Well hello all,
I did a ME session on wednesday.....had ME play on me, as well did some too....And OMG, it was Amazing.
I got to feel what it was like to feel the wave(not sure if that is how it's put) move through me, or more so feel the effect of the ME move through me in getting in done to me, and in doing it....
very, very cool.
What i got most out of this play time was that i have to so let go of all pre-concievd knowing and beliefs about all i know.....and i had heard this befor, and kinda got what that meant, but this time really got it and wow.

This understanding (although i am not trying to understand anything..hehe) comes from not engaging the left brain..(please clarify if i am not quite getting it, still wrapping my brain around alot of stuff)..and getting out of my thoughts, kind of hard to explain, and i can see the need to practice it.....and it also does scare a bit too, cuz i have relied on my intellect for so long....and find where that is challenged. which really is great....baby steps right, and i allow myself to take those baby steps, cuz running away is a place that is unappealing today. There is no rush to get anywhere.

Well i specifically asked for help around finances, and OMG...(although stephen touched on that aspect,he quickly went on to other things that were more urgent i suppose).....And that afternoon (did the play in the morning) i got called in for another suprise shift (happened the next morn, when i did CEM with grace too)
then the next day at work, during my break i checked for the deposit i was expecting and recieved an extra $300.00
and it was very different, cuz I no longer whine to everyone i know about my 'desperate' situation, cuz i am simply tierd of everthing that comes with it....and i suppose the payoff has decreased in importance to me...Bla,BLa, BLa....don't really want to get into the details, although Bruce liptons book is Amazing
And so is LOA, and the truth of how we create everything...

ok , back to what i was saying.....the way this money came to me, was amazing....pure phenomena, (although i do know now where it came from)
I really am unsure of how to put it, in regards to how i know that tis was BOOM, BOOM....after ME, when I wasn't acting in ways by my actions, beleifs and behaviours....to get something i needed......I have let that part go now for like three maybe four months.

I think maybe i am ramblelling now, but i will share more later..Tis truely an amazing modality.

Love and peace...Adrienne