of all my modules the peace one is the one I seem to lag on the most...interesting...ironically, I think I feel the most from watching it, like this huge inner sigh and then a filling up...like the tide going out then fresh aliveness bubbling back in again...aahhhhhh.

This and other threads today reminded me of a Chinese parable a freind once told to me... The Happiness Project: This Saturday: a quotation from Schopenhauer, and a parable. ... I think that even mindedness is what I am seeking or maybe its a byproduct of not seeking...

I still think rejoycing is a benificial state...its kinda like gratitude throwing a big party...the attachment or expectation is where i loose the state and "good" and "bad" creep in... the Ultimate "goal" im figuring out is rejoycing over it All!

"Its all the Blanket"
Blake