Kim,

The first thought that came to my mind when I was reading... Was the thought about accepting it as it is, and then the feelings of inspired actions... When you truly accept it as it is and all is truly good... (The act of just being by the way) Then the only actions you will want to take will be truly inspired by the desires of who you are. Otherwise you are taking action out of the ego mind, because you are not truly okay with it or just being with it! A great book I would recommend to you that really helped me get this whole concept is called the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. Awesome book!!!! Also the busting loose from the money game helped me to deal and still does with the ego mind when it is feeding me chatter. Right now I am reading Devine Matrix very scientifical!!! I have spent my whole life trying to avoid scientifical stuff and here I am reading about quantum physics! Go Figure! Seriously though it is very good to really understand how we are all connected and why it is we can change reality! I thought today at work I would be real smart and skip a couple of pages to get to the more interesting part... Hehehe! More scientifical stuff! I have to say though I am getting a lot more out of it than I would have thought. It makes the ME stuff make more sense too! Most importantly in really emphasized the importance of the language of emotions in the matrix. Highly reccommend it! If I can read it anyone can understand it! Hehehe

If you want some help with the 2 point... I would love to help you with that, but PM me about it. Mostly, it is just about an altered state of being! It is cool cause it shuts off all of the mind chatter. I also believe that Grace and some of the gals here teach the CEM a bit... Not sure about that though! ME for me took less time to pick it up, but for me as an artist I have always known altered states, because that is how I paint! Walk up behind me sometime when I am painting and you will know you brought me out of an altered state of being, and I will exit it with a very loud squeel! I believe you challenge you are having with the 2 point is the same you are struggling with in the other parts of your life and that is just being and accepting!

Blessings and HUGS Sallyjane