Brian, you are going through such an awesome time right now! Just trust me on this one! Even if it does not feel awesome now, you are being prepared for something soooo awesome you can not begin to imagine it! I only know this as I am experiencing the awesomeness right now in my life. Just take it one step at a time and savor it all! Actually you are probablly one the up hill side of things by now as the saddness and discomfort is turning to new horizons. Just process the discomforts and 2 point with open ended questions and the right doors will open for you. You will manifest huge things into your life through all of this that was created by you so magnificently! Seems like soooo much right now to deal with, but it is all perfect! You created it!!

HUGS Sallyjane