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Old 05-07-2008, 03:38 AM
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Hi Grace! I have so much to be thankful for... things are changing rapidly!

Thank you for your kind words. That picture was taken at my son's wedding last November. (I'd like to have some corrections for the issues surrounding that, please.) I would LOVE to get together with you and the other PATHers. The prospect of learning ANYTHING from you is exciting and I am looking for new like-minded friends. Your post to KimJ moved me to tears. You are an excellent teacher and a very wise woman.

I've been resting and reading the past few days, noticing all of the good things I have created because I love myself ( illusions), doing Ho'oponopono when I think of someone that upsets me, doing ZPoint when I watch my modules, and marveling in the changes that have occurred since I wrote you and asked for your help. I think "Ask, and you will receive" should be my new mantra!

Now for the synchronicities:

2 years ago, I had strabismus surgery on my right eye to correct double vision. When I came out of surgery, I was startled and confused. For the first time in my life, I could see depth! I could see that the table was closer than the doctor, and the doctor was closer than the back wall. It was so foreign to me, it was difficult to comprehend. The doctor said it would take some time for my brain to adjust. Everything was exciting to me. Trees, grass, my face, my nose, and especially billiard balls... I had never seen a sphere... it was just a flat circle. I knew what it felt like, but to see it was something new. I felt like a baby who is fascinated with their fingers! I looked at everything with child-like wonder. The ceiling fan in my living room is especially fascinating and beautiful now. I screamed a lot for the first few weeks... Putting on mascara scared me! I just did it by touch before, now I could see how close it was to my eye. I couldn't drive for 2 months: OH MY GOD, THAT CAR IS SO CLOSE! Suddenly, everything seemed "real". Now I understand why some people are afraid of heights!

When I went back to the doctor for my check up I asked him about getting lasix next. Wouldn't it be great if I didn't need glasses? He said he'd like to wait a few more months and let me adjust some more to seeing in 3-D, but he'd set up the tests to see if I was a good candidate. I got tested on Friday, he said I was a good candidate, and we scheduled lasix surgery the following Monday. I went home and read the literature and I got scared. All of the warnings about what could go wrong. My eyes weren't that bad, but I wanted them to be perfect. I dismissed the worry I felt about possibly making my vision worse and told myself I was just being negative and I needed to focus on the positive. But my gut told me all weekend to cancel the surgery and get a second opinion. I didn't listen to my gut. When I came out of surgery, I could see a bird in a tree 2 blocks away, but everything within 6 feet from me was blurry and flat. I lost that sharp 3-D vision. I couldn't see myself clearly in the mirror. I had to go back to putting on mascara by touch. I was banging into things again. My world no longer felt safe. I hoped it was temporary, but it was not.

I was devastated and furious with myself for not getting a second opinion, for not listening to my gut. I was furious with the doctor for not telling me this could happen. (I had to stop and do Ho'oponopono here) I was furious with God for showing me what could be, then taking it away. The doctor said it couldn't be undone. We talked about options, none of which are satisfactory. I need to wear corrective lenses if I want to see clearly. So I've been trying different contact lenses and glasses. Lately I've been considering tri-focals. I don't want to wear glasses all day, but it seems easier than the other options.

A couple of months ago I noticed my double vision is returning when I am tired. It is worse this month, my right eye is dropping again, and I am losing my precious 3-D vision. I'd been thinking a lot about scheduling another surgery, but since finding PATHS, I wondered if the Lean Muscle module would strengthen my eye muscles? Something to check into. Now, if only they had a module to correct vision problems so I wouldn't need glasses.

The reason I am relating this story is because this was not on my list when I asked Grace for corrections. 2 days after my original post, I started noticing subtle changes in my mood. I was less anxious, less fearful. I wasn't obsessing about money. I felt calm and almost confident about the future. I logged on here to post a quick thank you to Grace, and guess which module was just released? VISION! Synchronicity!

I went to the hairdresser and told her about PATHS and my experience with Matrix Energetics. (I was told there was someone's energy attached to me which was draining my energy and preventing me from manifesting and connecting to Source. She told me to talk to it, tell it to get a job and charge it rent, because it was lazy. ) Amanda (hairdresser) referred me to a clairvoyant she trusted to help me talk to this energy and convince it to move on. I thought about having a reading with Moira, but I didn't know if she dealt with this kind of thing. I decided to go by this clairvoyant's office/store and see what kind of feeling I got. I kept thinking about Moira all the way there. She is so highly recommended here. When I got to the store, there was a sign in the window: closed for the day and will re-open tomorrow! Synchronicity! Moira it is!

When I got home, I went to Moira's thread and started reading. I clicked onto her website and read some more. In her library section, I downloaded some ebooks. One of them was called ENERGY MANUAL. I skimmed through the beginning about applied kinesiology, (I know how to muscle test), and kept reading. I thought it was kinda boring, but something told me to keep going, so I did the exercises. "Check for split or multiple personalities" caught my interest. I was shocked, though not surprised to discover I had a split personality! I did the corrections and immediately felt a shift! The next section was "Checking for Attached Beings" I stopped breathing for a moment. This was my issue, and the answer was from Moira, through her website, and it was FREE! Synchronicity strikes again! I did the exercises and cleared the attached being!

The next section was "Removing Cords and Implants". I also did Ho'oponopono on all of the people I was attached to or who were attached to me. It took a while, but I was able to successfully remove all cords and implants. This was the first time I had ever done any kind of energy work. The shift was HUGE. It was palpable. I felt light... FREE! It was similar to when I first got 3-D vision... SURREAL, but this is how I am supposed to feel. I watched my modules and went to bed. I had a peaceful sleep with no nightmares. Thank you Moira!

I woke up the next day feeling happy. HAPPY! I have no memory of EVER waking up happy for no good reason, just to be alive. I lay in bed, smiling like a fool. I was happy. I am happy. Wow!

I thought about my son Chris, and I thought about asking Grace if she would give him some corrections too. I decided not to ask yet... maybe later. I did more Ho'oponopono with my son and also some ZPoint. He called me late that afternoon with some wonderful news. He and his wife were out celebrating. He got a letter from the VA and his disability status is 60%. He will be getting a substantial check (retro active) within 15 days, and a sizable monthly payment which is tax exempt. His money problems are over. I guess just thinking about asking Grace for something makes it so! Synchronicity!

I've got more, but this is enough for now.

Thank you Grace for doing what you do. I know that you get benefits too, and that is how it should be. If you are willing to teach me, I want to learn CEM. And I am NOT AFRAID to ask!

With Immense Love and Gratitude,

Pam
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