Yea its me again! Just soooo much happening right now! Well as I told you earlier about what I am reading, both the ME book and the Devine Matrix, and I know I joke about it being soooo scientifical!
But I am getting so much out of it!
So today, I am at work, and I am reading again! I get so much reading done there! So anyways, I am reading away... and this idea has been working through me, that if I just intend and put into the matrix the information to transform me into love, gratitude, forgiveness, joy, compassion, patience and any others I might be missing... That everything else that I desire in my life will just work itself out as my true self will emerge stronger and stronger! One of the things I am really getting is that I don't have any weight to loose... That only the image that I project of myself is what it is now and when I come closer and closer to who I really am and to those attributes then the truer image of myself will be projected out to the world! With those attributes I will naturally start to tap into the abundance of the universe, I will naturally attract more wonderful people into my life as awesome friends like you and the ones I have now. It seems to me that I will be in the place where I want to be with my family, friends, and so forth. Because my focus will be right!
In the ME book it says that once you get into the two point that the secret is to do nothing or do NO thing. That started my head spinning around what it was that was really needed to tap into the Matrix and to reach the consciousness level to do so on a daily basis. To me it is like this awesome way to meditate that is hard for me to do with out a paintbrush in my hand! So if I am going to meditate in a deep state of consciousness then what would be the best thing to meditate on? Okay I am just rambling on and on and on these thoughties that have been running through my head.
So on a similar subject but very different... I had the most fun experience this morning early. Izabelle and I have been wanting to upgrade our cell phones to a certain phone that is not on sale very often. I had just misses a sell on them a month and a half ago, so I was not expecting another sale till July or Sept even. So this morning I awoke quite fast and bounded out of bed set for my computer. When I came to full consciousness from my sleep I as on the website of my cell phone provider checking out sales. I looked at the clock and thought what the hell am I doing at 6:30 am in the morning... after working a 12 hour shift last night and having to turn around today and go back in at 9am!
Then I realized that the phones I have been waiting for to go on sale were the phones being advertised on the home page of the webpage!
My 200.00 dollar phone was on sale for 29.00 dollars! Shake it off I thought it will cost me a 150.00 dollars to get it and then rebates that I have to wait for... so I went back to bed, but it was nagging at me, so I then called at the crack of dawn my cell phone provider and low and behold for me it was 29.00, but for Izzi it would be 79.00 dollars... So I ordered mine, and proceded to wake my teenager up at the crack of dawn on a Saturday to tell her she needed to talk to her dad about some money for her phone and how much it was! She scrambled around droggy handed me a envelop of babysitting money, and asked me to cover her for 8 dollars!
So I went back downstairs and ordered a second one for her in another color so we would not mix them up! I had told her she would have to pay half of the 150 dollar price when I started making more money... Today she paid half of that price, and got the phone... I just did not have to pay the rest. I was quite proud of her for saving up and being able to do that!
The best part was that I knew this morning that I had created that sale and then told myself about it! I even made it just the right price for both of us! I was very excited, and the best part is my own cell phone battery only lasts through one phone call!
Such perfect timing!
Well that is all I have to say tonight... I need to fall off to sleep after I do my deep meditation on the attributes I want in my life!
Love and Blessings Sallyjane
