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Old 10-16-2007, 05:18 PM
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as for the rest, i have been getting better and better at this and the ME processes. Busting loose for defense(reactive) and ME for offense(proactive)
The ME sounds great! I will have to get that book maybe next... Right now I am working through the Power of Now... It has some great stuff on pain bodies... That is how far I have gotten into it (not that far)! I finally have been able to pick it up again and start reading it again. Now it is actually making sense and I don't have to keep reading it over and over trying to get it to soak in! LOL! What I love about it is that it is showing me how the process from the BL book works. As with your ears I have had a jaw problem since I was a teenager... Grace has worked on it with the CEM and I have had some relief from the pain. I am looking forward to reclaim the power from in and also observe that pain body to completely disolve it.

The coolest thing is that the more I do all this the more my hologram is starting to change / transform. Although the BL seems to be defensive, it really is proactive too, but probably not as much as the ME would be! What I do see changing the most is ME (Myself). I am much calmer and at peace with things. I do have some more discovery of who I am, and I can see areas where I am not calm yet, but I process those areas (for instance when my kids refuse to go to bed when I ask them too, or do chores I ask them to do). The secret is to just keep observing and processing the discomforts, and the complete transformation will come. I am sooooo excited, because I am feeling it like it is right around the corner! It is awesome too!

For me learning all about the pain bodies and how to disolve them along with the process is so cooool! Because I have lived in pain all my life, and know little joy. Now I am learning how to disolve those and live with true joy and love and gratitude. Isn't this all totally awesome!

Well I am glad to hear that it is all getting easier and feeling right for you! I will have to check out the ME so I can join you all on the ME thread too! I am also totally curious about the CEM and would love to learn to do it too.... I just want to learn it all!

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Old 10-16-2007, 11:11 PM
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just gonna say... i have attracted this uncomfortable feeling of writting two posts i

just gonna say... i have attracted this uncomfortable feeling of writting two posts in response to silence... which was beautifully wrote BTW SallyJane..
The first one was erased by my darling child, and the second one was lost cuz my comp froze.....lol
perhaps i am to remain in silence then..????

But more likely to apply the process of the egg that came up.... Cuz I am now exstrememly frustrated.
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Old 10-18-2007, 06:21 AM
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A quick sidetrack from the BL thread lol...

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Aren't you being the tease now, Stephen!

Might you not be willing to say more? Please? You've certainly piqued my interest! For what purposes might one do that? I'm having a little trouble getting my creative thinking cap on.
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Hi Chris,

There are several elements of BL and ME that crossover, so I'd say that qualifies for a quick ME comment on the time travel into the 'future' with ME on this thread, yes?

Basically, in the Field of infinite possibilities, all possible future events already exist. There is no true linear time beyond a certain level of particle 'reality'. Its more like one big horizontal schmear that exists all at once! Or, as God describes in Conversations With God, this dynamic record is like an infinite stack of papers, each describing an 'event'.

Thus, with ME, though we use the words 'time travel to the future', I liken it more to accessing a pattern from the Field, or Matrix that already exists in a parallel universe and integrating it into this particularly conscious pattern that is 'me'. In infinite parallel universes, whether its 'true' or a 'useful fiction', makes no difference since something indeed occurs! There is a parallel universe where Adam Ant has practiced guitar for 10 years and can integrate this information into his current 'grid' or pattern that is 'him'. The trick of course, is getting into the state of truly knowing you can do this and two-pointing your way into your Intention. The conscious mind does not want to let go of what it thinks is 'the way things are' (ie that improved guitar skills only come from practice and talent etc), and so getting out of your mind lol, is a useful thing!

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Old 10-18-2007, 02:16 PM
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you sure hit the nail on the head with that one Stephen.
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The trick of course, is getting into the state of truly knowing you can do this and two-pointing your way into your Intention

im fighting myself every step of the way. BUT, the good news is that i always win!!
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Cool Eeeekkk! Things are happening!

Okay I have done several book covers, but now one is up and for sale! Actually published! I am soooo excited!!!!

Okay here is the link to the publishers website:

http://bookstore.astemari.com/zugspitze.php

My hologram is really starting to change majorly! Okay I just had to share that bit of news with you as soon as I got it! Last I was told, the publisher was going to use one of there illustrators... They just could not get around the patterns I am putting into the field!

Hehehehehehe! Okay Now I just can not wait to see what is going to happen next!

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Old 10-18-2007, 08:59 PM
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hey that is pretty cool.
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hi

quick note:
wheni apply gratitude throughout my day... the process is much stronger... and i ca feel it working much more powerfully...
I'd say it's equivilant to expressing appreciation to everything in my life...


Awesome on your the book cover Zartgirl....

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Cool Whooooohoooo!

LOL! I decided to take some temporary work, so all week I have been taking tests on things like MS Office software, and data entry, and typing test... The typing test was really freaking me out! It was the last one of that group that I have to take (have two more sessions of tests to do, this was the first session of tests). Arrrrrgggh! I was majorly not wanting to take that typing test because I had not typed for a long time where I had to be accurate and I type fast, but I correct as I go, so the backspace key feels to me like part of home row... Yea! Well I finally laid down on my bed and did the process and then just focussed on Gratitude and praising! Then all of a sudden I wanted to and needed to take that test (needed as inside me there was this need to get that test done). I got up and took it! My Raw score was 45 words per minute and I made only two mistakes that I did not correct already was 2 words per minute, and my total score was 43 words per minute! That is a cool score!

My point is that the process works! I don't think it raised my typing score, but it did calm me down enough to take the test! Hehee

Yesterday I was in the store, and I had not eaten breakfast... I was wanting sweets... craving sweets... I was going to get me some sweets! LOL! I was thinking I was going to go to the bakery after I found what I needed... I stopped myself and started to observe the thought process, and then I did the process on those feelings! Finished finding my groceries I needed and headed towards the bakery... I got to the bakery and the donuts and such looked soooo disgusting to me... I left the store with out any sweets, because anything with sugar looked gross to me! I am sooooo Awesome! First to create the addiction to Sweets, and second to stop and process it and then walk away from a craving! That is POWER! That is Awesome!

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Cool Adrienne

Well you posted on the CEM thread, but I decided that my answer belonged over here as it pertains more to Busting loose than CEM.

When dealing with fear, anxiety, and those kind of emotions... What we are really dealing with is a imagined time in the future that something will happen in a certain way that we do not want it to happen. In all your posts about your job, I hear fear of the boss or bosses and what they might do to you in a moment in the future if you don't do everything the way they want you to. This is just something that I have picked up on in your posts the last few days and it hit today as I was reading another of your posts.

One thing I was just reading in the Power of Now, because that is the book I am reading right now, and it hit me because I also deal with that fear of the future moment if... Remember that life situations are just situations and not problems! Problems are imagined with future outcomes, but situations are just that! Don't look out to the future and what might happen. When you have a long line of people at work just focus on getting the next person in line out the door in the best manner possible! Don't look at or worry about the next person in line. Then move on to the next person, and do the same with that person. Soon it will either be time to go home or the line will have gone away.

Then when things have calmed down you can then take the time to process any discomforts you felt. The more you process discomforts the easier it becomes and the faster you will be able to do the process. I find that I can run through the whole process in a matter of moments in my head if I need to. If it is something big though, I might wait till I have the time to really dive into the emotions, and then process them that way. But as a way of dealing with whatever I need to in the moment to get through the day I just run through it real fast.

Be very careful of future thinking, it is okay to set a goal and work towards it, but don't let it be your salvation! Don't let it consume you. For instance I have a goal of permanent housing, and I take the steps each day that I need to to reach that goal, but I don't let it consume me! It is much easier to practice being in the NOW when you it is calm and quiet, and as you get more practice that way then you gain more power in being in the NOW and eventually you will be at work with a huge line or in traffic or whatever usually is harassing to you and you will be able to just be there and not project out to the future! You will also find as you process more and more eggs and regain more and more power from those hidden eggs you will have less of them pop up... From the way I understand it there will always be eggs that come up as we grow along our journey, but those eggs will not be as big and not as often as they are when we first start. I am finding that my eggs that are coming up are smaller and smaller... Although as I approach mediation in my divorce, I am feeling a big one coming to the surface! I am thinking that I am going to start to work on that one right now tonight in a quiet space, so that when I get there I will have collapsed that egg completely and my X will hold no power over me! I have to say that my relationship with my X is better than it has ever been... My daughter says I talk to him more now than I did before when we were together... I realize that is because I have taken the power out of the eggs that pertained to him so much! I no there is at least one more that I need to process.

I hope this long post helps!!!!
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I hear fear of the boss or bosses and what they might do to you in a moment in the future if you don't do everything the way they want you to.

Hello Zartgirl, wow are you ever perceptive... this has been a theme of the eggs that have popped into my life... that I have created since reading the book....

And putting it out there ladies.... it's more about the issues with men/authority..... lol..
Sigh...
and my bosses are male.....
But OMG am i ever grateful that I get to bust loose from these eggs which have so much power wrapped up in them...
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo POWERFUL
to have created these situations so that i can bust loose.

anyways..... i am able to really see how i am creating everything.... and this is making it much easier to use the process....
And i sense that that is very true Zartgirl, about how it will become less and less.... and OMG i am really grateful for what it is I am creating, cuz then i don't have to allow them to dictate my life anymore......

peace and gratitude... Goddess Adriana
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That is sooooooooooo funny....LMAO

Thank you for that...Adrienne
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Interesting Video about Money

Hi Everyone,

I found this interesting video about money. Get's you thinking.

The Big Swindle

I wouldn't though get involved in The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club which is what the person posting this video is hoping for.

Happy Viewing

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What's up everyone?

Hey, where did you all go?

Well I am proceeding along quite well. The whole idea of gratitude was not hard to accept, but I was having a hard time staying there in that place. Hmmm... So then I realized that for me Praising God was the easiest way, because of my background in the Christian Church.

I am needing to find different housing as I can only stay at the safe house so long, and my X will not let me put the kids in school here until I have a job and a permanent housing (even though the kids live here with me). It has to do with lying to the court, but that is a whole another story.

So instead of worrying about where and when the house will be, I have been just praising God for it. I have also been praising God for a job, and I might have a temp job lined up for next week! It has really changed my outlook on life and helped me to apreciate what I have.

Actually it is funny, Stephen gave me the idea! He had said something and then thank God, and then laughed and said thank me... Hmmm... I thought!

Since being on the Ho' oponopono module I have been in a very peaceful place especially as with regards to the games my X has been playing. I still have lots of opportunity to process lots of discomforts though!

I am in a place where I can feel my whole hologram starting to change in a major way. I am also in a place where I am finally able to just do what I need to do with out worrying where the money is coming from! Today I am taking Iza to get her cell phone fixed in Tri Cities an hour away... She played with her settings on her phone! I have been paying for a cell phone that does not work, because I did'nt want to buy the gas to go get the phone fixed Yea....

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my hologram is changing too...

Well, like since i read the book and poof the Eggs have come... I have been/am applying the process...It's like i can't, cuz i now know different and how does one go back??? Well for me this is all completely in line with what i have desired for YEARS....
Like since elementary school.... entering into a place of not playing the games that do not serve my true self.

Ok, anyone who read my posts on CEM, will know i was having a real tough time... and things are changing... with my son he all of a sudden wants to goin air cadets, get his hair cut (it's long) and is also participating in a cooking class at school.... well he used to reject all of these things... It's like he's going from hiding from the world to Opening up and blossoming... AND he has been very loving towards me and has been hugging and kissing me...wow

However this sounds great but it is a reflection of the inside stuff about me... I am the one creating these shifts in my hologram... and i have been feeling calm and peaceful and love and gratitude....
not that eggs don't pop up, but there is acceptance there.

I read the Ho'oponopono thread and could relate to the sense of what was talked about the DR. healing the criminals, by working on himself... I have always believed this... although i am sure there are different belief systems around this.. that somehow seems to focus on what one does outside of them self.... which i beleive that if i ain't got it, how can I give it???

The amazing thing is that with my son, It's different from what i used to do to manage things in my home... it has been much more than these things i have mentioned... such as anger and violence...

When the discomfort comes I apply the process, and now at almost five weeks... things are shifting and changing... wow

I am on the HO'Oponopono mod
self-esteem and confidence modual mod
syncronicity mod
and mood elevation mod

But this comes from my essence, and I think my Exspanded self knows what I need.. so i chose accordingly...

These are amazing moduals

I AM AMAZING
the funny thing is that i have such a different outlook on the world around me....

Thank you Sharyn for the ME sessions, and the time you spent with me....
Thank you Grace for your love and patience....

Most of the time, i have so much to say, but am unsure how to articulate it.. with genuienity...
and the typed word of course so there I haven't been posting much....

I also have been having alot of mind chatter Zartgirl... and find that if i say outloud things i am grateful for and keep telling myself who i am... even if it is not out loud then i am hearing different messages...

Been doing this in regards to finances, cuz the mind chatter, and repeated that I am God and i am abundant and prosperouse in all ways and areas of my life... and that i always have been and have all that i need right now... and always will and always have and did this for one day.... and the next day i found fifty $ in my house, that i know someone left for me, but am unsure of who... (it was tucked away like it was meant to found)...

I was holy cow, I am so powerful, and OMG this stuff works... and Omg I can let go and relax And i am takin care of and have everything I need.. and in all of this I feel Soooooooooo grateful


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Cool Adrienne my friend

That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power!!!I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
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I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

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Cool Weird Stuff!

Whoooaaa! You know how it says wierd stuff will happen as you start going through this phase 2? Well this is not the first time, but this was freakin weird for sure!

So my X calls me and asks me to send him a letterhead for one of his businesses. I had never created one yet, so I through one together in a matter of 5 minutes... It was easy, cause I created the logo a while back. I send it over to him, and he calls me and tells me that the name on the letterhead is wrong??? The logo is the only logo I have for this business and it is exactly the way he asked it to be and approved it! Now the first two words of his business have switched around, and he has been giving out his business cards with the name switched, but the logo from the same file I made the letterhead from! Okay the switch took me maybe 2-3 minutes, but what the ? And why is it that after all this time he never noticed that the name of his business changed? This is just wierd!!!!!!!!! I went to the original business card file and the name was the way I designed it with the original name of the business on it! Well I did not try to explain to him the awesomeness that was going on, but I am getting such enjoyment out of the fact that I can change the name of his business without him knowing! Man am I powerful! Heheheheee! I am really enjoying this moment!

Love, light, and Gratitude, and a huge blessings from Sallyjane Zartgirl!
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That is soooo cool!!!! I have noticed a huge change in how people in my hologram are changing too! For instance, my X who has been set on seeing me fail and telling the courts that I could not get a job and and and... Today, told me that I would get a job and a place to live really soon! But it was not just talk, because I have a new to me car coming that is in better condition than my car, so I told him he could have my car when I get my job, and he is waiting for that, instead of buying a different car for himself! So he actually believes I am going to get a job and a home! He is no longer betting against me!

I am also changing a great deal! For instance, I have been receiving proof of stuff that he did during our marriage, but the cool part is it has no power over me! The other day I told him I had completely forgiven him! (That does not mean I would ever take him back) He almost seemed sad that I had forgiven him, it was like he had lost something. I love living in gratitude and joy instead of hate and anger all the time... I can not believe that I lived that way soooo long!

Now, I have a new set of egg or eggs coming up! For years I had suffered from a number of physical stuff. I was having trouble processing it like I do with the emotional stuff. I am looking forward to reclaiming all that power. I am loving, learning to live in gratitude!

I find it interesting though... other people reactions to my new outlook on life, some try to convince me to be careful and others cheer me on! I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years (which was a lot of the reason I got to this point). He sees all my growth lately and I will not be seeing him too much longer! My irrational fears are all gone, I am assertive, and I am joy filled!

Well I just wanted to share how far I have come too! Part is given to BL and a big part to my Paths also...

My Modules are:
Ho Oponopono
Breakthrough to Enlightenment
Deserving
SLP3
I arrived at these by listening to my Extended Self!

Love and Gratitude
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CONGRATULATIONS ZARTGIRL!!!!!


Clever You!!!!

Having read your experience here, I felt inspired to share my own....
It's a very long story but I'll keep it brief lol

Last year I went through one of the most challenging experiences of my life. A custody battle that was a shock, and nasty. I had no idea it was coming, and the most challenging part was that my ex-husband and his wife lied outright and blatently, something I was SO not expecting! I expected them to have their say, and give their reasons etc, but I certainly wasn't expecting them to actually lie. So that was a shock. We had been on good terms before this (which had taken a lot of work from me - and a lot of biting my tounge and taking a lot without retaliating - like I said, long story ), but when this court battle happened, and they both lied not only in the interviews, but in court, under oath (one of their critisisms of me is that I don't read the bible to my son every night, and I read "Harry Potter" to him instead! And yet, they swore on the bible, and then lied under oath ) - after this, I just couldn't see how I could ever even speak to them again, never mind have any kind of relationship with them.

I knew I'd have to find a way for my son's sake (I'd managed to keep most of the details of what was going on between us, away from him, so although he knew we disagreed about where he should live, he didn't know about any of the viscious details)... but I just couldn't see how I could do it.

Well, I won the case (thank God), but as you can imagine, things were very strained. After I started Paths earlier this year, I started trying to imagine them as the Magnificent Spiritual Beings they are, and that helped a bit. Then I read BLFTMG, and I realised, I've created them, and that helped, then I read about Ho'oponopono, and I started saying "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I forgive you. Thank you. I love you." I didn't know anything else about Ho'oponopono, but I just kept repeating that phrase.

I had received a very viscious email from my ex-husband's wife when my son had gone there for a visit. Two weeks later, I got a phone call, completely out of the blue - from my ex-husband's wife - apologising for everything! I was so shocked! It was completely out of character and unexpected!

Part of me felt a bit guarded and a little suspicious, but I accepted the apology, and was friendly. Since then, I've hardly heard from them. My ex called me to try and convince me to ignore The Secret as it's sinful, and to turn to The Bible instead. And there are a couple of sneaky things they've done, but the great thing is, it hasn't affected me, and I'm able to be pleasant to them. And I've had no more nasty emails or threats.

I attribute this to the Paths Self Esteem Module, Successful Living, as well as BLFTMG and the Ho'oponopono phrase. I don't know if it was one of these, or a combination of two or all of them, but it worked!

Wow, sorry this is so long (and this is the short version lol)

So for those who are in frustrating situations in relationships, try and remember that the other person is just a player in your movie, and feel gratitude to them for playing their part so well. And, as you can see, miracles CAN happen. lol

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Cool Illusions!

Oh Illusions, I can totally feel what you felt like when they did that, as my X tried doing the whole lying thing too!!! You know, I too have been learning all about how I created my X husband, and even all the xtra curricular activities he has had over the years and that they were all just actors in my hologram!!! That is powerful, because it is really hard to stay mad at someone you created and gave a script to!!! I think the Ho Oponopono module the last few weeks has really helped me, and then being able to change the name of my X's business with him having NO recognition that it was ever not the way it is today! Damb, I am good! Heheheheee! No really, I am so much in control of how he will interact with me in my hologram. I was explaining this to my daughter who is almost 14 about how she could write the script for a girl at her school who acts one day like a friend and then the next day acts like a total evil Bit... Well yea! I told her the girl is just reading her script and so she can write a new script for her! She said, well what if in her hologram she doesn't like the script... I told her that the girl had a choice to read Izabelle's script or quit being in Izabelle's hologram! Those are the only two choices the girl has! Iza is still processing all of this, but she is learning to apply the process to her discomforts!

Well now I am going on and on! I think I will write down those phrases you repeat and put them to memory!

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Thanks Tezza!

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Hi Everyone,
I found this interesting video about money. Get's you thinking.
The Big Swindle
I wouldn't though get involved in The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club which is what the person posting this video is hoping for.
Happy Viewing
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I enjoyed that video describing the current Money Game! Very Interesting!

If living in that Phase One game was all we had - it is a dim picture indeed!
Fighting against all the 'powers that be' would seem quite hopeless!

I am grateful that a different understanding is available - one where we can step outside the Money Game That Can NEVER Be Won, to creating a New Game!

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Hi bknack!

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Is anybody from the Spokane area going to The Matrix Energetics workshop in Seattle Nov. 30th thru Dec. 2nd.? I'm going if there is somebody that whats to carpool.
I'm not from the Spokane area, however, if you also post this in the Matrix Energetics thread, there may be others lurking there that don't normally see this thread

I hope to see you there as I'm going to that Seattle seminar!

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Old 11-05-2007, 03:16 AM
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Wow!

Those are great experiences with the BL Process!

Thanks for sharing Adrienne, Zartgirl and Illusions!

What a ride!

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Cool Ohhhhh! Man!!!!

This is soooooo awesome!!!!! Okay, I know how a lot of you are thinking, okay I am doing the process, but when do I get to manifest something cool in my life! Right?

Man I tell you it is happening every single day now! I mean the most awesome things are happening in my life and my hologram is really starting to change actually it is starting to transform! Ok, for those of you who have followed my story know that I came here back in June, and I was leaving my husband of 16 years and I was a total victim! Right? NOT NO MORE!

Okay I am still at the shelter, but that will change really soon... As my daughter and I have tested it on a pendelum and it says before November 20th we will be in a home of our own. At first I tried to figure out how that would look, but now I am just letting the universe take care of that! Today though I went to mediation... Remember back in Sept. when my husband filed nasty papers against me filled with lies about how he had custody of the kids? Well today when asked what his optimal parenting plan would look like... He said he would like to see the kids visit him 2 or 3 times a week and me have residential custody of the kids! His schedule just does not allow for too much more time! OMG!!! Grace has been telling me it would happen like this, but I am still pinching myself at how great I manifested that into my life! We have more mediation meetings to go, but it is looking good!

Well keep on processing those discomforts and soon things will just start to happen. This stuff is soooooo coool!!!!! I can not wait to see what is going to happen next! AWESOME!!!

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Ordered the BL for home videos

I ordered the Videos for home the other day. The oddest thing has been happening. I sat down to start watching the video and I got this very sharp pain in my throat and on the side of my neck. I allowed it and started telling myself there wasn't anything to fear, I'm loved unconditionally, and to release itself. It left, but I have been noticing alot of throat discomfort lately. Does anyone get things like this going on?
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Weird things do happen! My daughter called me once after school and asked me why i had called her during school and I told her I hadn't! She had a call from me in her missed call list. She used it to call me back, but when she hung up and my number was not there in the list anymore!

When you start this journey your extended self will create all kinds of things, don't let it freak you out... Just enjoy your awesome power that is able to manifest such awesome stuff! Use everything that comes up to use the process to regain power, and your manifestations will get stronger and stronger and you will start to control what you manifest! Strange things will still manifest, because you are awesome and powerfull!

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Question well, here I am :P

Hi all!
wow, you all are already so far with your illusions I finished the book three days ago and feeling kinda.. happy I had no problems with accepting the ideas, because I have read any books and this book brought me relief, because it was so easy. And I'm 16 years old and haven't affirmed any ideas about life as absolute truth (so far ).
For me, the game isn't mainly about busting loose from money game, because I' a student and deal with grades more, than with money. So, I'm busting loose from the grading game, and then (when I have a chance) with money game. But I don't know which is better: to express appreciation to teachers with grades. Or: to express appreciation with knowledge.
There's still time for me to use to the concept and start with money, because I'm beginning with grading game when the school bell rings, wonder if I get expelled from school or get the worst grades ever - that would be cool and easy..

Thank you for reading and your frank answers, which helps me to understand, how far from busting loose am I
PS: I'm Estonian, so sorry for typos and bad language
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Hi PlanE

And

Thank you so much for bringing this thread back up again - it was so interesting to re-read through the posts - and there were some that I somehow missed!

How FABulous to be finding out about this stuff at 16 years old!

The main thing with your grades is to remember that YOU have created the whole system, and YOU have given everyone involved, their scripts. So you CHOOSE what you want, and then expect it. Naturally, you do need to play the game within the game - you'll need to do whatever needs to be done to get the grades, but you don't need to *worry* about it. Do what feeeeels good.

What I mean by playing the game within the game:
I have a friend who has joined The Ultimate Entrepreneur's Club that Terry mentioned in her post above, and he spoke to me about joining, but here's my view on it, as I explained it to him:
I wouldn't want to play Monopoly with no money! When I play Monopoly, I want to pass go and get my 200, and I want to use the play-play money to buy properties I land on, and trade with other players, and I want to use it to buy four houses and then a hotel once I have a monopoly etc. That's the game. It wouldn't be the same to have no money in the game and just get the properties/houses/hotels .... or to be able to take the money from the box whenever I need it. There would be no point to it - no challenge, no fun, no thrill.

That, to me is the same as "The Money Game" and "The Grading Game" and "The Relationship Game"... etc. It's not the same if you don't have all the ingredients and you don't actually play the game. It's not the same if someone else puts your houses on your properties for you. It's not the same if someone else moves your piece around the board and buys the properties for you.

Of course, the main difference with a board game is that we KNOW it's just a game - and THAT'S the difference BLFTMG makes in my oppinion. Once you know it's just a game, then you are able to feel less emotional, and you are able to make more strategic decisions, and you are able to see opportunities you wouldn't see if you were shrouded in emotion and worry.

Without knowing it's just a game, you're seeing from the perspective of the playing piece (the shoe or the iron...), Knowing it's just a game, you're playing from the perspective of the player who is moving the piece.

Hope this makes sense. And WELL DONE YOU - for creating all of this, and for telling yourself what I've just recounted in this post - because of course, it's your script - I'm just delivering it lol

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Hello illusions!
Thank you so much, for your thoughts and support!
I'm going to relax, feel free and let my Expanded Self take care of the illusions, like me finding great ways to make money, or getting knowledge, by itself and enjoy the game as it is, while reclaiming power from negative stuff until I'm free from it.
I now understood, that The Grading Game isn't as bad as money game, because having good grades doesn't take as much from me, as having much money would, but it is an excellent source of discomfort and to reclaim power, so
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