Alan, This works with my kids and it might work with yours... I have subliminal tapes that we call Happy CD's. I think the one I have Nat listening to right now is serenity, but we also have healthy relationships and others that I give him to listen to as he falls off to sleep each night. He sleeps better and he gets up in the morning more cheerful and stays that way all day!

It is just a thought! Sj zartgirl

I am sooooo excited! All the fear has left my body! For the first time in my life I actually feel like I am in control of my life! NOBODY else can tell me how it has to BE!

Oh man! Do you know what this means? I get to have my kids with me in California! I get to have the home of my dreams! I get to have the body of my design!!!! NO MORE FAT PERSON! I get to drive cars that were actually made in this century, and collect really cool cars that were made in the last century!!! Ooooooh! I can even have a tan on my skinny little body! Heheheee! And a bank acount that a huge number on the balance line of the bank statement! Wow!!!!! Wow!!!!! Wow!!!!! This is so exciting! Not only that but I get to design a healthy body and mind! Since I designed the problems in my jaw, I can design a jaw without any problems!!!! Oh man the possibilities are endless!

Wow! I knew you girls and guys were peeling away the layers on me, but man! What did you use on me this weekend? A Jack HAMMER?

Thank you SOOOO MUCH for the work so far and in the future! I just love you all so much and love coming here and talking with you and learning! Hey pretty soon I am going to have to start coming to the healing meetings to help with the healngs!

You are awesome! Sj zartgirl! Goodnight!

Grace,
Oh my gosh, I'm so excited for your news, I'm sitting with anticipation on the edge of my seat!!!! Come on!!!! Tell us soon!!!!

Zartgirl,

YOU are who is SO AMAZING!!!! Don't you just love spiraling to that next higher level? I felt like that too when Grace first did CEM on me. I thought WOW! This is how it feels to believe in myself and trust my higher self and manifest my dreams! It is sooo fabulous!

You are such an amazing person and as I sit and read each of your posts I feel as if I'm right there with you. I AM right there with you! We're all together! I love the collective power that we all have. We all work together to help move to the next level. Thank God for Paths and CEM!!!!

Hi I don't have much time to post, just wanted to ask for some healing on my left wrist please. It's as weak as a kitten, from a strain. Thank you

Hello Zartgirl,
We tried using the binaural beat sleeping MP3 from ESM but Zain is very curious and very sensitive to noise. He ends up playing with the headphones and it takes longer to get him to sleep!

Thank you for your suggestion

With love and gratitude
Alan

Hi S.J,

Have done some work on your wrist just now! So hope that it helped until the reinforcements arrive in the morning to read your post & work on it!

Love, Light & Blessings,
Sharyn

Hi S.J.,
Doing CEM now for your wrist -tested weak and then with corrections now testing strong - so it is Happening!!! Already done and perfect!!!
Love,
Maggie

Thank you so much Sharyn and Maggie My wrist is feeling aLOT easier, I can rest it without it paining me now I still can't pick anything up with it but that doesn't matter for now it is just bliss to be able to sit comfortably

Much Love & Appreciation

HI,
thanks to all of your help...Sharyn, Grace, Pamela, tephen, Alan, Vivian......cuz your support and CEM, ME, and open ears have been really helpful......As well as the insight
I feel a ton better..and ya grace that knot in my gut....was there to fuel me a direction.....and then it amediatly released.....you are sooooo smart....

Ya Grace, don't killl us with the suspence....

I Am Accepting alot in my life today.....and therefor it seems to disintegrate the judgement...and if i throw in a dash of compassion....wow....talk about Magic....

I am observing my stuff right now...and yup it is alot of work, but so worth it......

And thank you for those who may have done some stuff behinde the scenes for me.....

got to go get ready for work...
Peace and Love.....Adrienne

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! This stuff is so exciting! I have read ten chapters since last night when I start the Busting loose! Well I am a fast reader, and I read with like 98% comprehension... Although I tell you I have read some of this several times to really get it to go into my head! I think I will be reading this one multiple times, but I am getting so much out of it!

Today I have had a major change of perspective! I am soooo thankful that I created this whole situation with my kids, as I needed it to get to where I am right now! I am correcting my thoughts about fighting and preparing for a fight! I already have legal custody of them right now! I am so appreciative of the fact that I have custody of them and that we have so much love for each other! Abundance is where I live now! I have it in all areas of my life and I am so thankful for everything! I am walking around just being thankful to myself for creating so much and such awesome stuff in my life! All the awesome people!

I do need to learn to be thankful to myself a little bit... I walked down the hallway and heard the sink dripping... I thought Wow! Look at that I created a drippy sink... Thank you for the sink and this place I live and how great it is to be here and learning all this right now! I messed with the sink and got it to stop dripping and said thank me for creating a drippy sink I can make stop dripping! The thing was I was talking out loud, and I thought... Hmmmmm... My roommate is going to think I am whacked!

The cool thing is that my roommate is starting down the same road I started on some time ago when I first saw the secret and thought that was cool, but there had to be more to it... Then the search that brought me here to this place right now began. She came in the other night and She and her sister had been going to all the movie rental shops looking for the secret movie... They could not find it... I said, I own it would you like to borrow it? When she got back I explained to her that she and her sister had created it! She said that she and her sister had thought that thought as they watched the movie!

I am very excited about everything I create in my life! I also really to finally figure out the weird annomolies that nobody could explain to me as I was growing up! Like how did my grandfather who made money by playing card games at the casinos would call whatever card he wanted / needed to win? He created it! He could call the exact card and get it all the time! He said it was mind over matter.... I had no idea what that meant! Now I know! You know it is funny as a kid I could do it too on a regular basis.
Blessings zartgirl

Heheeee! Oh what an exciting journey this is! I decided to apply for a job here in this area... It is a graphic design job for a local college. I figured it was time to start havesting right now and here, instead of waiting till I get to where I am going... This is my journey and I am creating it, so I have decided to create a graphic design job in Walla Walla... For whatever reason I am creating this position for myself, It will serve me well till the time comes when I load my kids and head to California!

While I am at it, I have decided to create some friends in this area.

Oh man, I had this weird visualization today... I was living in Calif. with my kids in an apt right on the beach! It was beautiful. Their Dad came to visit, and what he saw was the me he met many years ago... but all grown up and like on steriods... It was weird, cause he was "like why couldn't you be like this when we were married?" I answered him, "I don't know? Why did you create me in your world the way you did? I am created right now just the way I want to be... Free!" I was so happy and I was just like I had always wanted to be! I had pink streaks through my blond hair! I had skinny jeans on and I was skinny! My clothes were on the outer edge of style. I was totally healthy and had an abundance of energy! My house was absolutely beautiful with purple furniture and fabric on the walls to create color instead of paint. My kids were very happy to see their Dad, but loved living with Mom. They were balanced and peaceful. They had complete respect for each other and were not fighting... Love and gratitude were in abundance, and Keith and I were friends! Although, I believe I had another man in my life who was very special to me!

The only weird part of the visual was the keith part... But I know the person he saw was the real me! The off the wall eccentric, who had now matured into an off the wall eccentric woman! I am sure I was there for some reason in his life, but he was what I needed to grow into that woman and be comfortable being her! If it had not been him, it would have been someone else that played the same role in my life! When I look at it in that way then none of it is bad or good it just is what I needed! I can stop blaming Keith, myself or anyone else! Suddenly forgiveness works! I always tried to figure out how to really forgive someone... especially myself, and the answer is all this! It really works!

Thank you so much for all your encouragement and energy! I realize now that I created you all to help me on t