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  • For Val!

    Originally posted by VJoy View Post
    Hi Grace!!!

    I want to thank you for all your help. To be honest, my cat Dani had been doing better lately!

    Me, however, I am not improving. I thought PATHS was helping me, for about a week, but this week I don't feel it is, (I am also in EMDR therapy, and THAT is helping me a bit. I believe it is the EMDR that is helping me, not PATHS).....I have been depressed emotionally, and as far as my digestive system goes, Wedensday was a usual monthly (or random) attack of terrible abdominal spasms from IBS, and I am still on multiple drugs for the pain.......although today is Friday and it is better now. :rolleyes
    :

    I want to humbly thank you so much Grace, but I fear that I may be a lost cause..


    Hi Val,

    I am so happy Dani is doing better! You also have shifted, you just have not allowed yourself to trust this truth yet. Let me explain it this way. On a scale of 1-10 with 1 being your perception of dis-ease, and 10 being your perception of perfect health of your projected physical body, you were a -3 when I began making corrections, and now you are a 3. I know you want to be a perfect 10, but you must first have faith in your power to create this effortlessly.

    I can make corrections for eternity on you, and know that they have all been effective, but unless you have faith in yourself and who you truly are, you will fall back into your mental habits that no longer serve you, and continue to project the same dis-ease. Feeling as if you are a "lost cause" is nothing more than a choice to fall victim to the ego/mind and it's insane notions that you are separate from God, and therefore you have no power. I know Val that your reasoning mind already knows these things, but you are wondering why you have not experienced perfect health yet.

    The reason is because your ego/mind is looking for A BIG MIRACLE. The big miracle where everything is PERFECT RIGHT NOW! This is a way for the ego/mind to once again prove to you that "you see, I am a lost cause", because that BIG MIRACLE has not happened, and therefore it probably never will. This causes you to be in a constant state of a "crisis of faith". I have been making corrections on many other issues and layers of fear for you, but these are just a few. We are an infinite being and the ego/mind (if you give it power by believing in it) will use infinite ways to attack.

    It will be important for you to focus your mind now on catching all the "small" miracles. No matter how minute, a miracle is a miracle, and the size does not take away the immense power that you have for creating even the smallest one. Dani and you feeling a bit better is one. Catching yourself smiling is another. Feeling a sense of peace even for a slight moment is another. Finding this Forum is yet another.

    As you begin to focus on these small miracles, your faith in yourself will begin to take root and flourish!! You will realize that YOU are experiencing these small miracles, therefore you are attracting them, and also you are allowing the healing to take place.

    You also have a tendency to drift in and out of the "Dark night of the Soul". Once again this is nothing to fear, we have all been there, but now it is time for you to awaken to the fact that you are creating this drifting back and forth. Now you can put the effects of the "Dark night of the Soul" to benefit for you. I want you to watch this video, and I will continue to make the necessary corrections for you. DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

    Thank you so much for posting Val, this is resonating with more people than you can imagine, and you are being of great service to all. Also, as you finally allow the complete healing to take place, you will inspire so many to do the same! There is always a brilliant silver lining to every dark cloud.
    IMMENSE LOVE AND GRATITUDE ~ GRACE

    Linktr.ee/gracehaeusler

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    • For Christine!

      Originally posted by Christine G. View Post
      Zartgirl you are amazing!! Total inspiration!! I love you!
      I DITTO THESE SENTIMENTS 1000%



      "Thank you so much Grace!! I know you're an extremely busy person and I really appreciate you! You are always in my gratitudes all day long as well as Sharyn, Pamela and Aaron...well everyone on this forum AND this forum"


      Hi Christine!

      I have made additional corrections for the "issues" that are coming up now for you. They are mostly small, common and mild, which is always good news. "Confidence in your abilities" is an issue that is a core issue for you. I am stilling working on getting strength with this one. It would be a great idea to get on the self esteem-confidence builder, and also the sports module. The sports module is for your singing as well, read the full description and you will understand why.

      Thank you for your beautiful post! I also agree that Sharyn, Pamela and Aaron...... everyone on this forum are amazing including YOU!!

      IMMENSE LOVE AND GRATITUDE ~ GRACE

      Linktr.ee/gracehaeusler

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      • Thanks Grace!

        Thank you Grace!!!! I am currently on the self esteem confidence builder right now. My third month on it will start next month in September. I am also on SLP3, Unlimited Creativity(music verison) and Mind Set for Money. I'm taking the advice from PATHS to stay on these the full 3 months.

        I will take your advice on the Sports Module defintely!! I was thinking after my 3 months was up I was going to try SLP1, Stem Cell Health, Skin Repair and Increased Synchronicity. Now that you've recommended the sports module I will switch it to that. But was contemplating also Academic Super Charger (learn my vocal exercises better), Public Speaking (you posted that this should be the releasing all fear module once I think, not in those words).
        I am currently on only one theater. Wanted to see if you tested strong for any of these to be next choices to switch. Until I can manifest some money for a platinum.

        Thank you again Grace for your precious time and phenomenal skills
        With Infinite Love and Gratitude,
        Christine

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        • Excellent!

          Originally posted by Grace View Post


          I Feeling as if you are a "lost cause" is nothing more than a choice to fall victim to the ego/mind and it's insane notions that you are separate from God, and therefore you have no power. I know Val that your reasoning mind already knows these things, but you are wondering why you have not experienced perfect health yet.

          The reason is because your ego/mind is looking for A BIG MIRACLE. The big miracle where everything is PERFECT RIGHT NOW! This is a way for the ego/mind to once again prove to you that "you see, I am a lost cause", because that BIG MIRACLE has not happened, and therefore it probably never will. This causes you to be in a constant state of a "crisis of faith". I have been making corrections on many other issues and layers of fear for you, but these are just a few. We are an infinite being and the ego/mind (if you give it power by believing in it) will use infinite ways to attack.

          It will be important for you to focus your mind now on catching all the "small" miracles. No matter how minute, a miracle is a miracle, and the size does not take away the immense power that you have for creating even the smallest one. Dani and you feeling a bit better is one. Catching yourself smiling is another. Feeling a sense of peace even for a slight moment is another. Finding this Forum is yet another.

          Thank you so much for posting Val, this is resonating with more people than you can imagine, and you are being of great service to all. Also, as you finally allow the complete healing to take place, you will inspire so many to do the same! There is always a brilliant silver lining to every dark cloud.
          Whoa, whoa, pretty cosmic Grace!
          Yesterday I read through Sally Jane's response to Val. What SallyJ did in her own life is a great example of what we are really capable of. My hat's off to you on what you did and how well you wrote about it. The forgiveness and thanking the X was primo! It was incredible and with having a party to get to, I didn't get a response in, but thought of what I was going to say. And what was that??? The "Ego" you beat me to it, Grace! And there is also habits of thought, reinforced by the ego <- (let's tame that down to size) Keep your attention on what feels good, remember that feeling and make that your habit. That requires some effort, but less than the 32 mi bike ride I did to see how it would be to commute back in forth to my new job Tuesday!!!

          You are really a powerful being, like SallyJane said and Fer-reakin' Awesome!!! I'm hearing that in your posts!!! And not saying that because it sounds good. Some people don't think they are powerful and are creators (just because no one told them) We are responsible for us! And in a way, I've heard it said, it's not our fault but it's our responsibility! Whatever the scenarios are that we are part of in the present, it's up to us to learn from, grow from and share our successes! We all have an agenda or blueprint in life. It is up for change in any given moment. Blueprints are ideas, or plans -- plans can change -- we have no itinerary laid out that we are destined to follow. I know Val, you didn't sign up for the "Hopeless Cause" life this time!! Right???

          I recently saw a clip from Abraham-Hicks that was amazing and it revealed to me what may be keeping a lot of people back from seeing their own greatness which is a given to us!

          As Grace said Val, this situation will help many and I'm already psyched for your success! I want to thank you all for the great information being shared! I love you all! Thanks for all the wisdom as well. I've learned bunches. Thanks for enriching my life!

          Love,
          Doug
          With AMEGA You can change your life in minutes...

          Hear how here: Live the Energized Life

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          • For Grace, SallyJane, and Doug

            Okay, I am having techinical difficulties.....I see posts from only SallyJane, and then when I reply, I see posts from Grace and Doug,
            So I will have to combine everything here.


            Thank you GRACE, SALLYJANE, AND DOUG!!!

            To briefly address the issues you mention, (since I am combining alternating posts, this will encompass as best I can what you as said.

            thank you for saying I am awesome. LOL, Other people in my life tell me that, but I don't yet. That is obvious.

            Anyway, GRACE
            ....I truly appreciate your corrections, and Dani is still doing welll!!! Yippiee!!!!

            Me, I had a relapse of abdominal pain today. I feel like tearing my hair out, this is happening too often, although I know at the root are the emotional anger, rage, depression, etc that are the cause of this. I am very aware....although it seems hormones are triggering it at this point in my life.

            As for my limiting beliefs, I know I have them. I know what they are. I have become an expert in that, but the next question is, now I know, what do I do about it? I know we choose our thoughts. I was trained extremely well by my parent's scewed and warped view of life, and also my own life experience.

            I have read a lot of LOUISE HAY, and that resonates with me the most. She indirectly talks about LOA, and some of her advice has helped me start embarking on forgiving my parents and letting go of their beliefs.

            As far as spiritual things go.....I am not keen on that at this point. I do believe in a universal creator, and I am open to the idea that things happen for a reason to learn lessons, but I don't like it, frankly, because I am getting older, tired of the suffering, and don't care about the lessons,..........So I have shifted my focus to positively changing my belief system to start, that seems easier, than trusting God.
            I know you are all shaking your heads and groaning, and I see the next post...(duck and cover ) LOL.....but hey, I am honest.

            Louise Hay says the two most important things we can do to start to move on is to learn to love ourselves, and to forgive others and ourselves. She says EVERYTHING else comes from that. That REALLY resonates with me.

            I am turned off the Abe/hicks material, isn't right for me, at this time.

            Anyway, now I am writing a novel, LOL......to sum up, SallyJane, I am on the Unconditional Love module already. I am also on Just Relax, becasue I am a severe obsessive worrier. I wish a theatre had 5 modules because I really wanted change of life, but right now, I think I would stay with the emotional baggage, and choose Self-Esteem and Positive thinking.
            With Unconditional Love and Self-esteem, I would think that would lead to SOME deserving in there. After all, I cannot do it all at once. Soooooo

            I hope I addressed everything everyone brought up......I know I am a work in progress. A big attitude change for me recently IS that I acknowledge that these IBS attacks are probably caused by ME, not GOD. I have been angry at GOD sooooo long, and I am starting to believe from people like LOUISE HAY, and others, that I AM causing my bad health and attitude(I also have fibromyalgia, and other medical issues)

            So, thank you Grace, and I appreaciate your continuing to help me as best you can. SallyJane, I truly appreciate your kind words. Doug, you are just sunshine! You are ALL AWESOME!! I do not take any of your advice lightly and seriously consider everything.

            I am on the border of ordering the Self esteem and Positive Attitude, because these are the crux of my issues......well it is a start. I know I want results NOW, and that just isn't going to happen, but I hope I have started the process.

            Mind you I don't even know if PATHS really works (for me)...but I feel willing to take the chance.

            Humbly yours, Val, WITH GRATITUDE,......

            Sorry if this sounded self-centered, I am trying to address the issues that are being put to me by you wonderful people!I typed this with painkillers again, so I hope it made sense!!

            Last edited by VJoy; 08-31-2008, 11:30 PM.
            Blessings and Peace to All --Val

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            • Congradulations Val, on hanging in there!!!! Self-esteem and Trauma Free sound great for you!!!

              Grace, SallyJane, Doug, AWESOME responses....we have all been in that dark place at some time!!! More and more, I see people really staring their core issues right in the face with no escape or postponment in sight!!! The wonderful thing is, our immortal soul (gem in the heart lotus) is indestructable and of perfect purity, and fabulous growth and rewards are in stock for us if we can just stick it out!!!

              A book I really loved and helped me immensly is Pema Chodron's "When Things Fall Apart". "The Gift of Change" by Marianne Williamson is pretty cool too! I know what you mean Val about Abraham Hicks...they can be kind of technical. I have really enjoyed receiving emails from TUT.com, they are free, fun, uplifting and personalized with your name...and may strike a better cord with you.

              Grace, thank-you so so much for your tuning in for me!!!!
              I switched over to SL 2 and Ultimate Body....my modules feel SO POWERFUL right now!!!! I am sleeping more deeply and have more energy even after 2 days!!!

              I feel so blessed to have found my way here...
              In Immense Gratitude and Love,
              Nancy
              Life in Balance Ayurveda
              www.AyurvedicBalance.com

              www.pathsforbalance.com

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              • Dear Val...

                Oh I just love you! You are awesome... Freaking Awesome!!! I will keep telling you that till it sinks in and you see it too! You will!

                For right now... Don't worry about anything! Focus on Gratitude, Gratitude, and more Gratitude... I know it seems so hard right now, but Gratitude will be the one thing that will overcome all the challenges in your life! That is how I got through living in a shelter, a horrific divorce (with out a lawyer when he had one), feelings of despair (because I was terrified I was going to loose my kids because of his lying to the courts), yes depression, insomonia, and and and... Trust me you can do this, and I know your situation is every bit as desparate as mine was to me, but I came through it, and I am no more special than you are! I could not see how powerful I was... I could not see past my deparate situation just like you now! So if I could do it so can you!

                Focus on Gratitude! Be grateful for what you have and even the challenges, because the challenges are what brought you here to this forum and to paths! Gratitude for the life you want to have, and know that you deserve it... I am typing out some awesome meditations and affirmations to meditate on from my chakra book and they focus on knowing we deserve just because we are! They are awesome! For me today I sat in the middle of my floor and meditated on the fact that I deserve insurance sales and web page sales! I deserve a large checking account, and savings account, I deserve to sale my paintings for an abundant amount of money... I deserve I deserve I deserve (breathing is very important). The outcome of that was my back stopped hurting for a while!!!

                Okay one other thing I have been wanting to talk to you about... You didn't use to be an artist, you are an artist!!!! When you set aside your passion, bad things can only happen! Start to paint again! Don't worry if it is good, or bad, because everything is good! The more you paint and draw, the more creative you will get, and the more you will want to paint... It will energize you, and lift you up! Creating is healing in and of itself!! Then be thankful for every minute you get to paint! Joy will come back into you life! I know, because like you I had stopped painting while married to my now X husband... OMG it was soooo healing to paint again!!!! So get busy! It will be hard to start at first, but once you get going it will be the most healing thing you can do! Use it to express your feelings, use it to be your outlet, and it will be healing!

                Okay I have written anonther novel...
                Sallyjane

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                • Oh Oh Oh one more point...

                  Val,
                  One more thing... this is very important to healing and transformation... We all have situations that we would prefer not to be in... But it is important to not judge anything as either good or bad... It just is!
                  Hmmm... How to explain this... when we put judgements on things and situations we then put limits on ourselves and who we are. We then are in a duality where there is a here and there and they are separate. Everything is one and everyone is one... So you are connected to me and grace and doug and everyone else... Everything is in unity in one universe, and one universal creator! (Don't worry about the spirituality of all of this... just trust it a little bit) When you know you connected to the universe and the universe is one then you become powerful and awesome and totally unlimited!

                  Oh one more thought... This was hard for me!!!! Giving up my agenda! I had this vision or agenda I wanted to manifest, but I had to give it up... I am soooo glad I did, because my higher self had a much bigger and better plan for my life. One I could not even begin to imagine! Have a dream, but don't limit that dream with an agenda, cause you are in for so much better and bigger and fantastic life than you are able to imagine!

                  Welcome aboard Love Sallyjane

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                  • Nibiru

                    Hello once again. There have been a couple of things on my mind. My remote viewing and influencing abilities are embryonic at best since Iíve just started to learn about these so I thought I would ask you. Perhaps I didnít clarify myself when I said I thought time was running out in my last post. You say that time is an illusion. It now seems like there is the potential for good things to start happening in my life but have you heard of the 2012 prophecies. Since youíre on this form Iíd be really surprised if you didnít. Iíve researched a lot about this planet x, nibiru its also called and how it supposedly destroyed the planet tiamet on one of its passages through our solar system. Thatís why thereís that asteroid belt beyond mars when there should be a planet there. It is said that there will be major land mass changes, some areas will sink into the ocean and others will be forced up along with major earthquakes and other severe bad weather. From all the different things Iíve seen and studied Iím not in an area thatís suppose to sink. Youíre in Florida so I watch out about this. Iíve read and studied a lot of different videos about this subject and there is a wide difference in opinion about how bad this is going to be but it seems that something serious will happen. And then thereís all the geopolitical screwballery thatís on a hair trigger right now. Itís like everything that Iíve tried to achieve and understand is going to be blown away in one swift swoop. Iíve seriously considered sleeping in a tent in my back yard starting in December 2012 just in case the earthquakes start.

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                    • The Kolbrin Bible

                      Tim,

                      That is one of my favorite subjects. The Sitchin books are very interesting. Not sure how much is true but quite a bit seems to be valid.

                      You would find The Kolbrin Bible of interest. I have an actual copy..was hard to get. Anyway, it talks about The Great Destroyer, etc... don't want to go off subject here but that would be a great new discussion thread on its own.

                      If you want to start a new thread on Nibiru, etc... I'll post some links to this bible. It was supposed to have been hand carried by Joseph of Arimathea. A lot of what is in the Kolbrin Bible ties hand in hand with some of the Sitchin stuff. It was hidden in the Vatican for years and only surfaced in the last few hundred years. Other copies surfaced elsewhere.
                      Sincerely,
                      Aaron Murakami

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                      • For Nancy and SallyJane

                        Dearest SallyJane and Nancy,

                        Thank you for your kind words and encouragement.

                        Sallyjane, there are reasons that I have not overcome, as reasons I do not do artwork anymore. You are right, I am still an artist, but for these reasons I won't go into here, I am not ready to start art again. I WISH I was, but....again, reasons. Not excuses.........Issues....

                        I am glad that things are going so well for you hon!!!

                        Dear Nancy. ....while I do appreciate your advice, Marianne Williamson and Pema Chodren don't work for me. Hubby has that book by Chodren, and I tried it and couldn't get past a page or two, I tried again, and it turned me off. I guess different material resonates with different people.
                        I have never heard of TUT.com, I will check it out.

                        I am drugged out on painkillers for my abdominal spasms again......so I hope this made sense, I am in a complete fog. It is hard to have faith when in so much pain for so long.

                        Oh, yesterday, I just went and ordered Self-Esteem and Positive Attitude.......I may change one of them for Change of LIfe, because I believe my hormone fluctuations are partially causing these abdominal attacks, but I also know that EMOTIONS have a great deal to do with it so I am torn, and may switch a module.

                        Anyway...thank you both, you are very kind, and I am glad that your new modules are helping you!!!!

                        Val....in a haze of meds........trying to be grateful when the pain subsides.....but it is HARD. Sigh.

                        Hugs to you both and everyone here.


                        Blessings and Peace to All --Val

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                        • For All!

                          Wow o wow! Sallyjane, I believe you have a new calling! I have never felt that I was the type of person to stand up in front of a congregation and express truth, Yet when I read your posts, YOU ARE IT!! Is there anyway, anyway at all, that you can begin talking live in front of people? Make this an intention, because you have the gift!!

                          What you have been expressing in your most recent posts, has been right on point!! You are so beautiful Sallyjane!!!


                          Val!, When Sallyjane states that you are awesome, this is no mere flattery! You have power, and YOU KNOW IT!! So as I do corrections, I test once again as with most of us that it is Emotional, Spiritual, which means that your emotions are playing havoc with your life, and Spiritually, we are dealing with alternate universes' and psychic abilities on your part. You are picking up on many other people's issues that don't even belong to you etc.

                          It would take too long to post, just know that these things can only be energetically corrected. (you can not go to a doctor for these issues)

                          "Me, I had a relapse of abdominal pain today. I feel like tearing my hair out, this is happening too often, although I know at the root are the emotional anger, rage, depression, etc that are the cause of this. I am very aware....although it seems hormones are triggering it at this point in my life."

                          Your hormones are not the issue although they are not 100% strong. (I have done corrections for your hormones to be balanced) Your depression is due to the fact that you have not achieved your purpose in life. You have more to accomplish in this world than you understand. You have "pushed the river" so to speak, and this has brought you "down", because you have spun your wheels and not gotten to where you "think" you should be.

                          In other words, YOU ARE GREAT!, and with this knowing that you are great, you have become depressed because you have not been able to express it in a concrete manner. Your physical body has suffered because of this inability to perform. I am still making corrections for these issues.

                          "As for my limiting beliefs, I know I have them. I know what they are. I have become an expert in that, but the next question is, now I know, what do I do about it? I know we choose our thoughts. I was trained extremely well by my parent's scewed and warped view of life, and also my own life experience."

                          My favorite quote from Deepak Chopra, "The Past is history, the future a mystery, but this moment is a gift and why it is called the present"

                          What you need to do about your limiting beliefs, is to stop believing in the past! What you see right now in front of you with your physical eyes, is nothing more than what you created from past thoughts. It is not real. NOW, is the only moment in which you can create or SELF REALIZE your true reality.

                          Realize right now that YOU ARE PERFECT! Easier said than done, people tell me, but YOU create in the now what you will see tomorrow!

                          "As far as spiritual things go.....I am not keen on that at this point. I do believe in a universal creator, and I am open to the idea that things happen for a reason to learn lessons, but I don't like it, frankly, because I am getting older, tired of the suffering, and don't care about the lessons,..........So I have shifted my focus to positively changing my belief system to start, that seems easier, than trusting God.
                          I know you are all shaking your heads and groaning, and I see the next post...(duck and cover ) LOL.....but hey, I am honest."

                          Things happen because you CREATE them! You are projecting this out. If you don't like what you are creating then use your MIND which is the MIND OF GOD, to change. You don't need to trust anything outside of yourself, you only need trust your Self! If you have to be mad at anything then by all means be mad at God, after all in the words of my beautiful friend Keoi, "Be mad at God, he can take it"

                          You can make a choice, to trust in your ego/mind which will lead you to pain and suffering, or to your whole Mind which will always lead you to the Truth.

                          How do you discern the difference? If you feel fear, it is always the ego talking, if you feel at peace, BINGO, you are dealing with your HIGHER SELF! Your God Self, Your Christ Consciousness.

                          Trusting God, trusting Your Self, is the same thing. If you beleive that God is outside of yourself, then most definitely, you will find a cause to not Trust God, after all what "God" would cause so much pain and suffering? If you trust your self (your intuition to say the least) then you are on the right track.

                          "I am on the border of ordering the Self esteem and Positive Attitude, because these are the crux of my issues......well it is a start. I know I want results NOW, and that just isn't going to happen, but I hope I have started the process."

                          These are not the crux of your issues, but these modules do test strong for you. The crux of your issue, and there is only one main issue with a gazillion smaller issues tied to it, is that "YOU ARE GREAT AND YOU HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO EXPRESS IT". You know that you are awesome, and you know that you have done awesome things, and you have had awesome experiences, so believe that your timing is awesome and you will be able to express your ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS SELF at the PERFECT time!

                          Your time has not come, but I assure you it will. Be Patient and know that "all is as it should be". (this being the mantra of the fabulous Pamela Sweda)

                          As I read your most recent post, I see that your "pain killers" are most definitely killing your feelings, but this does not make me worry in the least as I know who you really are, and even if you can't see your greatness in this moment, I am here to see it for YOU! Time is an illusion, and I am perfectly happy to wait for the perfect moment to witness your realization of your GREATNESS, and your ultimate expression of it!

                          Just know Val that you are LOVED AND ADORED!


                          IMMENSE LOVE AND GRATITUDE ~ GRACE

                          Linktr.ee/gracehaeusler

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                          • For GRACE

                            Oh, sweet Grace

                            I thank you SO very much. You are truly an angel.

                            I did go for the two modules I planned on. So, as of today, I have a full theater of Unconditional Love, Just Relax, Self-Esteem, and Positive attitude.
                            And Sleep, of course.

                            I know I need to get rid of the past ruling my life, this is why I am working so hard, especially on forgiveness, and loving myself, the EMDR therapy I am doing is really helping me go in the direction of some forgiveness of my parents. But I also need to love myself and see my worth.

                            Understanding that I need to let the past go, and doing it, are two different issues.....it is very, very hard.

                            You are correct, spot on, I do want to find my purpose in life. I have been searching for years, and it occured to me this summer, I probably won't find that UNTIL I settle my self-esteem and forgiveness issues, so I shifted focus.
                            Does this sound wise? It is what feels right to me. So here I am.

                            I am concerned about my hormoes causing this abdominal pain, because I have struggled with GYN issues for the last year and 1/2 due to massively high estrogen levels that have not been controlled. The last three months, almost to the date, mid-cycle, I get the onset of the bowel spasms. It goes away when I get my period. I am in peri-menopause, and because of the timing of the attacks and my cycle, I can't but see that hormones are triggering the attacks. I really want the Change of LIfe module, and I was conflicted choosing....but I can always switch out a module for this. I felt it important to address my emotional issues first, but I may do the Change of Life, hoping it will help these incapacitaing and horrible spasms.

                            Underneath it all, I know it STARTS with emotional issues.

                            Soooooooooo......

                            OOHH, yes to address one more thing you regarding what you mention, I have been told by many people in my life, that considering my upbringing and (emotionally) abusive parents, I am a strong survivor. They have all said it is lucky I didn't wind up in a mental hospital or commit sucide.

                            so........now I will end this novel ...sorry, it is hard for me to explain without a lot of words, and I may be rambling from the drugs.

                            Thank you so much sweet Grace, for continuing to help me, you have no idea how grateful I am to get to know you, and the other wonderful people here.

                            HUGS!!!!

                            Blessings and Peace to All --Val

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                            • For Tim!

                              Originally posted by timh651 View Post
                              Hello once again. There have been a couple of things on my mind. My remote viewing and influencing abilities are embryonic at best since Iíve just started to learn about these so I thought I would ask you. Perhaps I didnít clarify myself when I said I thought time was running out in my last post. You say that time is an illusion. It now seems like there is the potential for good things to start happening in my life but have you heard of the 2012 prophecies. Since youíre on this form Iíd be really surprised if you didnít. Iíve researched a lot about this planet x, nibiru its also called and how it supposedly destroyed the planet tiamet on one of its passages through our solar system. Thatís why thereís that asteroid belt beyond mars when there should be a planet there. It is said that there will be major land mass changes, some areas will sink into the ocean and others will be forced up along with major earthquakes and other severe bad weather. From all the different things Iíve seen and studied Iím not in an area thatís suppose to sink. Youíre in Florida so I watch out about this. Iíve read and studied a lot of different videos about this subject and there is a wide difference in opinion about how bad this is going to be but it seems that something serious will happen. And then thereís all the geopolitical screwballery thatís on a hair trigger right now. Itís like everything that Iíve tried to achieve and understand is going to be blown away in one swift swoop. Iíve seriously considered sleeping in a tent in my back yard starting in December 2012 just in case the earthquakes start.
                              Hi Tim!

                              I am very aware of all of these issues, and more than you can even imagine! Why am I not afraid? Because I understand all too well the illusion that we live in. How can I be affected if Death is not real?

                              What makes the difference is the level of Consciousness that one is living in. If I understand the TRUTH, what is it that I have to fear? I am ONE with All that IS! When you understand the truth, there is not a disaster that will overtake you unless you are living in a state of fear.

                              When your vibration is high enough (Peace), you will be in 2012 at the right place at the right time. You will be in Heaven! When you raise your consciousness you will vibrate at such a high level, that you will affect the situation and have a positive effect on it. You are SAFE!

                              In plane english, "There is nothing to fear but fear itself" FDR.

                              If you believe in Death then it will be inevitable, so why worry when it will come? If you understand that Death is an Illusion, then it does not exist for you and therefore, you will live life in every moment to it's fullest knowing that each moment is a building block for future monumental achievements.

                              Tim, Life is Fabulous, and it always will be, any other thought is ego/mind talk. Get out of that mentality and into the divinity of who you really are. If you can't grasp what I am telling you, then email me. We will talk on the phone, and you will hear in my voice which is YOUR VOICE.

                              You have nothing to fear. My email is grace.haeusler@gmail.com
                              Last edited by Grace; 09-02-2008, 12:14 AM. Reason: spelling
                              IMMENSE LOVE AND GRATITUDE ~ GRACE

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                              • for Aaron!

                                Originally posted by Aaron View Post
                                Tim,

                                That is one of my favorite subjects. The Sitchin books are very interesting. Not sure how much is true but quite a bit seems to be valid.

                                You would find The Kolbrin Bible of interest. I have an actual copy..was hard to get. Anyway, it talks about The Great Destroyer, etc... don't want to go off subject here but that would be a great new discussion thread on its own.

                                If you want to start a new thread on Nibiru, etc... I'll post some links to this bible. It was supposed to have been hand carried by Joseph of Arimathea. A lot of what is in the Kolbrin Bible ties hand in hand with some of the Sitchin stuff. It was hidden in the Vatican for years and only surfaced in the last few hundred years. Other copies surfaced elsewhere.
                                Hi Aaron,

                                Yes, you must not get off topic, This thread is about Chinese Energetic Medicine, and nothing else must be mentioned OK, OK, I am just teasing (as you know I love to do), but in all sincerity it always brings me great joy to see you have posted on this thread, even though your posts never have anything to do with CEM OK, OK, I am teasing you again, they have maybe a thought or two of CEM.

                                You are always promoting Renewable energies, CEM, Matrix, Theta, and Paths, and I am grateful for your efforts!! Hope you are having a fabulous Labor day Weekend!
                                IMMENSE LOVE AND GRATITUDE ~ GRACE

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