11-22-2008 12:30 AM
Hello Hellloooo
Well, my TRV accuracy has been really pretty poor lately and while I often get some aspects of the target right, a dead on target is rare these days.
Discouraging, but not so bad that I will quite as I'm a little hardheaded that way, so I keep doing multiple sessions daily with the expectation that improvement will come with repetition, experience and rigid attention to structure. I'm sure I have well over 360 sessions under my belt at this point with many more hours of related study.
I have a necessity to be able to work front loaded targets and have been attempting those as well but aol drive (imagination working overtime) is a difficult challenge for me even with a blind target so those are problematic to say the least.
Enough whining for now
11-11-2008 11:57 PM
HI!
Been a while sense I posted but it's not that I haven't been busy
I am still pursuing advanced trv protocols but am a little dismayed to find that as much as I've learned, there's still so much to know! At present I am off target a lot more than on although I do get aspects of the targets. I attribute this to lack of session work as I am only getting in one session a day usually and I often have a few false starts due to AOL drive.
But, if I'm serious about being an rv'er then I have to push through it. (I am btw).
Best wishes to whomever is reading this
10-23-2008 04:21 PM
I used to hear this phrase a lot, "back in the day" and for different people it refers to different things. When they were young, wild or free of obligations but my problem with it is that it rather negates the current moment.
To be sure I enjoyed the heady carefree days of my youth but I do not recall that I was without cares unequivocal to the concerns I have today and I am by far more self assured and deliberate in my thoughts and actions than I used to be and the results in my life have proven to bear fruit in measure.
Therefore I say today is "the day" as will every ensuing day be as well.
In other words: live in the moment.
10-10-2008 01:19 PM
I have received instructions on some advanced S6 protocols and the advanced process is evoking apprehension in me and I'm going to use some analogy to try to express the sensations.
I'm not sure why or the origin of the sensation, but it feels as if I'm penetrating a veil or membrane of some type and it scares the HELL out of me.
I did some mental imagery of pushing myself beyond the threshold and into the vastness of for lack of better words ectoplasmic soup and "swimming" in it to acclimate myself to the environment. I can only presume that this is the greater ocean (poor word, an ocean has limits) of what? unlimited knowledge? universal vastness? I'm not sure.....
I know this sounds bizzare, but it's nonetheless visceral in it physiological effects.
Apparently the sensation was probably just some deeply routed psychological response to a fear of advancing for fear of failure…
Ergo... I'm a big wuss & need to overcome my fears and move forward
10-08-2008 03:05 PM
So Ingram (that's me) is posting in the university forum for critique. Here's some of the feedback I got:
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Well, well, well...
You make me proud, Mr. Ingram. [Snow hands Ingram his diploma.]
This was just a beautiful session. This target was chosen as a calibration target, to help teach the mind to discern the difference between a statue and a lifeform. It's tricky business for the uninitiated mind, because the visuals (and the emotions they produce in the viewer) contradict the tangibles. Your mind did just what was expected for a student in training. And you handled it exceptionally well.
I have very little critique of this session. For homework, go back through your session and observe the way your mind struggled to differentiate the "personage" with the monument. I was so pleased to see your integration of the AOL/s and I columns. I--function, place, contemplation, personage....beautiful. Scrutinizing your session and understanding how your mind operates helps it for the next time.
Your "top" sketch was great, your most significant aspect sketch a beautiful compilation of the angles of the statue's platform and the roundness of the Christ's base (interesting how the mind perceives, isn't it?)
What can I say. You nailed it.
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Yay!
I've been working my butt off to get there! Now I've just got to perfect that pesky "where's that pile of money" RV method
