Hi,
i am kind of going into a mode where i feel like i am overloaded with info, but i do want to say thank you for the kind words and.....and i loved that song Sharyn, I had tears....thank you , it touched me, and was exactlly what i needed
Shauna, you are a beautiful women, and have a beautiful little girl. She is very lucky to have you (she knows that...thats why she chose you)
thank you so much for sharing,

and i am so glad to hear of you experience with the help you have gotten from grace.
Been feeling...really confused, and am not getting/understanding alot, cuz things are shifting and changing so quickly.....but i am/will be ok, thanks for your thoughts both of you....
hey Gracie....yup feel a lot of sadness coming up and actually out....alot of grief/grieving...kind of tough, but gonna be focusing on giving myself a break, and allowing it to happen i guess.....Ya some self pity too...yikes....(like i am alone on that boat...

) well just wanted to post quickly, and acknowledge that i did read the beautiful posts...thank you....

..Adrienne
PS..been working alot this week, and OMG, i am soooo out of shape..and my shoulder blades are killing me...i feel like a cripple....everyone have a great time at the vegas conferance.....wish i was there too....well in spirit, as i sleep.