Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Sunshine]

Hi Sallyjane



I stayed up really late last night so I would be at the utmost tiredness level!. I thought with that and the Paths sleep and some red wine andsome sleeping tablets I'd be off to the land of nod But no! And then my other neighbour had their outside light on until 2am!! It's like everything that drives me nuts is coming in spades to test me breaking out of old patterns!! Anyway, I just lay there and kept telling myself I wasn't going to give in! I said I deserve peace and quiet and darkness to sleep. It's not a lot to ask and I will have it! I absolutely refuse to accept anything less. I'm fed up of a life where everyone else comes first and gets what they want and I have to accept whatever *** is given out. No more! I then imagined unzipping my heart and sending love to the neighbours with the light. After about one hour it went off!!! I then kept sending love to the noise and the neighbours and asking them to come home so I could talk to them. I feel totally wiped out today! Anyway, despite craving an end to the vibration and noise I do feel a little more peaceful. I feel it will get resolved and I'm keeping myself from panicking about the viewer tomorrow.
I can see a pattern of everytime I try to do things for myself and improve them and heal, things go wrong. It's quite scary actually. I tried to do the two point thing but I don't really understand enough about it and there is definitely an underlying belief that says "nothing works". On a conscious level I tell myself of course it does and then come up with examples to prove it. But still, there is some tenacious belief of some sort that is hanging on.

Anyway, just wanted to say thank you so so much for sending love to me and my house and my neighbours. I really do appreciate the support. I will let you know WHEN they come home and it gets sorted!

[Raindancer]

You can also two point, "What would it be like to be in silence and peace right now?" or something along those lines...

Grace,

It was great to talk the other week or so ago. My studying is going well and I had a productive experience at the Society for Ethnomusicologists seminar last weekend.

Love and Light,
Raindancer

[zartgirl]

Sunshine!

Sunshine,
Keep doing what you are doing! I will sit down tonight and go into a deep two point and send a lot of love to you and I will fill your house with love for you. I am also learning to "travel" to where someone else is and talk to them... Well probably their higher self or sub concious, so it can tell their conscious mind to get home and turn off the noise before they have huge neighbor problems! Hehehe! You will still need to talk to them, but I will fill them and you with love before you get there.

I am already noticing a difference from when I started opening up my heart to more love. Last night I would come to slight consciousness just enough out of my sleep to feel the intensly high vibration in my entire being. It was simular to a number of years ago when I asked God to show me his love. That night I woke up and the whole room was filled with this awesome vibration of God. Last night it was in my whole being. Tonight I was walking downtown after work (on hollowen night) and generally I feel invisible, but tonight I was not. Several men addressed me. A co-worker today gave me a hug! Hmmmm.... This is so totally cool as I have been invisible for sooooo long, that to be seen again is awesome! I am going to keep opening up to love everyday.

Sunshine, I am now off to send you and your neighbor some LOVE! I will fill your house with love also.

Blessings Sallyjane

[Sunshine]

Hi

This is really to ask Sallyjane for help - or anyone that can assist. Wasn't sure where to post it but I know Sallyjane visits here. I read about what you did with your neighbour and his dogs.

The problem I need help with is that there is this REALLY AWFUL noise and vibration coming from next door. It's so bad that I can hear it upstairs and downstairs and there's nowhere to go to escape!!! I didn't sleep at all last night it was so bad. And I'd taken sleeping tablets!!!! Anyway I have seen that it is a huge dehumidifier they have got in their kitchen. I've been having noise problems generally with them and know I need to speak with them. The problem is they have gone away!!!!! And left the noise on!!! I really need them to come home so I can ask them to turn it off at night and also I have actually got a viewer coming on Sunday - only about 30 hours away! I've not had anyone want to look at my house for 3 months and this one has nothing to sell!!! I really don't want to put them off by this dreadful noise. There's no way I can disguise it by music or the tv. It's too loud!!! And I need to sleep!!

I have been sending love to the house and the neighbours and been picturing love on the wall and going through to them and asking them in my head to come home so I can talk to them. But I'd really appreciate a hand with this. I'm doing what I can. I've plucked up the courage to speak to them and I'm trying to focus my energy on it being quiet but I could really do with some assistance. If I didn't have the viewer coming Sunday and if I wasn't so desperate for sleep I'd just crack on by myself and work on it because I don't really like to ask for help on this.

So I hope people don't mind me posting this and asking.
Thanks

[Doug]

Hi
I'm just worried about myself. Im having a really hard time lately,trying not to get emotional. i feel like i just wanna stay in my room and cry all the time. i really got swept of my feet with this romance. i know it was for something because he and i both felt it.and he still says it, but he thinks we will cause each other too much sorrow. its just that i've had some situations in this relationship where past issues and insecurities were coming up for me so hard, and i guess he's been through that with someone before....and due to the fact that he's a workaholic, and that he recently lost a lot of money made him really anxious. i think he started to see me as a distraction, especially since i was being insecure.
i'm just having these feelings like i wish i could start all over and do things differently. i feel like my life won't be the same now. i guess i've just always dreamed of having someone that i can grow old with....maybe it makes me desperate, and pushes the other away.
i know i need corrections, but i don't even know what to ask you to correct at this point.
i'm just so bummed.
-heather

Heather!!!
I just wanted to jump in here give you a hand...
A couple of things...
I know you're feelin' sad and that's natural - run with it till you're bored with it. I would highly recommend reading the "Living in Love" book that Sally Jane has the link to here. Corrections would help but there is some things you can do, like reading that publication for free. Today you may not be up for reading because of how you are feeling. Give yourself a chance, you can work on you while enjoying a good story -- it did wonders for me. I had a relationship fizzle too

Dreaming of someone to grow old with is fine -- that's great!
The Magic is with you and there's plenty of time for you to grow and learn more about ya. Remember -- "It's not your fault, it's your responsibility"...
I'm saying you could be surprised with what happens. With past present and future happening at once, your past stuff came to attention in the present and the same with him.

It's up to you on doing that homework (reading) That way, the test & grade will go much better. You may get your study partner back or someone even better for you, someone without the workaholic tendencies.

Ah, again... check out that book. get my drift?

I wish you the best

Doug

[zartgirl]

Hey everyone...

OMG! I just finished the most amazing little book that I have to share with you all!!!!! Actually up above Pamela mentioned it, which is why I read the book in the first place! I am just soooo excited about this book... It is about opening up to love within yourself and then be able to send it to people, places, and things. So I come here and started to read some of your posts, and keep thinking this is just soooo powerful! Once you open yourself to love then you can start sending it to other people (I can not wait to start effectively sending my neighbor and his dogs love). You can fill your business with love... which will attract more customers. You can fill your house with love which will attract buyers and at the price you want to sell the house for. Basically, it just puts the emotion of love into what we are trying to create. So if it is health then you put love into the area you want to heal.

If you are looking for that special person, first you open yourself to love, and that will heal your own insecurities and attract the right people to you! For me I am excited about attracting friends!

Anyways, it is soooo important to to put a possitive emotion into what we want to manifest, because the other powerful emotion that really manifests things and fast is fear! You will get what you put emotion into. Grace taught me so well way back when to appreciate and love where I am at, and now I finally see how I have changed so much in this last year! Thank you Grace I will be sending you lots of love!


Anyways I jsut wanted to share this with you... Here is the link Books on Love by Klaus Joehle. Free download. And the best part is that the books are free. I have only read the first one, but look forward to reading the rest!

Hugs and LOVE Sallyjane

[Bobi]

Me too!

Count me in on "moving" corrections! Should we sell? Should we move? Where to move?...Should we stay? Should we build on-site? , etc., etc.

I'm in the throes of a deadline so can't post about it now but would like to connect to the corrections going on.

Thanks!
Bobi

[Sunshine]

Reading through the last few posts, especially Sallyjane's, I thought I should just add on as I am experiencing similar to do with moving. I have felt that I wanted to move area and my house has been on the market since the summer. I had just two viewings at the beginning and then nothing. I was really fed up because I felt desperate to move. Eventually I gave up trying to force things and had decided that it would wait until the spring. The housing market here is not in a good state. Prices have dropped rapidly and people are really struggling to sell and winter isn't the best time to sell. So I'd relaxed and was fine about it. And my noisy neighbours have been away for 3weeks now which has been absolute bliss!!!! Anyway I got a call from the estate agent to say I had a viewer today with nothing to sell!!! This made me feel really excited. I spent ages getting the house ready and welcoming and then just 10 minutes before she was due to arrive I got a call to say she'd cancelled. No reason. I felt so deflated and disappointed. My energy completely dropped. But the reason I'm telling you this is because I too have mixed feelings about the move. I feel deep down it's the right move for me and picture it daily and feel excited but I'm scared in case I've got it wrong and it's not!! And where I'm moving to is 8 hours away and I don't know anyone there and have nowhere to move to when I get there! And I'm worried about my cat. So I know there are a lot of fears and obviously conflicting emotions.

I know that any corrections that are done for one person will help others and I don't know if it makes any difference when people are going through similar things? So if you could please include me, Grace, when you work on the others I'd appreciate it.

And Sallyjane, I will be thinking of you and picturing everything resolved and you too, Ayurved.


And Grace, I will keep you posted as promised about the other stuff you have been working on for me. I am busy noticing changes.

[Ayurved]

Hi Grace!
I'm coming to a real crossroads...and needing some clearing bad! I have been going through so many changes....I think I have take what's coming-itis...!
Seriously, I'm not embracing my power either, and at this point I don't know what I should be turning my energy towards. My biggest concern is my house/building. just when i am adjusted to having to sell it, something comes in with the possibility tht I may not have to. Grace, do you 'see' anything about that? Could you help me with a clearing fear about bumbling up the works if I try to push things too hard? I think somewhere is a fear of wanting things to go 'too' well for me!!! (then comes the 'fall'!) This past weekend, I had a tremendous validation about myself, my talents and the things I dream of doing....I got initiated into a previously family only lineage by someone I respect so much! and I think I'm ready to believe in myself the way my teacher does. But my house thing has been dragging on, because I think I can't make up my mind to be powerful enough to bring it to a happy conclusion!!!!!
I need to get some 'ease' in my life!!!!

The modules I'm on now are: SL 3, deserve, vision, mindset $, biz success & creativty, shed lbs, ultimate body, antioxident....and your glorious associates platinum.

Thanks so much Grace for all you do!!!!! and everyone else here who is sharing energy, love and concern for each other!!!

IN MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE!
Nancy

[zartgirl]

Grace

Dear Grace! Yes that whole fear of the move surprised me, but then when you mentioned the fear of power... It kind of surprised me, but at the same time it totally resonated with me!

I knew that you knew that I was getting my answers as I felt like I was talking with you as I was typing both posts... telepathically! There was a strong connection there! So awesome to experience! Anyways, I am also always working on clearing things for myself...

My daughter needs some corrections made her... She and her Dad have some issues between them... Basically, he is terrified of loosing her, and is driving her away! He is manifesting exactly what he fears... Izzi does not mind spending time with her dad, but likes to come home and not spend the night there. It has to do with a cat at the house that she is allergic too, and not having everything she needs as a teenage girl to get ready in the morning... Tonight I packed her a small bottle of natural shampoo for her to shower with tomorrow morning, but still she will not have makeup, and then she doesn't like to haul clothes back and forth. If she talks to her dad about this then he will bring her home, but then he gets all like "did I do something wrong?" Takes her out to a bunch of fancy dinners trying to drag out of her why she is mad at him... So she feels she has to go and stay at his house, but gets very angry when she has too. She feels she can not talk to him, and that she just has to stuff her feelings or offend her dad...

Now somewhere in here is the real story that underlies it... As I was typing I honed in on feelings of guilt, but not Izzi's Guilt but her Dad's guilt??? Anyways she needs some help with this!

Thank you Sallyjane

[Doug]

Heyyy Grace

Grace!
Hey there, I was wondering with the recent closure of the place where I worked the other day, what would be the bestest mods to be on?? I could get into similar telephone cust. service jobs at AT&T, EMBARQ, or Citi, etc. that would pay the bills till that killer job or business to get into originates.
I miss those long bike rides - commutes to the Spa Co. already!! He he

Thanks,
Doug

[heat_georgia]

hi grace.

Hi Grace!
Thanks for all your kind words.
I'm just worried about myself. I'm having a really hard time lately,trying not to get emotional. i feel like i just wanna stay in my room and cry all the time. i really got swept of my feet with this romance. i know it was for something because he and i both felt it.and he still says it, but he thinks we will cause each other too much sorrow. its just that i've had some situations in this relationship where past issues and insecurities were coming up for me so hard, and i guess he's been through that with someone before....and due to the fact that he's a workaholic, and that he recently lost alot of money made him really anxious. i think he started to see me as a distraction, especially since i was being insecure.
i'm just having these feelings like i wish i could start all over and do things differently. i feel like my life won't be the same now. i guess i've just always dreamed of having someone that i can grow old with....maybe it makes me desperate, and pushes the other away.
i know i need corrections, but i don't even know what to ask you to correct at this point.
i'm just so bummed.
-heather

[Grace]

Brava Sallyjane!!!

Man you do quick work! I got my answer! LOL! I posted the question above and (felt driven) to go to imediately go to my paths website and started looking at the list of modules. I immediately spotted the increased energy and motivation, and started reading about it... Then I tested and it came up as very strong for me right now. My intuition is very strong with this module right now.

I also tested the quitting my job and that is a NO! for right now! I am feeling like this has to do more with me changing something inside me so that I am getting done what I need to get done before I quit my job. There is something I need to work on inside of me before I can quit... Although I feel that the resignation will only be put off a short time, as soon I will be too busy to keep working there... Besides I also feel my move coming up much sooner than I believe is possible (I think that is freaking me out a little bit ). That may be what I am working on the most right now is that maybe my move is scaring me ! Wow! That was a big realization and hit close to my heart... The new place in Calif will cost me more a month, and although I know I am manifesting plenty for it... somehow it is scarying me! We will have to work on that together, and of course that is probably the outer appearance that I am seeing and you will probably find the real issue that I am dealing with. In the meantime I am going to have to spend some time processing what I see, so I can move on through this. I do test as being at the begining of busting loose of all this stuff... I am sooooo close it is not even funny and the real issue is probably my ego giving the last little bit of a fight as it is loosing this battle of control!

Hmmmm! Wow! I feel so much better talking this out with you, on an energetic level. I know we just had a deep conversation right now as I was typing... I was thinking of calling you, but I didn't need to, because you are right here with me... We are one! I know you felt that hug too!

Love you Sallyjane

Fabulous Sallyjane!

Yes Yes Yes, When I read your post, the thought that came in immediately is that Sallyjane already knows the answer! So the next question was, "Does she need confirmation" and the answer went weak (which means no) when I muscle tested. So I knew that I could wait to reply to your questions. So I simply made the corrections for the issues that came up concerning your stomach etc.

You are also correct in that the stomach issues were all emotional, and due to the fear of moving to California. The most amazing issue I discovered with you, and one that ties into the emotional issues manifesting as an upset stomach, is Fear of your power!

Now I would never have logically come to this conclusion for you. You have had a great year of self realization. You KNOW how powerful you are, yet there you have it! Muscle testing by passes the ego/mind and only tests strong for the Truth. What was even more wonderful is that of course I resonated with this, and is why I only took a bronze medal in sparring when I should have had gold in this too. I resonated, but my issue was more Fear of Success.

I cleared my issue this past Sunday, and I have gotten strength with clearing yours (Fear of becoming too powerful). Of course you make working on you very easy since you are so Powerful and have so much faith in yourself.

You are also correct in that your move is coming up sooner than you imagined, and in switching to Increased Energy and Motivation instead of Prospecting. YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!

[zartgirl]

Grace...

Man you do quick work! I got my answer! LOL! I posted the question above and (felt driven) to go to imediately go to my paths website and started looking at the list of modules. I immediately spotted the increased energy and motivation, and started reading about it... Then I tested and it came up as very strong for me right now. My intuition is very strong with this module right now.

I also tested the quitting my job and that is a NO! for right now! I am feeling like this has to do more with me changing something inside me so that I am getting done what I need to get done before I quit my job. There is something I need to work on inside of me before I can quit... Although I feel that the resignation will only be put off a short time, as soon I will be too busy to keep working there... Besides I also feel my move coming up much sooner than I believe is possible (I think that is freaking me out a little bit ). That may be what I am working on the most right now is that maybe my move is scaring me ! Wow! That was a big realization and hit close to my heart... The new place in Calif will cost me more a month, and although I know I am manifesting plenty for it... somehow it is scarying me! We will have to work on that together, and of course that is probably the outer appearance that I am seeing and you will probably find the real issue that I am dealing with. In the meantime I am going to have to spend some time processing what I see, so I can move on through this. I do test as being at the begining of busting loose of all this stuff... I am sooooo close it is not even funny and the real issue is probably my ego giving the last little bit of a fight as it is loosing this battle of control!

Hmmmm! Wow! I feel so much better talking this out with you, on an energetic level. I know we just had a deep conversation right now as I was typing... I was thinking of calling you, but I didn't need to, because you are right here with me... We are one! I know you felt that hug too!

Love you Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Grace

Grace can you test some things for me...

First of all I am working at a major retail store in the cash office. That has been good as it has gotten me back on track with my finances, but I think it is interferring with my real financial abundance, and I am wondering if I need to now step out on faith and quit that job and just focus on my web stuff. I am working more and more hours every week, and instead of working weekends when I am not doing my other thing I am off, and this week I work everyday. I am not good at getting up before work to make phone calls and do this work...

The web thing is what will help me move to California, and I am just not seeing when my hours will cut back? Next week will be really bad for me accomplishing anything on my own because I will be working from 10am to closing!

The other thing I am wondering about is my modules:
I am currently on

• Prospecting (which I think I need, but tests that I don't need anymore???)
• Trauma Relief
• Mindset for money
• Self Esteem
• Organization
• Ult. Body

I feel like I am supposed to change one of these and when I tested last night it said the Prospecting one???? That is the one that I feel I really need... although I don't in the physical see any of them that I should change, but my intuition is saying to change one out... If I did what would I change it out for???

Another issue I need help with is my stomach is so upset all the time, I am tired and sleep too much or at least I dont get up early like I should to get done what I need to do! I know this is all emotional, and I don't know what it is about but it seems to be really interferring with my getting done what I need to get done! Not only is this slowing down my move, but it is slowing down me getting to the point where I can start to market my artwork! This morning I woke up with such an upset stomach that I did not even get to functioning till almost 9:30am! This is not good, as I have too much to do! I want to start getting up at 7am and getting my shower and being on the phone by 8:30am! Maybe the new module is supposed to help me with these issue instead and my problem is not to do with prospecting???? I have no idea... But something here has to give!

Thanks for your help... I will also try to figure some of this out myself with my pendulum, but I really would like you to test it with me!

Thanks and HUGS Sallyjane