Chinese Energetic Medicine by Grace

[Sunshine]

Hi Grace

Thank you so much for your message and the hug. It makes all the difference in the world to know that I am being helped and gives me strength. I will stick with the one module for now.Thank you. Funnily enough, before I read your note I had been observing what is happening and had even written down some feelings that were coming up. I seem to experience what I'm experiencing and also sort of look at it from outside. Also I read the book "The Messenger"yesterday! I'd read about it on the posts so decided to have a look. Just reading on the posts brought up some pretty strong emotions and I had to make myself read it but decided it would be good for me!! A lot of things are coming up at the moment which I won't say on here . I have been trying to practice the things in the book and even though I struggle with it and don't think I can do it "right" I have decided to trust that my intention will be enough and just do it as best I can.



Thank you. Will keep you posted about my progress.

[heat_georgia]

another poem

thought i knew


sometimes i think i should run away...
start all over, and try something new..
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever find..
what i'm looking for..
what am i looking for?
a rollercoaster of emotions...
up and down..
spinning me around..
wondering how i found..
you...
for just a lesson?
a chapter?
a story?
they tell me my heart's too soft..
but i don't wanna be hard..
so i dive in head first..
forgetting all i've learned..
with an album of memories..
playing in my mind...
just as a reminder..
to leave the past behind...
challenging for me.
feeling sorry for myself...
sorry for you...
not getting through...
disconnection...
like an addiction..
to what i thought i knew.

[Pamela]

For Heather...

Dearest Heather...

I have been looking to the heartfelt poems that you have posted here on Grace's thread and I would lovingly like to invite you to share your gift with words and feelings over at the "Healing Through Art" thread...

I have no doubt that you personally experience a wonderful cathartic release when you write them and there is no question that many other viewers will be able to experience this same emotional and healing response by looking to them, so I hope you will consider sharing them there...

And I also want to HIGHLY recommend that all of you Beauties read The Messenger! I have been cultivating and sending Love since I read it a few weeks ago and what I have been seeing in my world as a result is delightfully ASTONISHING! What a wonderful gift Blake has given us by sharing the link to this book with us! ( Blake!!! )

With Much Love and Gratitude,

Pamela

[heat_georgia]

thanks pamela!

yeah... i've been meaning to. i have written so many things lately. its weird how feeling blue makes me a writting machine. thank you so much for the invite. i will post some of my poems over there!
hope life is treating you well.

-heather

[zartgirl]

Grace

Grace can you test some things for me...

First of all I am working at a major retail store in the cash office. That has been good as it has gotten me back on track with my finances, but I think it is interferring with my real financial abundance, and I am wondering if I need to now step out on faith and quit that job and just focus on my web stuff. I am working more and more hours every week, and instead of working weekends when I am not doing my other thing I am off, and this week I work everyday. I am not good at getting up before work to make phone calls and do this work...

The web thing is what will help me move to California, and I am just not seeing when my hours will cut back? Next week will be really bad for me accomplishing anything on my own because I will be working from 10am to closing!

The other thing I am wondering about is my modules:
I am currently on

• Prospecting (which I think I need, but tests that I don't need anymore???)
• Trauma Relief
• Mindset for money
• Self Esteem
• Organization
• Ult. Body

I feel like I am supposed to change one of these and when I tested last night it said the Prospecting one???? That is the one that I feel I really need... although I don't in the physical see any of them that I should change, but my intuition is saying to change one out... If I did what would I change it out for???

Another issue I need help with is my stomach is so upset all the time, I am tired and sleep too much or at least I dont get up early like I should to get done what I need to do! I know this is all emotional, and I don't know what it is about but it seems to be really interferring with my getting done what I need to get done! Not only is this slowing down my move, but it is slowing down me getting to the point where I can start to market my artwork! This morning I woke up with such an upset stomach that I did not even get to functioning till almost 9:30am! This is not good, as I have too much to do! I want to start getting up at 7am and getting my shower and being on the phone by 8:30am! Maybe the new module is supposed to help me with these issue instead and my problem is not to do with prospecting???? I have no idea... But something here has to give!

Thanks for your help... I will also try to figure some of this out myself with my pendulum, but I really would like you to test it with me!

Thanks and HUGS Sallyjane

[zartgirl]

Grace...

Man you do quick work! I got my answer! LOL! I posted the question above and (felt driven) to go to imediately go to my paths website and started looking at the list of modules. I immediately spotted the increased energy and motivation, and started reading about it... Then I tested and it came up as very strong for me right now. My intuition is very strong with this module right now.

I also tested the quitting my job and that is a NO! for right now! I am feeling like this has to do more with me changing something inside me so that I am getting done what I need to get done before I quit my job. There is something I need to work on inside of me before I can quit... Although I feel that the resignation will only be put off a short time, as soon I will be too busy to keep working there... Besides I also feel my move coming up much sooner than I believe is possible (I think that is freaking me out a little bit ). That may be what I am working on the most right now is that maybe my move is scaring me ! Wow! That was a big realization and hit close to my heart... The new place in Calif will cost me more a month, and although I know I am manifesting plenty for it... somehow it is scarying me! We will have to work on that together, and of course that is probably the outer appearance that I am seeing and you will probably find the real issue that I am dealing with. In the meantime I am going to have to spend some time processing what I see, so I can move on through this. I do test as being at the begining of busting loose of all this stuff... I am sooooo close it is not even funny and the real issue is probably my ego giving the last little bit of a fight as it is loosing this battle of control!

Hmmmm! Wow! I feel so much better talking this out with you, on an energetic level. I know we just had a deep conversation right now as I was typing... I was thinking of calling you, but I didn't need to, because you are right here with me... We are one! I know you felt that hug too!

Love you Sallyjane

[Grace]

Brava Sallyjane!!!

Man you do quick work! I got my answer! LOL! I posted the question above and (felt driven) to go to imediately go to my paths website and started looking at the list of modules. I immediately spotted the increased energy and motivation, and started reading about it... Then I tested and it came up as very strong for me right now. My intuition is very strong with this module right now.

I also tested the quitting my job and that is a NO! for right now! I am feeling like this has to do more with me changing something inside me so that I am getting done what I need to get done before I quit my job. There is something I need to work on inside of me before I can quit... Although I feel that the resignation will only be put off a short time, as soon I will be too busy to keep working there... Besides I also feel my move coming up much sooner than I believe is possible (I think that is freaking me out a little bit ). That may be what I am working on the most right now is that maybe my move is scaring me ! Wow! That was a big realization and hit close to my heart... The new place in Calif will cost me more a month, and although I know I am manifesting plenty for it... somehow it is scarying me! We will have to work on that together, and of course that is probably the outer appearance that I am seeing and you will probably find the real issue that I am dealing with. In the meantime I am going to have to spend some time processing what I see, so I can move on through this. I do test as being at the begining of busting loose of all this stuff... I am sooooo close it is not even funny and the real issue is probably my ego giving the last little bit of a fight as it is loosing this battle of control!

Hmmmm! Wow! I feel so much better talking this out with you, on an energetic level. I know we just had a deep conversation right now as I was typing... I was thinking of calling you, but I didn't need to, because you are right here with me... We are one! I know you felt that hug too!

Love you Sallyjane

Fabulous Sallyjane!

Yes Yes Yes, When I read your post, the thought that came in immediately is that Sallyjane already knows the answer! So the next question was, "Does she need confirmation" and the answer went weak (which means no) when I muscle tested. So I knew that I could wait to reply to your questions. So I simply made the corrections for the issues that came up concerning your stomach etc.

You are also correct in that the stomach issues were all emotional, and due to the fear of moving to California. The most amazing issue I discovered with you, and one that ties into the emotional issues manifesting as an upset stomach, is Fear of your power!

Now I would never have logically come to this conclusion for you. You have had a great year of self realization. You KNOW how powerful you are, yet there you have it! Muscle testing by passes the ego/mind and only tests strong for the Truth. What was even more wonderful is that of course I resonated with this, and is why I only took a bronze medal in sparring when I should have had gold in this too. I resonated, but my issue was more Fear of Success.

I cleared my issue this past Sunday, and I have gotten strength with clearing yours (Fear of becoming too powerful). Of course you make working on you very easy since you are so Powerful and have so much faith in yourself.

You are also correct in that your move is coming up sooner than you imagined, and in switching to Increased Energy and Motivation instead of Prospecting. YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!

[heat_georgia]

hi grace.

Hi Grace!
Thanks for all your kind words.
I'm just worried about myself. I'm having a really hard time lately,trying not to get emotional. i feel like i just wanna stay in my room and cry all the time. i really got swept of my feet with this romance. i know it was for something because he and i both felt it.and he still says it, but he thinks we will cause each other too much sorrow. its just that i've had some situations in this relationship where past issues and insecurities were coming up for me so hard, and i guess he's been through that with someone before....and due to the fact that he's a workaholic, and that he recently lost alot of money made him really anxious. i think he started to see me as a distraction, especially since i was being insecure.
i'm just having these feelings like i wish i could start all over and do things differently. i feel like my life won't be the same now. i guess i've just always dreamed of having someone that i can grow old with....maybe it makes me desperate, and pushes the other away.
i know i need corrections, but i don't even know what to ask you to correct at this point.
i'm just so bummed.
-heather

[Doug]

Heyyy Grace

Grace!
Hey there, I was wondering with the recent closure of the place where I worked the other day, what would be the bestest mods to be on?? I could get into similar telephone cust. service jobs at AT&T, EMBARQ, or Citi, etc. that would pay the bills till that killer job or business to get into originates.
I miss those long bike rides - commutes to the Spa Co. already!! He he

Thanks,
Doug

[zartgirl]

Grace

Dear Grace! Yes that whole fear of the move surprised me, but then when you mentioned the fear of power... It kind of surprised me, but at the same time it totally resonated with me!

I knew that you knew that I was getting my answers as I felt like I was talking with you as I was typing both posts... telepathically! There was a strong connection there! So awesome to experience! Anyways, I am also always working on clearing things for myself...

My daughter needs some corrections made her... She and her Dad have some issues between them... Basically, he is terrified of loosing her, and is driving her away! He is manifesting exactly what he fears... Izzi does not mind spending time with her dad, but likes to come home and not spend the night there. It has to do with a cat at the house that she is allergic too, and not having everything she needs as a teenage girl to get ready in the morning... Tonight I packed her a small bottle of natural shampoo for her to shower with tomorrow morning, but still she will not have makeup, and then she doesn't like to haul clothes back and forth. If she talks to her dad about this then he will bring her home, but then he gets all like "did I do something wrong?" Takes her out to a bunch of fancy dinners trying to drag out of her why she is mad at him... So she feels she has to go and stay at his house, but gets very angry when she has too. She feels she can not talk to him, and that she just has to stuff her feelings or offend her dad...

Now somewhere in here is the real story that underlies it... As I was typing I honed in on feelings of guilt, but not Izzi's Guilt but her Dad's guilt??? Anyways she needs some help with this!

Thank you Sallyjane

[Ayurved]

Hi Grace!
I'm coming to a real crossroads...and needing some clearing bad! I have been going through so many changes....I think I have take what's coming-itis...!
Seriously, I'm not embracing my power either, and at this point I don't know what I should be turning my energy towards. My biggest concern is my house/building. just when i am adjusted to having to sell it, something comes in with the possibility tht I may not have to. Grace, do you 'see' anything about that? Could you help me with a clearing fear about bumbling up the works if I try to push things too hard? I think somewhere is a fear of wanting things to go 'too' well for me!!! (then comes the 'fall'!) This past weekend, I had a tremendous validation about myself, my talents and the things I dream of doing....I got initiated into a previously family only lineage by someone I respect so much! and I think I'm ready to believe in myself the way my teacher does. But my house thing has been dragging on, because I think I can't make up my mind to be powerful enough to bring it to a happy conclusion!!!!!
I need to get some 'ease' in my life!!!!

The modules I'm on now are: SL 3, deserve, vision, mindset $, biz success & creativty, shed lbs, ultimate body, antioxident....and your glorious associates platinum.

Thanks so much Grace for all you do!!!!! and everyone else here who is sharing energy, love and concern for each other!!!

IN MUCH LOVE AND GRATITUDE!
Nancy

[Sunshine]

Reading through the last few posts, especially Sallyjane's, I thought I should just add on as I am experiencing similar to do with moving. I have felt that I wanted to move area and my house has been on the market since the summer. I had just two viewings at the beginning and then nothing. I was really fed up because I felt desperate to move. Eventually I gave up trying to force things and had decided that it would wait until the spring. The housing market here is not in a good state. Prices have dropped rapidly and people are really struggling to sell and winter isn't the best time to sell. So I'd relaxed and was fine about it. And my noisy neighbours have been away for 3weeks now which has been absolute bliss!!!! Anyway I got a call from the estate agent to say I had a viewer today with nothing to sell!!! This made me feel really excited. I spent ages getting the house ready and welcoming and then just 10 minutes before she was due to arrive I got a call to say she'd cancelled. No reason. I felt so deflated and disappointed. My energy completely dropped. But the reason I'm telling you this is because I too have mixed feelings about the move. I feel deep down it's the right move for me and picture it daily and feel excited but I'm scared in case I've got it wrong and it's not!! And where I'm moving to is 8 hours away and I don't know anyone there and have nowhere to move to when I get there! And I'm worried about my cat. So I know there are a lot of fears and obviously conflicting emotions.

I know that any corrections that are done for one person will help others and I don't know if it makes any difference when people are going through similar things? So if you could please include me, Grace, when you work on the others I'd appreciate it.

And Sallyjane, I will be thinking of you and picturing everything resolved and you too, Ayurved.


And Grace, I will keep you posted as promised about the other stuff you have been working on for me. I am busy noticing changes.

[Bobi]

Me too!

Count me in on "moving" corrections! Should we sell? Should we move? Where to move?...Should we stay? Should we build on-site? , etc., etc.

I'm in the throes of a deadline so can't post about it now but would like to connect to the corrections going on.

Thanks!
Bobi

[zartgirl]

Hey everyone...

OMG! I just finished the most amazing little book that I have to share with you all!!!!! Actually up above Pamela mentioned it, which is why I read the book in the first place! I am just soooo excited about this book... It is about opening up to love within yourself and then be able to send it to people, places, and things. So I come here and started to read some of your posts, and keep thinking this is just soooo powerful! Once you open yourself to love then you can start sending it to other people (I can not wait to start effectively sending my neighbor and his dogs love). You can fill your business with love... which will attract more customers. You can fill your house with love which will attract buyers and at the price you want to sell the house for. Basically, it just puts the emotion of love into what we are trying to create. So if it is health then you put love into the area you want to heal.

If you are looking for that special person, first you open yourself to love, and that will heal your own insecurities and attract the right people to you! For me I am excited about attracting friends!

Anyways, it is soooo important to to put a possitive emotion into what we want to manifest, because the other powerful emotion that really manifests things and fast is fear! You will get what you put emotion into. Grace taught me so well way back when to appreciate and love where I am at, and now I finally see how I have changed so much in this last year! Thank you Grace I will be sending you lots of love!


Anyways I jsut wanted to share this with you... Here is the link Books on Love by Klaus Joehle. Free download. And the best part is that the books are free. I have only read the first one, but look forward to reading the rest!

Hugs and LOVE Sallyjane

[Doug]

Hi
I'm just worried about myself. Im having a really hard time lately,trying not to get emotional. i feel like i just wanna stay in my room and cry all the time. i really got swept of my feet with this romance. i know it was for something because he and i both felt it.and he still says it, but he thinks we will cause each other too much sorrow. its just that i've had some situations in this relationship where past issues and insecurities were coming up for me so hard, and i guess he's been through that with someone before....and due to the fact that he's a workaholic, and that he recently lost a lot of money made him really anxious. i think he started to see me as a distraction, especially since i was being insecure.
i'm just having these feelings like i wish i could start all over and do things differently. i feel like my life won't be the same now. i guess i've just always dreamed of having someone that i can grow old with....maybe it makes me desperate, and pushes the other away.
i know i need corrections, but i don't even know what to ask you to correct at this point.
i'm just so bummed.
-heather

Heather!!!
I just wanted to jump in here give you a hand...
A couple of things...
I know you're feelin' sad and that's natural - run with it till you're bored with it. I would highly recommend reading the "Living in Love" book that Sally Jane has the link to here. Corrections would help but there is some things you can do, like reading that publication for free. Today you may not be up for reading because of how you are feeling. Give yourself a chance, you can work on you while enjoying a good story -- it did wonders for me. I had a relationship fizzle too

Dreaming of someone to grow old with is fine -- that's great!
The Magic is with you and there's plenty of time for you to grow and learn more about ya. Remember -- "It's not your fault, it's your responsibility"...
I'm saying you could be surprised with what happens. With past present and future happening at once, your past stuff came to attention in the present and the same with him.

It's up to you on doing that homework (reading) That way, the test & grade will go much better. You may get your study partner back or someone even better for you, someone without the workaholic tendencies.

Ah, again... check out that book. get my drift?

I wish you the best

Doug