As if I don't have enough stressfull situations on my plate to deal with... On thursday the doctor wants me to see a surgeon for a biopsy on a lump in my breast that they found around 8 months ago. I have had two mamograms this year as they have been watching it. They are not really sure what it is and want to check it out further because of my mother and maternal grandmother both had breast cancer. Well that and it is asymetrical in shape, but the good news is it is not growing! I have been believing it to be nothing and for them to find it to be nothing, but just having to go in and have it looked at adds some stress to my life. It may be more of my emotional breakdown tonight than I am willing to admit! That is why I thought maybe I should let all you healers know about it. I have not told hardly anyone, because I did not want to have to listen to all the worse case stories, and I did not want negative feelings from my mom who conquered breast cancer herself. She already sends me too much bad energy... I had to tell her to stop the other night! Nicely of course!

Wow, that was weird I just calmed down and the tears stopped and I feel so much better! Back in control of things a little bit...

Thank you so much Sj zartgirl