Jure, I just read your post about wanting better eyesight... My daughter is 13, and she decided after learning about the Law of Attraction that she was going to have better eye sight... at the time her vision was 400 in one eye and 400 and something in the other eye! Legally blind! Well she has been focussing on this for a while of her eyes getting better, and I had her eyes checked and not only are both of her eyes the same now, but they are both at 300! Well she has a ways to go, but that is a huge change for the better and for a kid who has worn glasses since she was in kindergarten and really does not remember a time with out them! That is huge! I think it will not be long till she totally does not have to wear glasses at all! No glasses or contacts and no surgery! Is that way cool! Isn't she an AWESOME teenager!!! Ok I am totally bragging!

Just thought you would be encouraged by a teenagers eyes getting better because she decided they would!

Blessings Sj zartgirl

Nadine, Thank you for the wonderful words of encouragement! I am very excited about my new life in my new place! Thanks so very much and Blessings Sj zartgirl

Dear Grace,

Very much afraid... The last week or so has been spent in a neglectful psych unit as I recovered and discovered some additional problems (possibly diabeties and ADHD). Trying to recover from the neglectful hospital stay - was expecting a caring experience like in the ICU last year. Many blessings your way... Also, any guidance would be appriciated.

Hi Shauna,

I will spend most of tonight and tomorrow on YOU!! I am so glad you have posted again!!

"In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love."
Mother Teresa

Thanks zartgirl! I m so happy for your teenager .

Hi everyone. I'm in a bit of a funk lately with feeling a combination of "blah" and fear over my business that will be starting soon (in terms of start-up costs and finding staff), and while I "know" I need to change my focus before it all turns into reality, I just can't seem to do it and seem stuck on focusing on "reality".

Anyway, you're all so helpful and kind to each other here, so I just thought this would be a good place to ask for help to see if anyone wanted to send any happy vibes my way! It's much appreciated. I'm lurking around on this site, but honestly haven't even been popping in much lately due to this same "blah-ness". I'm not sure what's going on or why but I'm even feeling negative on focusing on feeling positive! LOL Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed at all and never have been, just blah lately! I think I'm frustrated with myself as I'm not being consistent with my intentions (in terms of taking the time to make them even!) and then because of that I just feel like I'm spinning my wheels...

Thanks for reading!

Happiness and health to you.
Kim

Oh man everything was going really good till today. We had to take this stupid parenting class on how to get along in divorce and custody battles. Well we were working together really great till this stupid class, and now he thinks we should do mediation It is not because he loves the kids or anything else it is to continue to hold me hostage in this God forsaken place!

The good things was for the first time in months and months I talked with one of the Pastors from our Church! The associate pastor is also the counselor at my daughters school. I went there to pull the kids out of school to register them here were I live because I live across stateline and the deal was they only go to school there as long as he signs the papers, and he backed out!

The real reason I believe he is balking at signing the papers is because he does not like the amount of child support he will have to pay! That is when the real trouble started, but I was willing to sign off on a much smaller amount at least for now to get the papers signed!

Well in talking with the Associatiate Pastor today I told him everything that has been going on! All the lies he told, and everything else... He said he would try to talk to Keith and get him back on track for me! I told him if I have to file without his signature and go through the process then I will put into the papers that will become publicly accessible forever, and ruin his ability to get re-elected and to ever get elected to any higher office! I have am so tired of trying to be nice and getting the raw end of the deal with this jerk! He has had his chance! I only have about 10 days here till I become homeless (although they will probably extend it) so he will have to find other housing because the kids and I will probably move into the house this week! My advocate wants to file the restraining order that I had been putting off also, so I may do that also!

So am I on the right track? He has emotionally, and physically threatened me for 16 years... Is the only way to fight back to fight with force? Please send me lots of possitive energy tonight and tomorrow! Could you send the X some peaceful energy and some co-operation energy! His name is Keith. Please help me and my kids get to California in ten days!!!
Blessings Sj

Well the good news is I have calmed down tonight! I am going to watch my relax module also! You know over the weekend I heard all of you talking about the deserving module and I think I need that one too! The only module I can think of replacing is the goal setting module, but you know that one just might be adding to my stress right now anyways and I have been watching it for awhile... not as long as I should, but right now I think I need the deserving module more. It seems like it would help me get to where I need to get by knowing I deserve to be there, and especially after all I have been through.

Well I have not heard back from the associate pastor yet, but the idea hit me that I should suggest to Keith that we set up a mediation with the Pastor and work out exactly what we should sign and then get it signed immediatley before he can change his mind! I tried to call him at both of his numbers and could not reach him so I am thinking that the Pastors are still talking to him...Either that or he is over at his drinking buddies If that is the case then he will not be home till tomorrow morning. I know that great things await me and I know I do not belong up here, so it will all work out for me. As I was sitting in one of my groups it suddenly hit me that I can contact the agency that handles child support and file with them to start collecting and it will take it out of the divorce case period! Then he won't have a choice in how much or when or how he pays! I think I will wait and see if I can work this out first peacefully, because I do not believe that this is about me and the kids going to Calif but it is about controlling me! He never said he wanted to go to court, he just wants to drag it out with court mediation before he signs! It is about control and money his two most important loves in life!

Hmmm... Sorry if I am going on and on, but I am really trying hard to not talk to the kids about it at all! They do know that their Dad did not keep his promise, but I told them that I am going to try to work it out with him peacefully before I change their schools! I am feeling really calm about this tonight so you all must be doing some serious work on me and the situation! Thank you and big HUGS!

Don't you just love how I am growing in this... I use to freak out and need someone else to calm me down... Now I freak out and with your energies work through it on my own and start to see the right solutions all on my own well through you all !

Blessings Sj Zartgirl

Shauna,

I'm sending positive energy to you right now. Hang in there!

Lots of love,

Allen

Just passing by to appreciate each and every person, and to send you lots of love and let you know that I love you all Also sending you a virtual hug each, packed with Reiki goodness

I am leaving to go sign the papers for the divorce with my husband in a few minutes!

Man you all sent me some serious strength! Over the last 16 years he has been able to twist and turn everything around on me and turn me into a sobbing mess! Today, I squared off with him not even backing down! I was firm and direct and to the point! I told him I had nothing to loose, and he had everything to loose! I was so strong you all would have been so proud of me! I was awesomely strong! Okay I am proud of me!!!!

Well, I know you all were sending lots of strength my way! I could feel the energy here! I did not even cry! You are awesome! Well WE are awesome! What a team we are! I love each and everyone of you! Got to go get those signatures! Blessings to you!!!! Zartgirl

Zartgirl

This is for you and please sing along!!

California here I come, right back where I started from!!!!! Ok, You finish the song because it is yours!!

Aloha
Keoi

Zartgirl,

You are so wonderful and powerful! I am so proud of you!!!!