Hi,
I had many thoughts this morning befor work.
questions, inner stirrings... and in these times i find it most useful to go within...

the questions i posed had much to d o with the ease of allowing myself to be influenced by what is outside of myself, or i see through my eyes...
and the feeling i get from the things that are outside of me... however, when i go there, the duration of it is greatly become much shorter... cuz i can hear the inner voice screaming (so to speak) NOOOOOO... this isn't in my highest good

so i go within
thank you for your feedback and words...
I agree, that the fear is more of my greatness, and as i am becoming more aware of my greatness, it does scare me....
and like you have heard me say... WOW
and am at a bit of a loss of what to do with it

ya, i am so excited about my driving test.. it is a booked test so it is booked for that date...
so if it happens sooner... how that comes about is unknown to me at this time....
am driving few times a week with a nice old retired guy i know... lol, who also kinda drives me nuts...
and when i feels frustrated by others and what they are mirroring to me.. i say the ho'oponopono...
this calms me
what comes to me is accepting my greatness
and it fits in with wow, how much power i have in my words... so i don't speak much.. or speak out much... or say much in many situations...
as well as rise to the top as i know i can... cuz of the attention i will get...
and within both of these too.... how many won't/may not like me cuz of my power
so i have spent much time keeping quiet, and to myself... out of fear.
fear of being seen.
this is funny, cuz as i say this... at one time (and perhaps still) it was more a thing about "oh you might not like me if you see me" but as i write this... it feels more like fear to reactions then a personal rejection
hmmm, not sure if that came across correctly, or as i feel it.
i also feel i could do so much/give so much if i embrace my power... my greatness...
just by embrassing it, could allow others to embrace their's (something like that)
something profound anyhow... that i could be giving, by being who i truly am.. openly
anyhow...
you are correct my dear.... and i am finding my firm grounding within myself...
perhaps slowly, but all in perfection
thats where i am at... not willling to allow myself to go astary from myself.. in the sense of my true self..
you are wonderful, and i know you know i love you and am so grateful for your presence in my and tristans life.
love and light,
peace and gratitude..
Goddess Adrienne