeks ago and what I have been seeing in my world as a result is delightfully ASTONISHING! What a wonderful gift Blake has given us by sharing the link to this book with us! ( Blake!!! )

With Much Love and Gratitude,

Pamela

[heat_georgia]

another poem

thought i knew


sometimes i think i should run away...
start all over, and try something new..
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever find..
what i'm looking for..
what am i looking for?
a rollercoaster of emotions...
up and down..
spinning me around..
wondering how i found..
you...
for just a lesson?
a chapter?
a story?
they tell me my heart's too soft..
but i don't wanna be hard..
so i dive in head first..
forgetting all i've learned..
with an album of memories..
playing in my mind...
just as a reminder..
to leave the past behind...
challenging for me.
feeling sorry for myself...
sorry for you...
not getting through...
disconnection...
like an addiction..
to what i thought i knew.

[Sunshine]

Hi Grace

Thank you so much for your message and the hug. It makes all the difference in the world to know that I am being helped and gives me strength. I will stick with the one module for now.Thank you. Funnily enough, before I read your note I had been observing what is happening and had even written down some feelings that were coming up. I seem to experience what I'm experiencing and also sort of look at it from outside. Also I read the book "The Messenger"yesterday! I'd read about it on the posts so decided to have a look. Just reading on the posts brought up some pretty strong emotions and I had to make myself read it but decided it would be good for me!! A lot of things are coming up at the moment which I won't say on here . I have been trying to practice the things in the book and even though I struggle with it and don't think I can do it "right" I have decided to trust that my intention will be enough and just do it as best I can.



Thank you. Will keep you posted about my progress.

[KimJ]

Thanks so much, Grace. I'm not sure I have the confidence to give up the transcription but I'm going to allow the idea of it and see where that goes...

Yes, I've read "The Messenger" and loved it. The man who wrote it lives on the island right next to the town I'm in which I just kind of like knowing, even though that doesn't matter, plus he sounds exactly like my dad which is kind of weird. Anyway, I'm loving the simplicity of his message. Thank you for the reminder as I'm not being consistent about it and haven't sent love to my bank accounts consistently.



Kim

[belle99]

Hi everyone,

The advice to read the Klaus book is very good advice. I was a little skeptical but I am so glad that I am reading it. What a difference I am seeing when I do apply myself to the process. It is making a lot of other information "click."

I'm still struggling with some mood swings; doc said my hormones were totally fine. I might get muscle tested for some different mood support supplements on Monday. I hope that this is an easy fix.

Grace,

More than ever I'm just totally intolerant of the bad, unloving moods. I think they're actually NOT worse over the past few weeks and months, I'm just seeing more contrast--because when I feel good, I am feeling what life is supposed to feel like. The Universe is showing me how good it could be, in tiny little glimpses. I'm overall much more aware of my feelings....Sometimes that totally sucks.

I've decided to switch out of Self-Esteem and Trauma Release to Mood Module and Unconditional Love, so that now I have the Klaus material I can be supported and on an even keel, and then hopefully expand the Love aspect. I'm staying on Stand out at Work, Faith (still need help with that one), and the unreleased mini-module for social anxiety.

This has been a real rough week of ups and downs! Thanks for all that you do here in our little corner of the Universe!

[Grace]

For KimJ, Heather, Sunshine!

Hi Grace,

Just wondering if you can muscle test something for me, as I can't come up with a clear answer. In addition to our business, I do medical transcription as we're not yet clearing enough to pay ourselves through the business. However, transcription has been very unpredictable in terms of work availability and, in addition, the company I contract with is wanting me to commit to a set schedule, which is not something I can readily do when I'm trying to also run a business. I'm wondering if it is time to let go of the transcription, take a leap of faith about the business. If I'm wrong though and the business doesn't do grow quickly, our financial situation will be not good () without the extra income from the transcription.

Of course all the while I'm working on clearing any resistance and creating abundance, but while that's 'in process', I'd love to hear what you have to say!

Thanks a bunch!

Kim

Hi KimJ,

Yes, it tests strong for you to let go of the Transcription work. It is a leap of faith but you will be very grateful that you did. Focus attention on viewing your bank accounts while opening your heart and sending a beam of light to your accounts. Do this daily. If you want to know more about this please read "The Messenger". Blake posted about this book, and I think it's fabulous. (living on Love)

Hi Heather,

Once again a very beautiful and moving poem. It is an excellent way to help you continue to release emotions that are no longer serving you. Keep up the great work.

Hi Sunshine,

It tests strong for you to stay on one module right now. Stay aware. Notice everything. Also take a look at the book "the messenger" as well. You, Val, and a few others on this forum are resonating, so I will be working on your issues most of the day today.

[heat_georgia]

words

thank you, grace! i appreciate that.

a far cry from my desire...
to be everything and then some...
life can flip things upside down...
impulsive from beginning to end...
will i ever understand?
let it go before you try...
awake to a dark sky...
absorbed by a bitter kiss...
to linger on with swollen eyes..
can't see whats real anymore..
everything is changable..
nothing can be secure..
I've learned this before..
so I'll lock the door..
to my room..
cause its cold out there...
and sleeping in makes it easier.


just how i'm feeling

[Grace]

For Heather!

Heather, YOU ARE LOVED!!!

[heat_georgia]

i'm really sad

it seems things are not gonna work out with my relationship. i'm trying to just look at it as a learning experience, but its breaking my heart right now. i'm sobbing like i baby.
-heather

[VJoy]

Sunshine

Sunshine, you said.~~~~~~~~~~~I know one of my fears is that things work for others but not me! And I know you're supposed to picture what you want and focus on the positive and not the negative and it's very easy to beat yourself up and think that if things remain "bad" in your life then you're creating it and there's something you're not doing right and you should try harder! But really, the last thing you need if you have low self esteem is to blame yourself! And even with my Paths I worry that I "should" be doing something more. That if I just added another module it would speed things up. But I think with me that's just part of the "nothing I ever do is good enough" syndrome!!

Don't know if this makes sense?


Yes it does!!! That is just the way I am.


I'm learning to accept that I'm doing my best. Ok, so at this moment I have issues and problems left right and centre and going back 20 years or more and majorly (not sure if this is a word - looks a bit weird!! ) affecting my life and nothing but nothing I have done seems to have changed it and I feel I live a kind of groundhog day sort of life - but I have stopped judging myself. I know I am doing all I can in each moment to do the best for myself and therefore for others and am trying to balance always striving to heal and create the life I want with accepting what is. I think I am at the stage of stopping struggling. On every level - money, relationships, health, emotional, spiritual, physical I have needed to control things and "do my best" and if it doesn't achieve the desired results then I "need to try harder". But it hasn't worked!!!!!!!!! So I think I am finally accepting that things are far far from how I want but I cannot "do" anything about it because all my doing isn't working! ```````````````````



In this you are ahead of me. I have not learned to stop judging myself at all. I have guilt about everying!! And I don't know how to stop it. I applaud your progress, and that is a WONDERFUL step!!!

Sunshine, I wish you all the luck and success in the world, and I hope Paths works for you!!! You are a very sweet person, and I appreciate your kindness.

[zartgirl]

Just a quick note

Sunshine, I want to welcome you... I typed out this long post to you, but my computer is having power troubles and needs a new battery and power cord, so the post disapeared when as I was about to hit submit the computer shut down!

The good news is that I have manifested both parts for my computer for free! They will be here in 4 -5 days! I was soooo excited that it was not going to cost me a hundred to a hundred and fifty to fix my computer!

Right now I have duct tape holding the power cord in place hoping it will stay... So you may not see me around much this week!

WELCOME to the Forum and the CEM thread! Paths does work it is magnificent! Remember you are powerful too even if you don't feel like it!

Blessings Sallyjane

[Sunshine]

Dear Val

Thank you for your words and hugs. I hope with all my heart that Paths works for you and that your dreams come true.

I know one of my fears is that things work for others but not me! And I know you're supposed to picture what you want and focus on the positive and not the negative and it's very easy to beat yourself up and think that if things remain "bad" in your life then you're creating it and there's something you're not doing right and you should try harder! But really, the last thing you need if you have low self esteem is to blame yourself! And even with my Paths I worry that I "should" be doing something more. That if I just added another module it would speed things up. But I think with me that's just part of the "nothing I ever do is good enough" syndrome!!

Don't know if this makes sense? I'm learning to accept that I'm doing my best. Ok, so at this moment I have issues and problems left right and centre and going back 20 years or more and majorly (not sure if this is a word - looks a bit weird!! ) affecting my life and nothing but nothing I have done seems to have changed it and I feel I live a kind of groundhog day sort of life - but I have stopped judging myself. I know I am doing all I can in each moment to do the best for myself and therefore for others and am trying to balance always striving to heal and create the life I want with accepting what is. I think I am at the stage of stopping struggling. On every level - money, relationships, health, emotional, spiritual, physical I have needed to control things and "do my best" and if it doesn't achieve the desired results then I "need to try harder". But it hasn't worked!!!!!!!!! So I think I am finally accepting that things are far far from how I want but I cannot "do" anything about it because all my doing isn't working!

As usual, seems once I start to type, words just come out. What I'm maybe trying to say is that I don't have any answers. I'm just choosing to believe that we're in the right place. That things will start to happen. Why they haven't before, I don't know. But I don't believe it's because we did anything "wrong".
So Val, I'm with you every step of the way.

I'm "lucky" enough to be unemployed at the moment. So I have lots of time to spend on my computer and read through these posts. I just so love reading about people's lives and how they have changed for the better. I feel like I know Sallyjane from reading what she says and am cheering her on and celebrating her successes. Heaven knows what I'll do when I actually get a job!


Hi Grace. Thank you for testing on my module. I will stay on it for another 6 weeks. If you get chance would you be able to let me know if you think I should stick with just this one module or add another? I'm torn between choosing another to "help things along!" and just sticking to this to clear out the "junk" and having a solid platform to build from. I've tried to muscle test myself but don't trust it and also it's clouded by two separate experiences with therapists - one of whom gave me contradictory information and the other who told me I wasn't advanced enough to be able to test myself! And thank you so much for making corrections for me. I really appreciate it. I've been reading loads of the posts on here and love how so many people share things and help each other. I'm going to read up on CEM too so thanks for the link.

[Grace]

For Sunshine!

Hi Sunshine!

The Trauma Module does test strong for you. It would be a good idea to stay on the this module for at least 6 weeks. I have been making corrections on many of your core issues. The one your last post was about is also a strong collective conscious issue. It is a classic "Fear of Success".

It is wonderful that you posted this, as many will resonate and pick up on these corrections.


You can read more on Chinese Energetic Medicine from my teacher's website. Dr. Kam Yuen. Yuen Method: Full Spectrum Healing

youtube video on Dr. Yuen

[heat_georgia]

hi again.

ok....i feel like i'm taking over now with all my post....just kidding.

i'm struggling. i'm finding that the relationship i'm in is going up and down and i don't know what to do. i really do like this person but he is stressing, now i'm stressing, and trying to give to much advice. i guess its a pattern of mine to put too much energy into my relationships, and worry way too much about the other person. i'm starting to think that its ruining them all together.
i'm actually wondering now if i should call it quits, but that makes me feel really sad.

not sure what to do.

love-heather