Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Bobi]

Grace: Thank you for the "karate chop" motion and aligning proceedure you mentioned. (I couldn't find it again to reference directly) I've been muscle testing for years, though use a different method than I've heard others mention. (I place the tip of my middle finger over the nail base/first knuckle area of my index finger and apply downward pressure. Left hand. I'm right handed)

The first tries with the karate chop motion all came out positve/postive regardless how my feet were positioned. Hmmm. And then suddenly it "corrected" itself. Positive=pigeon toed, Negative=ballet feet. (hope I'm remembering that correctly) Often now I test opposite that and correct after a single "chop".

I've not applied any true testing of how effective my testing is though am very grateful for this tool. Thank you.

Jan: the paint you use sure transforms the look of the wood - or so it appears from the picture! It looks almost as if it were poured into a mold.

Also - on a seperate topic... best wishes on finding your path through the MD question and frustration. It sounds as though exhaustion is adding to your stress. It's a challenge to feel positive and focused when you barely have time to catch your breath. I hope you can find quiet, peace and a restful center both in body and mind soon.

About finding that positive feeling when it feels illusive... for me...sometimes, even though my life is/was filled with blessings, I would have a hard time feeling gratitude. I just couldn't muster it when overwhelmed by sadness or at some low point. At those times I would take it down to basics. "I am so grateful I have lungs that draw full breath which nourishes my body." It might seem a simple thing but for some people it is a luxury they don't have. Wow... Next might be "I am so grateful for strong legs that take me whereever I want to go." Again, not a given for some. With these the "funk" would begin to lessen as I became truly grateful for such wonderous gifts and from there I could fall asleep quietly or rev it up a notch or two with more gratitudes.

I hope it might help you as well.

Bobi

[marnyka]

Clearing Myself

I thought this would be the best place to put this since it was Grace who got me interested in CEM in the first place and has helped me and Chase out over the past month or so.

Last week I had a session with a woman named Cheryl Anderson who uses a combination of Matrix Energetics and CEM in her sessions. I had her for an hour and wanted her to work on me and my husband's experience when I was pregnant. I was a mess the whole time I was sick the whole time, got gestational diabetes, we were moving )....we both were miserable. In turn it manifested into not wanting another kid out of FEAR of what would happen, being afraid to even be intimate...blah blah blah. Then I had some individual things between us......

Before the session started, she gave me some things.
1. She gave me and my husband a 'NEUTRAL' button. This button gives you the opportunity to be neutral to EVERYTHING. So you can truly choose how you want to react.

She also taught me how to 'CORRECT' or 'CLEAR' my emotional attachments that are not benenficial. She had me think about something between me and my husband that I didn't care for (nothing huge). Recognize where it shows up. Mine showed up in my stomach. She said bring it to the middle and say 'Correct it' or 'Remove it'. Keep saying it until it's gone. She taught me this in leiu of 'muscle testing'.

2. She set all three of us up with the ability to DETOX, ADD NUTRIENTS, and BALANCE our bodies. She said starting in between your collar bones down into your pelvic area, you can get your body 'right'. 1 - is for detox and make the motion from the collar bone down to your pelvic area. 2 - Add the nutrients for your body (same motion) 3 - balance out your body (same motion) She said to do it as many times as you need. I use this alot, especially when I have stuffed myself. It really gets things moving

Then we did our session. I felt some things being removed. It was a very great session.

ANYWAY - I decided to take the correcting and removing to the next level. I have read the book 'The 7 healing Chakras' and use to do the meditations to clear my chakras. Every chakra is attached to an age. I used that premise and decided to go through every age 1-34. I say the following: "1 year old self, you are safe. There are no regrets, grief, fear, or collective concious thoughts associated with them." I wait to see what comes up. When I get the 'feelings'. I say "correct and remove them". I say it over and over again. It moves up my body and out my head. Sometimes I have to yell it, sometimes I have to pull it our push it out. Some of the harder things seem to get stuck on my face or in my throat. That's when I start doing the Ho'oponono saying. - I love you, I'm sorry for having this thought or belief, please forgive me and remove it, thank you. Then after it leaves, I tell myself that I am loved unconditionally and wait for that feeling. If I don't get it, I know there is more to get out.

The other day something interesting happened. I have been telling myself that I need to start quieting my mind when Chase goes to bed at night. I find a gazillion reasons not to. I finally 'recognized' what I was doing and said to remove it. ALL OF THIS STUFF STARTED COMING OFF OF ME . It was all tied to knowing there is more than what it appears. I kept saying(yelling) 'REMOVE IT' and my body started leaning forward and my body started lifting upwards. I actually thought I was going to float. I have never felt like that before. I got scared because I thought I weighed too much and it stopped. (Still working on that one).

Now, things just come off of me out of the blue. They truly feel like weights being lifted. There are those ages and situations that have some strong deep rooted things that I am still working on, but it is amazing. I hope I wasn't too long winded.

I say all that to say, we all can remove and clear ourselves. I thought the only way to learn was to ask someone to do it or go to seminars to learn. I still want to go to seminars but I can help myself too.

[Grace]

For Lama!

God am i missing on a lot here ...

Grace is such a wonderful amazing soul ... everytime i pop in here i cant stop praising her among me myself and i ... i sooo much appreciate what you are doing to help people ..

why am i getting overwhelmed with life's happenings .. i want to spend more time reading and participating on our lovely forum ... i will make it a point to do so this place really feels like home .. its the website i keep open all the time whenever i am on my pc or laptop .. Love you guys so much

Dear Gracie can u include me in your amazing correction work with all the unbelievable things im reading here it makes me sooooooo wanna feel you CEM me ... is it that you set a time for every person or do u do it when they dont have to be alerted while you're doing it ? ...

i wanna be getting the most of my 32 paths modules (8 theatres) + my Recently Started Platinum Package ....

and if it is possible, i wanna get rid of any blocking thoughts/suppressed emotions ..etc that could be delaying me meeting my perfect match in life and getting married to him

Love & Gratitude

Hi Lama!

We are most definitely going to speak soon. I will check my Private Messages soon, but I still need to understand our time difference and also if you are on Skype?

I have most definitely included you on all these fabulous corrections! I spend time on all the individual posters, and in Group corrections for all the Viewers!
When we are on the call together we will have even more fun talking about these "issues" . It is always wonderful how I resonate with every one I work on!!

Thank you for your lovely posts, and I will talk with you soon!!

[Grace]

For Jan!

Dear Grace,

I am considering to quit with Medical School. The last two weeks I got more and more tensed and stressed and feeling insecure which makes me more unhappy then I already was. I feel sick of my insecurity. I feel as insecure as I was in Nursery School for 20 years ago and in this period I was often very insecure which made me so tensed that I could not think clearly anymore or did the wrong things or was not able to learn or showing progress. Also I was very unhappy at that time but with will power I succeeded to become a RN. But now I am not able to study anymore and it is if the most I learned I forgot and everytime some MD ask me a question I am afraid to give him the wrong answer (and ofcourse I gave him often the wrong answer). There is so much resistance in me to study or to learn.
If I decide to quit I do not know what to do then. I do not want to be a full time nurse again. There are no many options I see as possible or which I like. When I quit I feel it as if I failed again and can not make some dreams come true. I also wonder why I got here in the first place.
I need some help You probably understand and I hope You can help me through this difficult time again in my life.

Two samples of my artwork are attached in bmp format. I hope that will do.

Jan

Hi Jan!

There have been many "layers" that I have removed using CEM (your willingness has helped tremendously), and there are many reasons (issues) that you have experienced such trauma.

I skyped you immediately and told you that I "test" strong that you need to continue with your medical training! One of the "issues" was a reverse perception. Meaning what you thought was good for you, was not, and what you thought was bad for you was not. Therefore, you thought and made decisions that created exhaustion. Also, this reverse perception added to your inability to give correct answers to the Doctors AND more importantly to yourself. Which then in turn created a lack of trust in yourself and much fear.

So be kind to yourself, and give yourself a pat on the back, and a BIG CONGRATULATIONS for hanging in there and persevering!!

Your life IS becoming more effortless, it is just difficult to see this while you are in the middle of it all! But I promise that you WILL SEE IT and feel Great!!

Start focusing on what is Right, and stay away of focusing on what is wrong (or you will manifest more of what you don't desire). This takes practice as it is very easy to fall into noticing all the "bad" stuff. Remember that the "bad" stuff is an illusion, ALL IS GOOD!!

I am in the process of finishing a Paper I am writing for My Energetic Science Ministries Course. I will be writing more about this in my paper, so when I am done please read it, I know that you will understand clearly what I mean, and will be able to manifest more quickly what you do desire.

Recognize that you are an inspiration to us, and therefore YOU ARE INSPIRATIONAL!! This is but one of your many wonderful aspects!! Focus on these things. I will continue to make corrections for you until you no longer need to ask me to.

[Grace]

Hi Sherry!!

Hi Grace!!! You are so wonderful, I wanted to let you know that.. I'm on now... I'm so excitied, I can't wait to learn more about Chinese Energetic Medicine...
With love, Sherry

Hi Sherry!! MY ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS KARATE SISTER!!


Sherry, I am so happy and grateful you have joined me on this Forum!! I am delighted that you will be learning CEM!!

You were AWESOME Friday night during Keith, Ryan's and YOUR black belt tests!! The kids were Great. Bill and Emil were fantastic too! But, I have to admit than when I see a confident, powerful woman like you test for her Shodan (1st degree black belt) I feel incredibly Proud!! YOU WERE AWESOME!!

I hope you read this soon, as I know how busy you are and now we are in the middle of the Holidays!! Thank you for posting and here is another for YOU!!

[Grace]

For Bobi!

Grace - Thank you for the module tests. They all sound and feel good to me! I've sent my request for changes and look forward to viewing. I've had a resistance to watching for about two months and feel ready to leap in with all fours again.

I think Public Speaking is considered the #1 fear or certainly in the top 3. I joined Toastmaster's for a couple years to face some of those same issues. What a powerful and joyful experience.

Could you also check thyroid for me - or hormones? I've been dragging tired for a week (or two? -I forget) and then whimpy-whiney all yesterday. About 9pm I felt a shift -the malaise was gone. I've had similar experiences in my life and am quite certain the shift was the moment of ovulation or some completion in the process. The difference of the last week and today is astounding. I'm a powerhouse again! I so want to stay in powerhouse mode and put the draggy/whinies behind me. A lifetime of easy menses has become somewhat challenging with pre-menopause.

Thank you for this opportunity to not only receive your help and, just as importantly, also helping many of us clear a lifetime of training not to ask for such things by allowing 'helping others in the process' to light the way.

joy in all things,
bobi

Hi Bobi!

Toastmaster's is a wonderful group to join!! I was once a part of toastmasters too in the Tampa Area here in Florida.

I test your thyroid and Hormones to be physically fine, It is your Mental Body that is manifesting this dis-ease. I will do more corrections for this issue for you. Please keep me posted.

[Grace]

Hi Marnyka!

Grace,
I'm on the Platinum Package, do you mind testing me to see what would be beneficial for me at this time?

Hi Marnyka!

I need to know what you are desiring to create with your Platinum Package to test and assist you with this. Private message me your email address. I am in the process of testing and helping another couple with their Platinum Package too.

I will be happy to also show you my Platinum Package and let you know my desires as well. It probably would be a good idea to skype talk. It will take me longer if I have to type it all up. Most likely with the holidays I would not get to this until after January. If we skyped talked it would happen sooner.

I plan to set up an appointment soon with Three others who have Private messaged me before you, but I am happy to talk with you soon after. Private Message me Marnyka and let me know

I worked on Chase, but his emotional body is still not testing as strong as I would like, so keep me posted and let me know how he is doing!

[Grace]

For Sallyjane!

Grace,
I have been working on myself and others for the last week or so... but I would love it if you would help me to clear any issues I am having pertaining to getting a job, and an apartment. I really want and need to get out of the shelter by the 15th of December, and I need to get a job for at least long enough to live till I can get my posters going and whatever else is out there for me with the abundance! I guess today I am really fighting with myself! Belief seems to be a big issue and it seems to stem around my getting the or any phone call that I have gotten a job! I need to get rid of these issues, because I am blocking myself. I have been working on clearing these issues on my own, but I could use a little help! Thank you!

Blessings and a Big HUG Sallyjane zartgirl

I AM ON IT!!

[Grace]

For Sallyjane!

Wow!!! After posting five minutes ago, I walked down to the office at the shelter, and picked up my mail... in my mail was a letter from the housing authority, and I got my group interview!!!! Yeahhhh!!! This is sooo exciting, they are going to get me into a 3 bedroom house or apt. where the kids and I can live!!!! This is just a huge breakthrough for me! Now all I need is an income! I did some clearing on that, and it was interesting, cause I asked it if I personally had any blockages and it said no, so I asked it if there were any blockages from someone else... i.e. Keith... It tested very strong, so I immediately cleared that too. I believe I will have an income very soon!!!!

Blessings and hugs Sallyjane zartgirl

YOUR INCOME HAS ALREADY BEEN CREATED FOR YOU!! You are amazing and you know this to be true!! I will keep making corrections for you as you will too! The more layers removed the easier and more effortless it becomes to manifest your desires!!

[Grace]

Hi Viviana!

Hello everybody!

So I decided to post this here as some of you might identify with this and thus will get the benefit of Grace's corrections as well!!
Ok Grace, here goes:

In the past couple of weeks (more or less) I have been experiencing hunger between 4-5 a.m. I drink water and do my best to get back to sleep but it keeps "insisting" and I find myself getting up to eat something. Well, that starts off my metabolism and then I'm hungry again 2-2.5 hours later and so on for the rest of the day!

I surely do NOT want to gain back any of the 40 lbs I have lost thus far this year from all the food I'm eating. And of course I value my sleep! I need to sleep through the night and not be awakened by the "munchies monster."

This morning I thought it might be my "Positive Attitude and Vitality" module, maybe too much vitality there!

Could you please correct this issue(s) for me? I have been doing my best to do CEM on this for myself but neutrality is not quite 100%.

very very much!!!



~Viviana -

Hi Viviana,

I have been working on you, even though I am slow to post during these Holidays! Tomorrow we are having another Chinese Energetic Medicine Conference Call 4pm eastern. I will do more individually for you then too. I plan to work on everyone on the call since with the holidays there won't be many of us on.
Thank you for your post!! It is always wonderful to see your beautiful pic!

[Grace]

Hi Jan!

Dear Zartgirl,

I love Your support! I read some books about being in the NOW and used some breathing techniques. Which books and breathing techniques would You recommend me?
I used in the past a lot of affirmation techniques and read many books about this subject. But the different view of many authors and specialist about this technique is very confusing. Many say that You can say many positive statements during a day but when Your subconscious belief is otherwise it will reject Your conscious intentions. Some say when there is a conflict between the conscious and subconscious mind the use of affirmation will make it only worse. I like the way to thank everything You like to receive or want to manifest. Although when I am depressed or frustrated it is often difficult to be grateful for my situation.
Whats the most frustrating me is that I have used many techniques in the last 15 years but not with obvious positive results which created in me a kind of state that I need first to see or feel the difference otherwise I cannot believe it. Also it is difficult to see a life of fulfillment, happiness, success and love when You only had the experience that life is a struggle with many disappointments and sometimes after a lot of effort a positive outcome.
But I love the stories You told me that You are now creating Your life as You want it to be that gives me the strength to continue and give me the hope that is is possible!
With love from Holland,
Jan

Hi Jan,

SallyJane has given you and Viviana Fabulous Advice! You will find as you remove more layers of issues, which is the same as creating more light within you, that It will become easier and easier to focus on what is right with you, and YOU WILL THEN FEEL GRATITUDE effortlessly!

I have become aware of the fact that most people do not consciously breath as they ought to, and that conscious breathing is part of the manifestation process (having your prayers answered). I will be writing about this in my ESM paper too. So next week keep an eye out for it.

[Grace]

Thank You Bobi!

Grace: Thank you for the "karate chop" motion and aligning proceedure you mentioned. (I couldn't find it again to reference directly) I've been muscle testing for years, though use a different method than I've heard others mention. (I place the tip of my middle finger over the nail base/first knuckle area of my index finger and apply downward pressure. Left hand. I'm right handed)

The first tries with the karate chop motion all came out positve/postive regardless how my feet were positioned. Hmmm. And then suddenly it "corrected" itself. Positive=pigeon toed, Negative=ballet feet. (hope I'm remembering that correctly) Often now I test opposite that and correct after a single "chop".

I've not applied any true testing of how effective my testing is though am very grateful for this tool. Thank you.

Jan: the paint you use sure transforms the look of the wood - or so it appears from the picture! It looks almost as if it were poured into a mold.

Also - on a seperate topic... best wishes on finding your path through the MD question and frustration. It sounds as though exhaustion is adding to your stress. It's a challenge to feel positive and focused when you barely have time to catch your breath. I hope you can find quiet, peace and a restful center both in body and mind soon.

About finding that positive feeling when it feels illusive... for me...sometimes, even though my life is/was filled with blessings, I would have a hard time feeling gratitude. I just couldn't muster it when overwhelmed by sadness or at some low point. At those times I would take it down to basics. "I am so grateful I have lungs that draw full breath which nourishes my body." It might seem a simple thing but for some people it is a luxury they don't have. Wow... Next might be "I am so grateful for strong legs that take me whereever I want to go." Again, not a given for some. With these the "funk" would begin to lessen as I became truly grateful for such wonderous gifts and from there I could fall asleep quietly or rev it up a notch or two with more gratitudes.

I hope it might help you as well.

Bobi

ALSO BEAUTIFUL ADVICE!!!!

[Grace]

Absolutely Fabulous Marnyka!!

I thought this would be the best place to put this since it was Grace, who got me interested in CEM in the first place and has helped me and Chase out over the past month or so.

Last week I had a session with a woman named Cheryl Anderson who uses a combination of Matrix Energetics and CEM in her sessions. I had her for an hour and wanted her to work on me and my husband's experience when I was pregnant. I was a mess the whole time I was sick the whole time, got gestational diabetes, we were moving ....we both were miserable. In turn it manifested into not wanting another kid out of FEAR of what would happen, being afraid to even be intimate...blah blah blah. Then I had some individual things between us......

Before the session started, she gave me some things.
1. She gave me and my husband a 'NEUTRAL' button. This button gives you the opportunity to be neutral to EVERYTHING. So you can truly choose how you want to react.

She also taught me how to 'CORRECT' or 'CLEAR' my emotional attachments that are not benenficial. She had me think about something between me and my husband that I didn't care for (nothing huge). Recognize where it shows up. Mine showed up in my stomach. She said bring it to the middle and say 'Correct it' or 'Remove it'. Keep saying it until it's gone. She taught me this in leiu of 'muscle testing'.

2. She set all three of us up with the ability to DETOX, ADD NUTRIENTS, and BALANCE our bodies. She said starting in between your collar bones down into your pelvic area, you can get your body 'right'. 1 - is for detox and make the motion from the collar bone down to your pelvic area. 2 - Add the nutrients for your body (same motion) 3 - balance out your body (same motion) She said to do it as many times as you need. I use this alot, especially when I have stuffed myself. It really gets things moving

Then we did our session. I felt some things being removed. It was a very great session.

ANYWAY - I decided to take the correcting and removing to the next level. I have read the book 'The 7 healing Chakras' and use to do the meditations to clear my chakras. Every chakra is attached to an age. I used that premise and decided to go through every age 1-34. I say the following: "1 year old self, you are safe. There are no regrets, grief, fear, or collective concious thoughts associated with them." I wait to see what comes up. When I get the 'feelings'. I say "correct and remove them". I say it over and over again. It moves up my body and out my head. Sometimes I have to yell it, sometimes I have to pull it our push it out. Some of the harder things seem to get stuck on my face or in my throat. That's when I start doing the Ho'oponono saying. - I love you, I'm sorry for having this thought or belief, please forgive me and remove it, thank you. Then after it leaves, I tell myself that I am loved unconditionally and wait for that feeling. If I don't get it, I know there is more to get out.

The other day something interesting happened. I have been telling myself that I need to start quieting my mind when Chase goes to bed at night. I find a gazillion reasons not to. I finally 'recognized' what I was doing and said to remove it. ALL OF THIS STUFF STARTED COMING OFF OF ME . It was all tied to knowing there is more than what it appears. I kept saying(yelling) 'REMOVE IT' and my body started leaning forward and my body started lifting upwards. I actually thought I was going to float. I have never felt like that before. I got scared because I thought I weighed too much and it stopped. (Still working on that one).

Now, things just come off of me out of the blue. They truly feel like weights being lifted. There are those ages and situations that have some strong deep rooted things that I am still working on, but it is amazing. I hope I wasn't too long winded.

I say all that to say, we all can remove and clear ourselves. I thought the only way to learn was to ask someone to do it or go to seminars to learn. I still want to go to seminars but I can help myself too.

Marnyka,

YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT AND POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE!! You are creating your remembrance of your Perfection with every single thing you do for yourself and/or for another!! When you ask for help you are creating your Wholeness. When you make your own corrections you are creating Harmony for yourself and for others! You create all of it!

One of my favorite quotes is from The Master Key Systems by Haanel. Here it is with my pleasure to share it with all of you yet again.

I AM WHOLE, PERFECT, STRONG, POWERFUL, LOVING, HAPPY AND HARMONIOUS!! This is the absolute TRUTH of who you are, and what you Marnyka are speaking of!

What Wonderful work you are doing for yourself and others!! I am very happy and grateful you are posting here on this Forum!!

[zartgirl]

Awesomeness!!! Hehee

Okay just a quick update on my manifestation of a home! This morning I went to the first HUD group interview and it was for public housing... I and a few other ladies are at the very top of the list because of DV and temp housing... Monday I go to my second group interview and that one is for a voucher so I can go rent non public housing! People are telling me I could have a place by Monday night! The funny thing is that I got the letter for Monday meeting that another lady who lives on the other side did not get! I tell you, I am powerful!

I am realizing just how awesome I am... If I had gotten the income first... Then I would have had to qualify for housing with credit (My X has worked hard to destroy that for me). Once I am in housing I am already starting to manifest great credit ratings... cause I am creating this all! My job will come once the kids and are in housing! Then I will be ready to manifest my art business just the way I want it!!!

Well got to go... Blessings Sj zartgirl

[Adrienne]

another sleepless night

Hello....

Well i have had some very shocking news... From myself to myself...
I have been experiencing some anxiety and fear around moneyand finances... and they seemed to pop out of the blue.... not for any logical reason... and i was doing some feeling work(BL)... And OMG...these deep rooted things around being terrified that I would go to hell if i have money, cuz money is bad and money is evil and the people who have are evil and bad then... and you all know the BS that goes with that too... that bad and evil people go to hell...
My mother grew up in poverty in hungry during the war in the late 50's and she came here to canada, but displayed many "characteristics" of that there is not enough, as well my understanding is that there has been a beleif that if you are a martyr and poor and in poverty than you are noble....
Read the arc angle channelings that sharyn has posted.
Thanks Sharyn....

So in some ways there has been a long line of events that have been leading up to this amazing realization and freedom too.... especially amazing since my natural state is abundance and love (i'll get to that one in a minute) yet i have been denying abundance cuz of fears and beleifs that aren't true....

one of the events tonight was my son left his music playing while in the bathroom... and it was the song By Axel Rose "Knock Knock knockin' on heavin's door"...
mind you avril was singing it, and i had burst into tears cuz... and was asking to be let into heaven... and it was strange cuz i didn't know where that feeling had come from, but it was very strong... as though i had felt banished from this place called heaven, cuz i was bad... (a core feeling i had all my life)... then when i was in bed and had these other feelings come up... it was like OMG... what the heck... and i just had to share...

the other part i said i'd get to is LOVE.... OMG, I am in love with a friend of mine... (who doesn't recipicate, which i am ok with on the most part) and the details don't matter... but apparently it has been me to be the last to know this, cuz others saw it... as well as my son, who'd always reffer to him as my boyfriend.... Geesh, I know i ignored that on purpose...

So once again denying myself of my natural state... which is Love... Abundance... and some..

However this is where the plot thickens...
cuz in having a man around, ( keep in mind I was also seeing what i wanted to see too) then i wouldn't have to be able to take care of myself, and so on and so forth...
call it what you will... co-dependant, emotionally dependant.... how about deriving your identity from a person (AKA... something outside yourself.. which could include a place or thing...even money)

getting to the point... these amazingly constructed beleifs about who i was and how i had to be...all in order to feel that i was ok.... and it turns out none of it is true...
OK, holy cow... I guess for me these two things have weaved together very nicely, cuz of the programming i had in childhood..... I am simply in awe right now... and amazement...

OH ya, there is also the aspect to of if i keep being in need that is how i will keep someone around...
So like this intense fear of being alone is what has kept me in povery and not allowing abundance to flow through me...
and same with allowing love in too... cuz if i love i will get hurt, if i love i will be vulnerable.... and not to mention love being who i really am... i came into a world where love was a secret, withheld, denied, painful, conditional, ect.. don't love at all costs, but apparently we love each other cuz?????

Crazy stuff... just wanted to share this and wow how profound it is for me to realize these things....
I know things are not true about who i really am,...... and i know that these things aren't things i need to identify myself with.... cuz they are not my identity...

WOW, so cool.... it is like an intricate web of stuff all entangled.... i think this is where i get my thrill in discovering this stuff... although at the time of self induced pain and suffering i'd tell you different....

OK, I am a powerful infinite being, I am Love, I am abundance, I am god, I am light, I am infinite potential, I am gratitude, I am perfect...... I am joyousness...

And so are all of you...


well i feel like a frazzzled writter who editer is gone for the weekend... so i am not gonna edit my spelling... it all flowed out and it is all perfect... Thanks for listening...
couldn't find spell check either....

Love and light....Goddess Adriana
PS.I meant to say wow, now look at the amazing moduals paths has...
And that money mind set modual... holy cow... addresses all of these issues around money...
and then the forgiveness one....H'oponopono...
and self-esteem..
the deserving modual...
the mood elevation mod...hehe, to balance my hormones and chemicals..(and no i am not taking chemicals)
there are many more, but OMG... It would have taken me much longer i beleive... if i wasn't on paths...Totally... Iknow this... and have years of painstaking experience to back it...
I have/am done/doing all of these mods and more... and I am so impressed...
Ok, good night... SIGH.... More will be revealed...