Originally Posted by zartgirl

DeAnne,
Thank you for the post of links! I spent some time watching them. It was funny because I came about to post some questions about where I could learn more! There was a lot of the answers to my questions... Well all the answers to my questions for now!

Today, I requested a paths module change... This thought probably came from you all, so I decided to let you know... I got rid of the Ult. Body, because frankly with all the stress in my life it seemed pretty useless for now! I changed it out for "Just Relax, Stress Reduction". My thought was that way I would hopefully stop sabotaging not only my paths modules but also the work all of you healers do on me with my constant stressing out! Besides I am tired of being stressed out all the time, and I know it is limiting what I can attract into my life! So out with the stress and in with the peace and harmony. I am sure my kids will apreciate it too!

Well Blessings to all of you here!

Sj (zartgirl)

Originally Posted by Bobi

Maggie,

Thank you for sharing your lovely poem. There is a sweetness in it beyond the words themselves that I suspect reflects the author. Thank you perhaps even more for having the courage to put it out there. Putting our creative self out for the world to see is an enormous step and a gift! You go, girl!

Grace,

Thank you for your attentive care to my friend, Kriss. And for gracing me as well. What a yummy jolt of surprise.

I’ve been lying in bed thinking I really have to get to sleep for yet another full day ahead but I decided I best share some of today’s experiences in case it is of use to the dialog. And there is no way I will remember if I wait until Sunday.

The last two weeks have been depleting on various levels knocking me pretty clearly out of balance. And while I’d like to hole up for a week to focus on myself it will be some while before I can. And after a particularly low three days I woke up this morning feeling “I’m Back!” with a normal sense of self and the tools to get on with things. This felt normal enough, it happens like this some times – though now I wonder if it is related to your attentions. Works for me!

Then tonight, as I was settling in to sleep, my mind was in spin-mode running down paths with negative bents and I thought, “cripes, I need to get grounded”. A friend recently introduced me to sending down roots from my big toes rather than through the bottoms of the feet or out the tailbone. Wow, those are wily little roots that dive headlong for a molten core and then swim about like nymphs cavorting – or so it’s been for me. Which is great because I typically sidetrack before I can soundly ground.

So I have some familiarity with those wily guys. However, this time energy surged up those roots and shot up both legs and to my chest through clearly defined lines like major arteries –and red, lava-like. I sat with it as it climbed more slowly and filled my head, swirling around the crown. I thought, cool- maybe this will open that chakra, but it seemed content to simply swirl. Then a spike of light surged up from inside my head – also cool, I’m thinking. followed by light or something similar coming down fiilling me like cool water clear down to my feet. I try to allow it to flow down through those big toes but instead it flows from my tailbone and I think – oh my goodness, this a good thing, a thing I’ve been aiming for and I sit with the flow for a while before my thinking gets in the way.

I’m somewhat familiar with energies though this was new, vivid. And somewhere along the line I realized, oh! –this might be CEM!

Sharing here in this forum is new territory for me and saying so much so early feels a bit, what…over zealous? Still, here it is.

Thank you for your time and gracious attentions. I will be eager to check back here when I get home late Sunday.

joy in all things,
Bobi