Grace, the nasty old bleeding is back. But I don't care, because it stayed away for my long-anticipated winter holidays, and also because I'm really sure that we can beat this before the year 2008 is out! Recently I've come to understand that there is a reason for everything, and I'm quite sure that there is a reason for this condition, too. Honestly speaking, I think I really need to take full responsibility and make some lifestyle changes before this problem goes away. Okay! I'm ready. Last year I attracted some wonderful, healing relationships into my life (yes, especially yours!) and this year I hope to deepen them all. In spite of my physical woes, my life is happier than it has ever been before. I can't shake this feeling that 2008 is a pivotal year for me, and for many others out there. Please keep working on me - and everybody else - and I wish you all the very best for the coming year! Thank you so much, Grace!

well thanks Grace... and OMG shifts happening like crazy... i notice that when i get together with certain people in person or long distance that shifts happen for me... and very profoundly... i felt some of what you are experiencing although unique for me.
wanted to share something very interesting..
I beleive whatever change i want to see happen in my life i have to go within... although i may come on here an whine about it... but know i must feel and go within...
well about a year ago i had been at my heaviest... i think i was around 145 lbs... well ok perhaps less than a year ago... well i have had some MAJOR CLEARING SHIFTING HAPPENING IN THE LAST 4-5 MONTHS and i weight like 125.5 lbs...OMG i have lost so much weight... and not cuz i changed anything in my diet but because i let go, and cleared emotional build up and illusions....
i haven't wieghed this little since i was 22 years old... that was like 9years ago... not that i really cared... cuz honestly i was comfy with a bit of extra weight... cuz it felt safe... and even find now my eating habits towards fatty foods like sugar happen more often... it's like i am looking for the precieved safety...
I am sure i could go on... but my point is holy cow.. cuz of the change in my vibration(this is what i think) i slimed down with no effort at all... I am blown away by the weight i have lost...
it was the beginning of august just befor the Matrix Energetics seminar that i weighed myself... i was 144lbs... so my heaviest was like 148 ... and 18 pounds later...OMG... i have no idea where it went... must have cried it all off... no really.....
cuz after that seminar i cried and grieved SOOOO FREAKIN MUCH which is SOOOOOOO PERFECT....

It's all in the feelings baby... just wanted to share this shocking and thrilling news... No wonder i started to feel like i was swimming in my close... Duh, i was loosing weight... i wasn't really even aware of what was going on...
Too.. funny...Love the world Goddess Adriana

Hi Grace,

Happy New Year

Could you do some corrections for me?

I have been feeling very sick for about two weeks now.

Pain in my stomach and nausea. I am having blood tests to find out the cause, but I am quite worried as I have never had any stomach problems ever.

Rin!! You have touched on such an important issue here for this new
year, that you have left me with a very real sense of excitement and
joy for all of us!! When I make corrections, sometimes the issues
come back. This happens because the person (and I have done this too)
falls back into their old ways. It takes daily effort (the hardest
work we will ever do) to notice (stay aware)of our desired results
and then to not resist this new sense of being. In other words, Once
we shift into a higher level, to not drop back down because everything
feels different in this new level, and we don't know exactly what to
do about it. At times we just feel the uncomfortable newness of
ourselves (even though it WILL benefit us in the long run) and
instead of having faith that this newness is GREATER we drop back down
to the old and comfortable ways, which in turn brings with it the old
and uncomfortable dis- eases.

"Honestly speaking, I think I really need to take full responsibility
and make some lifestyle changes before this problem goes away. Okay!
I'm ready."

With you realizing this, and taking responsibility for it, also "tests
strong" to me that you are ready to BE the "Spiritual Warrior" and to
stay in the NOW, and BE the person that you desire, and fight through
the uncomfortable of the NEW knowing in gratitude and with faith in
yourself that you ARE already free of all Health issues etc.. It is
my intention to continue to make CEM corrections on you and everyone
else here on this thread, but when the person takes the initiative of
KNOWING that they are the true manifestors of their desired destiny,
well then, MOUNTAINS ARE MOST DEFINITELY MOVED!!


This is exactly what you are doing, and this is TRUE POWER! RIN, YOU
ARE A TRUE SUPER WOMAN!!

Beautiful Adrienne!, What a perfect post after Rin's! You have taken responsibility for your growth!! You have done ME on yourself and allowed all sorts of good things to enter into your life!! Yes it is THE HARDEST WORK YOU WILL CONTINUE TO DO, but the rewards are IMMENSE! You have taken the "un-comfortableness" of the new you and fought mighty hard (with great faith) to FEEL it and let all that is not serving you GO!! "Go" meaning, taking the old stuck energy and transforming, transcending, and moving this fabulous energy that is you into DIVINE LIGHT! Divine Light is weightless!! YOU ARE DIVINE!!

Hi Grace,

Thank you for the corrections. I thought it may be emotional in nature. I will do more deep breathing.

I am also considering changing some of my modules. I am on:

Self Esteem
Increased Syncronicity
Young Again
Unconditional Love

Could you test for me and give me some suggestions as to which modules I should change, that is, if I need to change any of them.

Many thanks

Love and Gratitude

Thanks Grace,

I'll contact PATHS and switch the first 3 straight away and do the other switch in a month as you suggest.

Many Thanks

Love and Gratitude

Grace, you have no idea how much these words resonated with me! You've said exactly what I've been feeling. I know that I am getting stronger and stronger all the time, and letting so much more of my light shine through ... and yet sometimes I do feel overwhelmed, and yes, a little frightened. It's easy to want to step down at times. But let me say that overall I feel good, much better than I have in years! Thank you so very much, Grace!

Rin,

Your reply to Grace inspired me to post this quote (incorrectly attributed to Nelson Mandela by the way):

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

----from A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.

Hello Grace...and everyone,
I have been away from teh forumfor many weeks and have spent time tonight reading these posts. I am so moved by all of your posts and by the progress I see within them.

I think sometimes we don't fully understand the effects our posts have on those reading them...I feel enriched tonight and blessed to be part of this growth.

Thanks...I'll try to keep up on my end!

Welcome back, you have been missed!

This post of yours puzzled me into going back and re-reading the old posts on this thread (especially mine). And I am so glad I did so, because I am absolutely ASTOUNDED at the progress I have made in the last few months! I can hardly believe it now. Was I really that person? Did I really suffer that much? It is now clear to me that my physical problems have been making a slow, but very steady - and very distinct - improvement over the past few months. I just never realised it until now.

I strongly urge everybody who is either posting on this forum or blogging privately to do the same thing - go back and take a look at your old writings. You may be equally astounded to see the incredible changes in your life, that you now take for granted.

Thank you so much for bringing this to my attention, AllenM!

Terry and Grace, thank you very much for that beautiful Marianne Williamson quote. I had read it before, but I had never understood it until now. Now, it feels like the pieces of a puzzle are finally clicking into place for me. I think I'll print it out and carry it everywhere as a reminder. Thank you both so much ...