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Originally Posted by KimJ
My heartfelt thanks to you, Adrienne. I appreciate your kind words and your openness to share what you've learned. Feeling the feelings to let go has resonated with me as I think I'm doing the opposite... Ignoring because "what we think we create" so don't you dare think anything not good! Yet it all makes sense as it's still there so it's still doing the creating even if I'm pretending it's not there... I think I'm getting it..... baby steps... to where? I know, no where but now here.  |
Hi KimJ,
well... first i want to thank you for sharing cuz it is a reflection of me... and your courage inspires me.
And with what you shared here, well i also thought that to feel my feelings, well i would be in a negative space then and would be therefor creating negative things...
and i really struggled with that... but on faith i just kept doing the feeling work, I was encouraged by Grace and others on this forum and some of the people where i live to feel the feelings... then i read the importance of them in busting loose and conversation with god... although it all seemed to touch on it... yet it seemed that i felt like something was missing... there would be all this talk about this, that and the other and how to change your thinking... but it seemed to leave out the how... and it was in my own insanity (felt that way) that i had to feel it... So in feeling i am letting go... all though to me I wasn't seeing or reading or hearing about the rich emotional experience... and for me i thought it was so messy and i didn't want to become/be messy and stuff... i guess perhaps these have been my own judgements...
So probably my perspective and the judgement i had/have about feeling feelings... I was looking to get from this point to that point... but wanted to skip the inbetween...
You are awesome... look forward to reading more of your posts..
Adrienne