Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

JanKnegt · #**1021** (**permalink**) 11-28-2007, 01:39 PM

Dear Grace,

I am considering to quit with Medical School. The last two weeks I got more and more tensed and stressed and feeling insecure which makes me more unhappy then I already was. I feel sick of my insecurity. I feel as insecure as I was in Nursery School for 20 years ago and in this period I was often very insecure which made me so tensed that I could not think clearly anymore or did the wrong things or was not able to learn or showing progress. Also I was very unhappy at that time but with will power I succeeded to become a RN. But now I am not able to study anymore and it is if the most I learned I forgot and everytime some MD ask me a question I am afraid to give him the wrong answer (and ofcourse I gave him often the wrong answer). There is so much resistance in me to study or to learn.
If I decide to quit I do not know what to do then. I do not want to be a full time nurse again. There are no many options I see as possible or which I like. When I quit I feel it as if I failed again and can not make some dreams come true. I also wonder why I got here in the first place.
I need some help You probably understand and I hope You can help me through this difficult time again in my life.

Two samples of my artwork are attached in bmp format. I hope that will do.

Jan

Sherry · #**1022** (**permalink**) 11-28-2007, 01:42 PM

Hi Grace!!! You are so wonderful, I wanted to let you know that.. I'm on now... I'm so excitied, I can't wait to learn more about Chinese Energetic Medicine...
With love, Sherry

zartgirl · #**1023** (**permalink**) 11-28-2007, 08:49 PM

Jan, your artwork is awesome! I love the colors you use on them!!!! Very awesome! We have a thread that is called Healing art, and you should definitely join us over there too!

Blessings Sj zartgirl

Grace · #**1024** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 02:36 AM

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Originally Posted by Bobi

Grace,

Would you test for the best modules for me? I currently have four.
Thank you, thank you!

Bobi

Hi Bobi,

The top four in order that I test strong for you to be on now are:

1. HoOponopono

# Increase your perspective of oneness

# Increase desire and ability to forgive

# Increase ability to create your world responsibly

# Increase desire and ability to incorporate more love into your life

# Increase ability to heal your world

# Increase acceptance and appreciation of “yourself” and “others”

2.Eat right

# Increase your ability to select healthy foods for your body

# Increased ability to select healthy portions

# Desire to only eat when your body needs food

3. Synchronicity

# Increase in awareness of the present moment. Fully appreciating the here and now

# Have future self send information back through time to current moment. This is specific for the following periods of time...1 minute, 1 day, 1 week, 1 month and 3 months

# Have current self send current information back through time to past self. This is also specific for the following periods of time...1 minute, 1 day, 1 week, 1 month and months

# Increasing unity/harmony between past, present and future self

4.Stand out at work

# Increase your ability to understand other points of view

# Increase motivation to finish tasks quickly

# Increase organizational skills

# Increase ability to prioritize

# Increase ability to handle more jobs

# Improve communication skills

# Increase problem solving abilities

# Increase confidence

# Increase mental clarity

# Desire to be a team player

# Improve memory

The bullet points that are highlighted in blue are the reasons that these modules test strong for you right now. I also test that for these four, you need to stay on them for three months and then switch out to whatever you choose, and I will be happy to test again for you then.

I remember getting on Public Speaking simply because I tested strong for it. It is one of my favorite modules to date. After I got on Public Speaking I realized that It should be called the "release of intense fear" module!

These are the bullet points for the Public Speaking Module:
# Increase feelings of calm when speaking

# Increase desire to speak in public

# Increase ability to connect with your audience

# Increase self-certainty

# Stimulate an attitude of peace when in front of people

Most people would rather die than get in front of crowd and speak!! I have practiced Martial Arts for this very same reason to release fear and bring out the peace within me!

I would never have gotten on this module if it weren't for the fact that I decided to test again and see what modules I needed to be on! Logically you would think you would know what you need, but testing always gives you the truth!

I am still on public speaking and I still test strong that I need all of these bullet points!! I really have noticed such a sense of peace and calm since I have been on this module. I have been asked to do many things involving being in from of many people and I truly don't feel the slightest bit of anxiety like I used to!

So enjoy Bobi, and remember, your intuition is more important than any Testing I can do for you, if you feel the need to be on a module that I have not listed then please do so, and add the ones I tested for you when you desire!

Bobi · #**1025** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 03:49 AM

Grace - Thank you for the module tests. They all sound and feel good to me! I've sent my request for changes and look forward to viewing. I've had a resistance to watching for about two months and feel ready to leap in with all fours again.

I think Public Speaking is considered the #1 fear or certainly in the top 3. I joined Toastmaster's for a couple years to face some of those same issues. What a powerful and joyful experience.

Could you also check thyroid for me - or hormones? I've been dragging tired for a week (or two? -I forget) and then whimpy-whiney all yesterday. About 9pm I felt a shift -the malaise was gone. I've had similar experiences in my life and am quite certain the shift was the moment of ovulation or some completion in the process. The difference of the last week and today is astounding. I'm a powerhouse again! I so want to stay in powerhouse mode and put the draggy/whinies behind me. A lifetime of easy menses has become somewhat challenging with pre-menopause.

Thank you for this opportunity to not only recieve your help and, just as importantly, also helping many of us clear a lifetime of training not to ask for such things by allowing 'helping others in the process' to light the way.

joy in all things,
bobi

Bobi · #**1026** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 03:58 AM

Jan,
Thank you for sharing your art with us! I agree with Zatgirl - I love the colors - and flow of the 2D peice. It's lovely,delightful. Can I ask what are the materials for the flying birds and the red disc? Very enticing!

again, thanks - and yes, mosey on over to Healing Art as well.

Bobi

zartgirl · #**1027** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 04:52 PM

Bobbi,
You know it is true that most of us have been taught to not ask for help! What amazes me is when we do ask for help we usually end up helping others at the same time!

I too have been dragging this last week, but some of mine was I ran out of spirulina over the holiday and then forgot to buy it on Friday and Saturday here is the Sabbath (not for me, but the store was closed) Hehee! I am back on it and been doubling up a little to catch up, but noticed also when I get that way if I also increase my water intake it helps a great deal no matter what the cause of it was! Just thought that might help you next time you are feeling that way!

I am like you all of the modules sound so wonderful and have some fit to me, so choosing was tough till I figured out that Grace could test them for me! Wow, how wonderful is that! I went through a lot of trial and error before getting to where I am with my modules! I do really love the Ho Oponopono module and for me the breakthrough to enlightenment has really brought some cool stuff into my life!!!! The deserving too! I just love that we can test for strength on the modules!

Well blessings Sj zartgirl

JanKnegt · #**1028** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 06:13 PM

Dear Bobi,

The materials I used for my artwork is wood. The artwork is almost a 3D artwork as I carved the animals and the landscape from wood so that my artwork is not flat but has different widths (or heights) to get a more 3D kind of artwork. As paint I used the paint to paint aircraft models. I am also an aircraft enthousiastic and as a boy I build many model aircrafts painted them with special paint for plastic model aircrafts, cars or boats.

It is nice to hear that my artwork is appreciated!
With greetings from Holland,
Jan

marnyka · #**1029** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 11:07 PM

Jan, your art is very beautiful. I don't think I've seen something like that before. I love your use of colors.

marnyka · #**1030** (**permalink**) 11-29-2007, 11:11 PM

Grace,
I'm on the Platinum Package, do you mind testing me to see what would be beneficial for me at this time?

Grace · #**1031** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 03:50 PM

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Originally Posted by JanKnegt

Dear Grace,

As You know I work in the week-ends (and on holidays) as a nurse in our children’s hospital.
From Monday till Friday I am busy with my training to become a MD. So there is no much time for relaxation or to recover from work.
When I had a full time job as a nurse I was often so exhausted after my shifts that I could not enjoy my spare time and often lay down on bed to recover and prepare myself for the next shifts.
I had this weekend three very busy shifts; working with very sick children with cancer who (and their parents) need a lot of care and attention. I was so exhausted when I became home that I felt sick of being so tired. I could not sleep while my head was spinning round (and in my dreams I was still busy as a nurse). In my body I feel than al kind of unpleasant sensations as if negative energy is trapped within my energy field and my body. Those feelings and sensations of being exhausted, tensed and stressed are unfortunately very familiar for me. Maybe it is caused by all the negative feelings in my environment I try to transform on a subconscious/spiritual level but I think there are also other causes that makes me so exhausted and feeling so strange in my head and body. I know there are feelings of failure or anxiety not to make mistakes or giving not the proper or afraid to receive criticism by doing the job not good enough or wanting to do everything perfect and give everybody the care and attention they need within too less time and possibilities.
If anything endangers my training to become a MD is this exhaustion which makes that I can not think clear, have difficulties with memorization and comprehension of the medical knowledge, not have the enthusiasm to learn or study or have the energy and motivation to succeed with my training and education to become a MD. OK the money issue can also endanger to become a MD but I think the exhaustion, lack of energy and not able to fully recover after a busy day brings my training and education to become a MD in serious danger. So I need to find a solution for this problem. I know Grace You already started to work on my health situation and hope to receive help for this major problem too.

Dear Grace and Zartgirl I tried to place tow artworks of me within this post but I did not succeeded. Can You tell me how I can post jpg pics of two of my artworks on this Thread?

Greetings from Holland to all the members of the CEM Thread,
Jan

Hi Jan,

I have been working on You for all these concerns. They have all been worked on since you first started posting and especially when we spoke on the phone. With CEM, as issues are corrected the problems lift with out much notice on your part. What happens also is that as layers of issues are corrected (being infinite beings) other "issues/problems" then beg for attention. So you may not notice a certain feeling of anxiety has lifted because a more intense sense of sadness has come into your awareness and to the surface for further corrections.

I will continue to work on your problem of exhaustion which is still stemming from your emotional and spiritual bodies.

I will post again to your next post, I have already skyped you concerning this, but I do have more to tell you.

I think your swans are beautiful and inspiring and yes The healing art thread is a perfect thread to post your art again!

marnyka · #**1032** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 06:37 PM

Good afternoon Grace,
Would you please help Chase out over the weekend with having a speedy recovery from his immunization shots he will be getting today? I would greatly appreciate it.

I have been working on myself being neutral to him getting shots and removing the fear I get when I think about them.

zartgirl · #**1033** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 07:28 PM

Grace,
I have been working on myself and others for the last week or so... but I would love it if you would help me to clear any issues I am having pertaining to getting a job, and an apartment. I really want and need to get out of the shelter by the 15th of December, and I need to get a job for at least long enough to live till I can get my posters going and whatever else is out there for me with the abundance! I guess today I am really fighting with myself! Belief seems to be a big issue and it seems to stem around my getting the or any phone call that I have gotten a job! I need to get rid of these issues, because I am blocking myself. I have been working on clearing these issues on my own, but I could use a little help! Thank you!

Blessings and a Big HUG Sallyjane zartgirl

zartgirl · #**1034** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 07:44 PM

Wow!!!

After posting five minutes ago, I walked down to the office at the shelter, and picked up my mail... in my mail was a letter from the housing authority, and I got my group interview!!!! Yeahhhh!!! This is sooo exciting, they are going to get me into a 3 bedroom house or apt. where the kids and I can live!!!!

This is just a huge breakthrough for me! Now all I need is an income! I did some clearing on that, and it was interesting, cause I asked it if I personally had any blockages and it said no, so I asked it if there were any blockages from someone else... i.e. Keith... It tested very strong, so I immediately cleared that too. I believe I will have an income very soon!!!!

Blessings and hugs Sallyjane zartgirl

marnyka · #**1035** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 10:10 PM

You're like the Little Engine that Could

I am so excited for you.

zartgirl · #**1036** (**permalink**) 11-30-2007, 11:55 PM

Marnyka,
First I want to wish you a Happy Birthday! I have been meaning to go to that post and say that, but never got there!

And a big thanks! Somehow it is all coming together... I get frustrated sometimes mostly because I want this stage to be over with and move on to the next stage of this game!!!

Yea, I have been working on the whole patients issue! I get it cleared in one area and then it seems to rear its ugly head in another area! Today I realized everything is really working itself out in just the right order! In my head I was supposed to get the job first and then the apartment... but this way I get help getting into the place and don't have to qualify on my credit... Once I get into the house, then I can make as much money as I want (and although I won't qualify for the help anymore, I will be in the place). Then I will focus on great credit! I am learning that it does not look like what it really looks like! If it looks bad, it is probably really good! Either we are learning something great or something big is about to fly at us from a different direction. So never judge anything!

Ah man, here I go a quick post turns really long with me!

The cool things is once I have a house I can start to paint my faeries by hand too, and getting income from them will be even easier.

Oh I almost forgot, but yesterday the state started giving me 500 dollars a month till I make too much income!

Everything is starting to just fall into place! It is really cool! Soon I will be in my own place with my kids, and have a great income, and my art will be starting to sell like wild fire, and be posting about all the changes that have happened in my life.

Hmmm... most would think that living in a shelter and having to get help from the government and all the so called crap I have been through would be a bad thing, but when you start this journey from so far down... it is awesome, because when you get through it and your hologram starts to change and your manifesting great things in your life... You get to see the distance you have traveled! You really get to appreciate even the littlest things like 500 dollars!!!! That is cool!

Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl