Hi, my name is Pam and I'm new to PATHS. I've had several synchronicities that I have posted on other threads, so I decided to copy and paste some of them here. Enjoy!

Hi Pamela,

Wow! What are the chances that two women named Pamela were raised JWs, left as adults (I was 39), and ended up here at PATHS? Synchronicity! Do you know that I have only know 1 other person named Pamela in my whole life? I've met 1 other person in the checkout stand with our name, but for there to be 3 Pamela's here... incredible!

The PATHS modules I am using are: Break Through to Enlightenment, Increased Synchronicity, Successful Living Phase 2, Ho’oponopono Healing, and Project1World Team. It's been less than 3 weeks, but I can see some results already. The synchronicities the past couple of days have been amazing.

Wow! I can't believe you mentioned making up positive memories! I just started doing that last night!!! I was writing in my Gratitude Journal, and I suddenly had an idea to create a What if...? Journal. (I am a big fan of journaling, and I've got about 7 or 8 "subject" journals) I got a pad of paper and started writing: What if I had a magic book and everything I wrote happened? What if I could write a new story about my childhood? What if I had loving, affectionate parents? What if each of them told me they loved me every morning, and every night when they tucked me into bed? What if my parents told me "God loves you Pammy, and so do I" every day? What if my Mom was always on my side? What would that feel like?... I meditated on each statement and visualized and got into the feelings. I wrote 3 pages! Maybe you wrote this to me and I sent it to myself last night...? Another synchronicity.

2 years ago, I had strabismus surgery on my right eye to correct double vision. When I came out of surgery, I was startled and confused. For the first time in my life, I could see depth! I could see that the table was closer than the doctor, and the doctor was closer than the back wall. It was so foreign to me, it was difficult to comprehend. The doctor said it would take some time for my brain to adjust. I felt like a baby who is fascinated with their fingers! I looked at everything with child-like wonder. Putting on mascara scared me! I just did it by touch before, now I could see how close it was to my eye. I couldn't drive for 2 months: OH MY GOD, THAT CAR IS SO CLOSE! Suddenly, everything seemed "real". Now I understand why some people are afraid of heights!

When I went back to the doctor for my check up I asked him about getting lasix next. Wouldn't it be great if I didn't need glasses? He said he'd like to wait a few more months and let me adjust some more to seeing in 3-D, but he'd set up the tests to see if I was a good candidate. I got tested on Friday, he said I was a good candidate, and we scheduled lasix surgery the following Monday. I went home and read the literature and I got scared. All of the warnings about what could go wrong. My eyes weren't that bad, but I wanted them to be perfect. I dismissed the worry I felt about possibly making my vision worse and told myself I was just being negative and I needed to focus on the positive. But my gut told me all weekend to cancel the surgery and get a second opinion. I didn't listen to my gut. When I came out of surgery, I could see a bird in a tree 2 blocks away, but everything within 6 feet from me was blurry and flat. I lost that sharp 3-D vision. I couldn't see myself clearly in the mirror. I had to go back to putting on mascara by touch. I was banging into things again. My world no longer felt safe. I hoped it was temporary, but it was not.

The doctor said it couldn't be undone. We talked about options, none of which are satisfactory. I need to wear corrective lenses if I want to see clearly. So I've been trying different contact lenses and glasses. I decided to give tri-focals a try. I don't want to wear glasses all day, but it seems easier than the other options.

A couple of months ago I noticed my double vision is returning when I am tired. It is worse this month, my right eye is dropping again, and I am losing my precious 3-D vision. I'd been thinking a lot about scheduling another surgery, but since finding PATHS, I wondered if the Lean Muscle module would strengthen my eye muscles? Another sychronicity? Something to check into. Now, if only they had a module to correct vision problems so I wouldn't need glasses.

The reason I am relating this story is because this was not on my list when I asked Grace for corrections. 2 days after my original post, I started noticing subtle changes in my mood. I was less anxious, less fearful. I wasn't obsessing about money. I felt calm and almost confident about the future. I logged on here to post a quick thank you to Grace, and guess which module was just released? VISION! Another synchronicity!

I thought about my son Chris, and I thought about asking Grace if she would give him some corrections too. I decided not to ask yet... maybe later. I did more Ho'oponopono with my son and also some ZPoint. He called me late that afternoon with some wonderful news. He and his wife were out celebrating. He got a letter from the VA and his disability status was approved at 60%. He will be getting a substantial check (retro active) within 15 days, and a sizable monthly payment which is tax exempt. They had not included his wife in these calculations, so they will be receiving more money! I guess just thinking about asking Grace for something makes it so! Another synchronicity!

I've got more, but it's bed time.

With Love and Gratitude,

Pam