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Hi Marnyka,
I wanted to leave my job and be self supported. Well, about 2 weeks after I put something similar into my Platinum, I was put on disability. I won't go into details about all that, just suffice it to say that it is a mixed blessing. I've been at home for 4 months now, my pain is mitigated, and I am able to work on my home businesses and just hang when I need to. My disability checks are less than my paychecks, but I have unwavering confidence and belief that this is all for the best and it will all work out. And it will - I have no doubts whatsoever.
The point is, I made a conscious decision to try to fight against my present circumstances. I'm trusting in the Universe to work this out through my intentions. So far, so good.
The more you get the messages, 'Leave your job' and 'this is not your journey' and don't act upon them, the stronger your resistance will be, and the stronger the reaction (the conflicts with your bosses) will be.
You know you are ready for better times, but without having a clear road map, the trip can be a scary one. Just know that the Universe is working correctly and looking out for you. I like the idea of sending your boss a silent intention of forgiveness and/or love. While the universe may have put this situation in your path, it is up to you to decide how you will react, and eventually deal, with this situation (your bosses seem to be dealing rather poorly from your account - and I've been there many times myself).
Change is not always easy when you don't plan for it, expect it or want it. But when it comes, you can't fight it because the Universe and LOA will turn things around on you in ways you may not necessarily want or need.
Follow your heart and dreams and have absolute faith that what you do is for your best interests. Keep checking in with people like Grace, Sharyn, Keoi, MoxieMaggs, and others to make sure you are on the right course for you (they can check energetically for you). It will (although we can't see how at this moment) work out and you will be in a better place than you are now (or at least you will start taking steps to where you want to be).
Hang in there - it will work out!
Last edited by Glenn : 01-19-2008 at 06:18 PM.
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