Howdy...first off Grace Thank you for the help!... ...I asked alot of questions ...!....an unexpected benifit last week...I feel like your initial corrections helped me to surrender to getting myself to the Matrix workshop even though my ego did its best to sabotage and discourage me. No matter what... I was going. Thank you!

Maybe its apart of the corrections and or experiencing the ME workshop but I feel I have a connection to an internal guidance system now that I wasnt able to hear..or willing to listen to...before. I need to hone it now... or let it hone me...perhaps I have made contact with my "Higher Self"? Thats still duality in a way I know. I feel like the answers will come...I just need to be willing to move and fallow. Trust.

Its funny now getting the answers to my questions dosent seem important anymore... I got soo many unintended messages and soo many coincidences happened this last weekend it was majical. hopefully I can capturre some of it to post on the ME thread...

Grace Thank you for all you do ! I look forward to sharing where I go from here!...

to all who didnt read the PM...I havent posted in a while because I kinda got stuck in the fear and internal flogging and discouragement the illusion of me likes to dole out. I was embarrassed and not sure I was willing to try and change still...such sick comfort in the pain ...so I layed low. The best I could do was find uplifting music that made me happy... and share it. And I went back to some sacred geometry stuff I used to love and posted some of that... Ive been reading off and on...you all are still awesome!! Sooo inspiring to see what your surrender and committedness, positive attitudes and focus can create!!! This really is going somewhere!!! ...

WHen I get more barrings after being back from the Matrix thingy I'll post about it on that thread. Ironically Richard said it all comes down to dropping out of the head and into the heart space... love .. and then Trust ...That seems to be the "engine" for ME ? my two greatest UN-challenges!!! ... Chat more later!

Blake