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04-27-2007

Well, I had decided that I'd go with one module until I became convinced that I would benefit, and lo and behold, it only took a few days. On Monday, I became overwhelmed with fatique and clearly needed to up my S. consumption. I think I must have taken 25 grams that day, maybe even 30. I drank and drank and drank, and peed and peed and peed. What a great day!

But seriously, I felt as though I had been drugged. Like I took sleeping pills and had to function before they had worn off. But this told me that things are working, and so I decided to add another module. I chose Increased Energy and Motivation, simply because I want that!

I've been focusing so much on business pursuits and spiritual development in the past year, I have neglected my physical body, and it's time for that to change. I love to move, and when I'm active, I'm dancing. Literally - play music while I'm cooking or cleaning or anything else, and I become Twinkle toes - of course right now it's kinda Fred Flintstone style!

So, Tuesday was a little better, but I still felt semi-drugged, and downed another 20 grams or so of good ol' S. It was most helpful. Wednesday I finally felt mostly great, and worked until 9:00 pm, and was exhausted by bedtime.

My business is booming! I had to turn down work this week, and it's been wonderful! My new venture is working out very well and turning into something I really enjoy. So, that's what I focus on, and it will be fun when my first check comes from that source!

I have no doubt whatsoever in any corner of my being that Paths is benefitting me. I'm so glad I started, and I know it will just keep getting better and better.

Oh, wanted to comment on sleep - I've been dreaming a lot, and remembering most of the dreams, and this is new for me recently. When I go to bed, I'm out like a light, and then I do wake up later on to pee - it's been at least 3 to 4 times each night this week. This is new for me, and I still felt tired again today from mid-afternoon on, probably. But, I was definitely feeling energetic this morning, and it was great.

I now set the intention that starting tomorrow, I will feel like a real bundle of energy and that the fatigue will be gone! There it is - a done deal!

Happy Thursday, everybody!

Love,
Joy

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04-22-2007

Wow. Today is day 3 for me since starting my PATHS Increased Business Productivity module. I was initially thinking that not much seems to be happening, except some tiredness at different times during the day. I'm starting to pop 2 grams of S. each time that happens.

(Please forgive me, but I don't wish to write "Spirulina" any more. It's "S" for me now!
But, upon contemplating whether or not I had an update to contribute, it occurred to me that this was a banner day!

Yesterday I was called by a new company for a new business opportunity that fits with and complements my existing business. I agreed to try this new endeavor, and have been set up online so I can access assignments. This morning there were 7 assignments in my area, available for me to do as suits my schedule over the next 2 weeks.

Hubby is in the market for a new used car. He is the World's Greatest Comparison Shopper, IMO, and he has been researching his wants and needs via the Internet now for about 3 weeks. Long story short, we went out to look at cars today, and the 3rd one turned out to be perfect, and I encouraged him to decide exactly what terms he wanted, make the offer, and see where it went. His offer was quite low, and only negotiated up $85. Excellent.

While out and about, my favorite regular client called me with 3 new assignments for next week. AND these are all in the areas in which I can coordinate the other work (from the 1st paragraph above).

Frankly, I have to step back and really recognize just how abundant this day was! You know, it really is feeling like "the better it gets, the better it gets", which is one of my top 10 favorite Abe quotes!

This is quite exciting!

Love,
Joy

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04-20-2007

I bought a bottle of Spirulina tablets on Saturday, 4/14, and started taking them. I started with 3 grams over that day, and have been working my way up, increasing by a gram or 2 per day until I am now at about 9 grams per day. I'm taking 3 grams before each meal, and though I read the recommendation for a dose at bedtime, when I tried that, it kept me awake for a couple of hours. So, I'll wait until I start sleeping better before I do that again.

Oh, I'm using NOW brand Spirulina, grown in Hawaii, 500 mg tablets. I was able to get them at my favorite health food store in Concord, NH for 16.99 for 2 200-tablet bottles. So that's 400 tablets, or 200 grams for 17 bucks, which seemed pretty reasonable to me.

By Wednesday, my fingernails were growing more and my skin was breaking out here and there in nasty huge boil-y zits, neck and back primarily. I am sure it was the detox element. My appetite has decreased, and I am craving veggies and I hadn't even started PATHS until yesterday.

So, yesterday, 4/19/07, was the big day. I signed up in the morning, and subscribed to one module, Increased Business Productivity and Creativity. I chose this particular module to start with for the following reasons:

• I'm self-employed and had been struggling to stay that way and thrive, after many years in a standard management career. The "struggle" is history, though it was very real for 2 years. I decided that 2007 would be my year of big success, and so far that has worked very well for me.

• I have been working on breaking past limiting beliefs of unworthiness and lack, and feel that this module will assist in accellerating the momentum I have started.

• I will feel best knowing that I have the guarantee to fall back on, even though I have a strong belief that this is going to work for me. It's nice to know that I can tell "doubting hubby" that I am risking nothing. Even though I LOVE risk, he doesn't.

So, I watched my Theatre presentation yesterday morning, and felt a bit odd afterward. I had an appointment with a client in a town 30 miles away, and the drive was beautiful, the sun was shining, and the music sounded even better than usual. Everything went perfect, and I came home to 3 checks in my mailbox (YAY). Had another job in the afternoon, and had a good time there, too.

Last evening I started feeling really sleepy and sort of heavy at around 9:30. My sleep times are set to sleep at 11:00 pm and wake at 6:30 am. In spite of the heaviness, I had trouble falling asleep, and I woke up about 4 times, which is a lot for me. Usually once to pee and that's it. Then, I woke very groggily at 6:50, after my husband was done with his morning shower etc. That's later than I usually get up.

Oh, one other thing last evening - I had an irresistable urge to walk my dog after supper around 7:30. I haven't done that in months, as the weather has been nasty, and my road has no sidewalks. Yesterday was the nicest day so far since official Spring, so was it the weather, or was it the PATHS? Don't know, don't care. Whatever triggered it, it was great.

Today I feel OK, not spectacular, a little spacey.

I plan to watch my theatre once per day, maybe twice. From what I read in the Pavlina threads, some people do that and there are no adverse effects. I welcome comments on this.

I shall add more entries as there are new developments, or once per week, depending on what happens.

Thanks for reading!

Love,
Joy

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04-20-2007



This will be my journal of PATHS experiences.

Let's start with some facts:

I'm 50 years old (still can't believe it, but there it is) in earth-human years, though I feel somewhere between 25 and 41 in my perception of things. 25 because I feel a youthful attitude, and 41 because after passing 40, things just got better and better. Frankly, I don't care about the number, but it is relevant somehow, I guess.

I'm married to an amazing Scorpio who I believe is my primary soulmate (I mean really in the true sense, not in the general, thrown around sense). We've been married since 1975, and when I first met him, I couldn't stand him, though I was irresitably drawn to him. We keep learning lessons together by following different, often parellel, sometimes intersecting mental and emotional paths, and it's an amazing and wild roller coaster ride. Every time I think I need to teach him a thing or two (weekly!), he ends up teaching me.

My daugher, Alex (Joy Alexandria, to be exact, so she's a Joy, too) is 26 and an artist, and my son, Nate (David Nathaniel.... we stayed consistent in our confusion) is 22 and joined the US Army last fall as a cook. They are 2 of my best friends, and I like them as much as I love them.

I'm self-employed, and operate my business and my life on LoA principals to the best of my ability. I have a 3-year old miniature American Eskimo dog, Stitch, and 2 Maine Coon Cats - MacIntosh and Pixel.

I live in NH, love the rural environment, but am tired of snow and cold winters. Hubby & I plan to move to FL in the next couple of years, and eventually live on a boat. We own some undeveloped land in Lakeland, currently. No, the boat will not be landlocked in Lakeland!

My favorite teachers are Jerry, Esther and Abraham, and the most recent new info I'm loving is from books by Michael Newton, PhD - Destiny of Souls and Journey of Souls. He is a hypnotist who, through past-life regressions, found soul memories and has documented hundreds of case studies, leading to a profound sense of what happens after we die.

OK, so there is my autobiography to put things into context.

After seeing discussions of PATHS on the PI forums, I was intrigued, yet not convinced I needed to pursue this. After all, I have been meditating with Holosync for almost a year now, and have been very happy with my results. But, I have been acquainted with Illusions via PI since last summer, and having watched some of the profound growth she's exhibited over the time, I had to check out PATHS further.

Learning that a number of my Holosync friends are using PATHS, I continued to investigate, and decided I have to try it!

So, without further ado, here is an account of my journey on PATHS.

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