Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! This stuff is so exciting! I have read ten chapters since last night when I start the Busting loose! Well I am a fast reader, and I read with like 98% comprehension... Although I tell you I have read some of this several times to really get it to go into my head! I think I will be reading this one multiple times, but I am getting so much out of it!

Today I have had a major change of perspective! I am soooo thankful that I created this whole situation with my kids, as I needed it to get to where I am right now! I am correcting my thoughts about fighting and preparing for a fight! I already have legal custody of them right now! I am so appreciative of the fact that I have custody of them and that we have so much love for each other! Abundance is where I live now! I have it in all areas of my life and I am so thankful for everything! I am walking around just being thankful to myself for creating so much and such awesome stuff in my life! All the awesome people!

I do need to learn to be thankful to myself a little bit... I walked down the hallway and heard the sink dripping... I thought Wow! Look at that I created a drippy sink... Thank you for the sink and this place I live and how great it is to be here and learning all this right now! I messed with the sink and got it to stop dripping and said thank me for creating a drippy sink I can make stop dripping! The thing was I was talking out loud, and I thought... Hmmmmm... My roommate is going to think I am whacked!

The cool thing is that my roommate is starting down the same road I started on some time ago when I first saw the secret and thought that was cool, but there had to be more to it... Then the search that brought me here to this place right now began. She came in the other night and She and her sister had been going to all the movie rental shops looking for the secret movie... They could not find it... I said, I own it would you like to borrow it? When she got back I explained to her that she and her sister had created it! She said that she and her sister had thought that thought as they watched the movie!

I am very excited about everything I create in my life! I also really to finally figure out the weird annomolies that nobody could explain to me as I was growing up! Like how did my grandfather who made money by playing card games at the casinos would call whatever card he wanted / needed to win? He created it! He could call the exact card and get it all the time! He said it was mind over matter.... I had no idea what that meant! Now I know! You know it is funny as a kid I could do it too on a regular basis.
Blessings zartgirl