Aaron!!! If it weren't for YOU, this thread would never have started! YOUR efforts in birthing this fabulous Energetic Forum is what deserves all the Credit!!

Also, Dr. Yuen is a Marvel, and a Genius all wrapped into a powerful body of Light! If it weren't for him, and his amazing Martial Arts training, I would never have been inspired to learn Chinese Energetic Medicine. So my point is that we are all ONE, and we are all in this TOGETHER!

I can only say that my desire to be at ONE, is what keeps me motivated to continue making group, and individual corrections. When I read these amazing posts all over this forum, I feel a level of gratitude that is so high, that I am a part of all of US, that is ONE.

THANK YOU AARON for your post, as an August baby, and being a Leo, the strokes are wonderful!!!

When I was a kid, I loved vegatables! As a young adult in college it was normal for me to eat lots and lots of vegatables... After I got married, my now X did not like the way I ate and insisted that I eat more meat, and over the years I have gotten far away from my vegatables! These days I go to buy them and they don't even look good! I buy them and let them go bad in my refriderator, and when I do cook them I eat very few of them!

Here is the problem, besides I know I need to eat them!!! The healthy eating module is really fine tuning my beliefs about food, and this is creating some conflict with me and my ego. Somehow somewhere, I got the idea that I don't like them???? That is crazy! I have some kind of blockage in this area, and I desparately want to get back to the vegatables being my favorite food! Could you do some corrections on this area for me??? Thanks, I know it is already done!

Blessings Sallyjane

Hi SallyJane, Belle, and Grace!!!
Thank you so much.

I am pretty blunt, I have no shame in asking questions or for help, or revealing things about myself. We all go through similar experiences, and I feel it is important (for me) to be as clear as I can when asking questions and revealing who I am. (HEY, STOP RUNNING AWAY!!!!! )

And, thank you for sharing your personal stories with me. I am very appreciative.

I take all your kind advice seriously.

I did change the last module, (I had only gotten the previous one the day before, so it wasn't like I wasn't sticking to it.

I KNOW this is a good start for me:

Unconditional Love
Just Relax-Stress Reduction
Self-Esteem
Deserving

Now..........I just have to see if it works.

Thank you everyone, so much!!

Great idea--we could also include Hawkins' books in the discussion, since I'm ready to talk about those, but haven't yet started on Course in Miracles.

I have some interesting news to share, I will send you a PM

Hi Belle!!

Absolutely Fabulous Idea! You also read my mind! I was thinking there should be a thread on Hawkins' Books too! I think it's a brilliant idea to put the two together!!

Dear Grace, my back hurts so much these days. It's the lower left part. It tends to "go out" at random intervals throughout the day, and when that happens it hurts so much that I can barely stand up straight. Please spare a healing thought for me! I don't want this problem to interfere with my daily work, and therefore my ability to spread my love and light to others. By the way, in almost all other respects my life is wonderful, partly thanks to you. I never imagined I could be this happy! I now spend a large portion of my waking hours being grateful and giving thanks for my wonderful life. I can hardly believe how much my life has changed for the better since March of 2007, which is when I first started PATHS, joined this forum, and made your acquaintance. Thank you so much for all the wonderful work that you do, Grace!

Grace today I need to talk to my FSM (Feild Training Manager), and nicely ask her to back off (not in those words, but you know what I mean). She pushes me so hard to have the NUMBERS, that I am now waking up at 3:30 am everyday stressing out! I have tried breathing, meditating, and the BL Process to back it off. I guess this is one of those times when I just have to calmly talk to someone, because I have something to learn from it. The problem is I am making myself physically sick and have been for the last week. This of course has been killing my numbers even more, and that creates her pushing me harder, and the harder she pushes me, the less I accomplish!

Please make corrections for me to turn this job and this stress around and to start this next week a new! I can not afford to be stressed out like this for my health, or for my financial health! I know I have created her this way, but I need to now create her to be peaceful and helpful as she was in the begining. I know what I need to do, and I need for her to just let me do it... At least till I can get the other thing going that will allow me to work from home, and be here more for my kids.

The other issue I am having is that this job is sucking the life out of my family... Instead of creating flexibility I have created a never ending treadmill that I need to get off, and now! All I do is work, work, and work some more! I am not accomplishing anything... My kids are feeling abandoned, they are now creating sickness to get me to have to take time for them! I have to either stop the insanity at this job, or I have to get out of it... and start the new job!!! Please help me clear all the ways for me to do just that!!! No job is worth sacrificing my family for!

Blessings and HUGS Sallyjane

I will go check it out!!

I am so full of anger today, and I feel like nobody wants me in their life. No man wants to be with me in the way I want, I don't have enough friends in my city, and I have about given up on the job search. I did a lot of spiritual work on this yesterday and was hoping for relief. It is possible that I am integrating the changes, but I just feel such an ugly rearing up of my old problems.

I also need to change my modules, but I don't know what to. I've been on Positive Attitude, Successful Living 1, Synchronicity, and X Module. The positive attitude module doesn't seem to be doing anything, and I'm curious if I should switch to the trauma module or the Dao module. I'm also curious if I should boost SLP-1 or move up to SLP-2.

Aaaaarrrgh

Sallyjane,

I have had a recurring issue with the job-treadmill-going-nowhere too! I wonder if we are taking on some of the work of the collective unconscious, because I feel like I should KNOW BETTER than to DO THIS TO MYSELF. I wonder if you feel that way too. I did a lot of work on this yesterday, to try to JUST SAY NO to carrying the burden for the widespread American neurosis about work, because it has been holding me back from doing my best for humanity or myself to become entrained in that level of worry and all that useless ideology...I know we can do this!! I just don't know how today!

I posted this to Illusions over on her "why LOA sometimes doesn't work" thread....I'll put it here too....

I can attract a relationship but then I lose it or I can't deepen it! I attract jobs that are half of what I want, and then I long for the other half! I am a powerful manifestor, and I know this to be true, because I have manifested things so incredibly....like almost new furniture for the cash in my pocket...the synchronicities I have had in my life (even prior to the synchronicity module) would be astonishing enough to be a sequel to The Secret.

I have found that PATHS has helped a lot with making it easier to loosen up the mental phlegm, but it is taking me a combination of other efforts (Grace's corrections, reading, visualizing) to let go of it all and it just seems to keep coming. I am fed up with the monumental task of getting that "brake" unstuck. It has cost me so much money and energy....But at least I feel like I finally have a useful "inventory" of what's there and what needs to go.

I feel like it has taken too long. I've been consciously putting manifesting and intention-setting into practice since I was a teenager. And I am still hampered by the same programming and I've tried everything to unravel it, release it, whatever.

The programming is primarily:
"I have no power to have what I want."
"I am not allowed to want."
"My life is not my own."

And I disagree with these beliefs, consciously. And I think they are irrational. I think I need a miracle.

Hi Dear Grace!
I am asking for a clearing of my success buggaboos!!!

I am receiving this glorious river of abundant beautiful PATHS programming....mindset $ in my and Success Now platinum.....
and it may be cog dis, or just my evil mind jailer rearing its ugly head....
but I'm getting in my own way!!!

I would like to be cleared of these silly, but defining events in my past:

Five years old, early morning, happened upon neighbors snowy sidewalk and nearby shovel. The amazing idea of removing the snow on my own girlpower entered my head...and I did!!! I was so pleased and proud with myself, and neighbor came out and gave me a shiney dime!!! (big back then...). Went home to give the good news and instead my mom was horrified I took $ and made me give it back! I know...Awwwww. But I was so deflated.

But then, when I was in highschool, my district awarded me a scholarship to school of art institute, and when my p's wouldn't sign the paperwork...so i had to pass it up.... my attitude was...yah, figures, well, thats just how it is. (bad!!!) I'm not trying to dis my parents , but this has been my set point...
and I want to remove the word STRUGGLE from my success vocabulary!!!!!!!
And yah, I left home soon after and eventually got back to SAIC(but w/o scholarship!!!)

Uggg, I see this aweful pattern. Last night I missed the associate call!!!! After being so excited about it, I was actually online for the first, before rescheduling call time , knew I had to work for new call time, got finished early and could have caught the end...but by the time I got home, I forgot!!! Sure, there's always next time, but it was important to me, I had questions and was looking forward to the help/inspiration!

I'm frustrated because I feel like I have BIG things to do....and if I can't even breeze through the little stuff!!
I have tons of faith in most arenas except this one. I wish I had some crud away spray!!! or a crowbar...

Thank-you so much Grace for your Divine help....
Its soooo very appreciated!!!!

In Immense Gratitude & Love,
Nancy

Hmmmm... I am finding an interesting thread here... First I posted, then Belle, and then Nancy??? There seems to be an energy pattern here, and my feeling is that something big is about to happen for everyone here on this thread in the way of finances!!!! I don't believe in coincidence, but more in energy patterns and transformations here are happening as a collective! Wow! This is going to be powerful, cause we are all working through this in unison!!!

Well I decided I needed to go in and talk with my FSM today, and I needed to let her see who I am... Who I really am! We came to an awesome agreement, and she totally understood. Sent me home to relax and get a little sleep today... I told her I needed to help her help me, by letter her get to know who I am and how I work!

After I posted earlier, I did a fearie reading and the first card was telling me to come back to earth, and be grounded, and the second card was friends, and when I turned it over I saw her as a friend, and not an enemy!! Not that I thought of her as an enemy, but I felt she was judging me!

Well I am off, so have a great day...
Sallyjane