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Originally Posted by marnyka
I haven't been on here as much as I was but I always come back at the right time to see certain posts.  This latest thread had put some things into perspective for me. The whole, releasing as much as I can so I can hurry up and be somewhere else.....Where am I going????? I haven't sat still and listened enough lately to hear the messages.
Currently, I've got a situation that continues to pop up in my life...It is related to bosses. This last go round was when I realized it is happening for a reason and I should pay more attention to get my knowledge from it.
The relationship between me and boss starts out great and then it turns very sour. This time it turned when my son Chase was constantly getting sick back in May. My focus shifted to Chase and my boss was not too happy. He told me to find a different way to take care of my family...blah blah blah. I felt like quitting and probably would have if I wasn't the bread winner. Things get a little better because my boss takes another job within the company but he still meddles in my business. I have an new boss and he is trying to get his last 'stab' in.
I have tried and tried to let this all go, but HE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY and I can't figure it out. Even knowing it is my creation, I don't know the lesson or the reason. All I keep getting is 'Leave your job' 'This is no longer your journey' from myself. Easier said than done, so in the mean time as I prepare to make this into a reality, can I get some help with letting go with being annoyed by what is occuring at work? I would really like to hear you guy's insight on this one. |
Hi Marnyka,
well i at one point was having some issues with my bosses too... (i had posted earlier about it) perhaps a little different cuz i felt intimidated by them (male bosses) and yet had my son to take care of and was really frustrated and uncomfortable in dealing with that.... however as a parent I had to, so i was forced to deal with the feelings of what was creating this feeling of discomfort... so low and behold i did what i knew i had to do.. (take care of my family) and it turned out to be fears of not being approved of or supported or liked... however, i was also not in any type of relationships with my bosses othere than them being my boss and interacting with them only for the role they played at work....
I don't feel i can really give any insight on this as it sounds some what different, yet also somewhat the same...
I found that it was a perfect opportunity to face the feelings around men and feel them and let them go... cuz my job isn't my life... and i don't have to jump through hoops to make these people in authority happy (on a personal level) i do my job and i go home. I am also good at my job.
one thing i think of is when he is driving you crazy... send him a silent blessing from the heart... and know that he is there... or that they are all there to asist you in your growth and expantion to knowing who you truely are... one thing i have noticed is that if i continue to not deal with the feeling surrounding something i will keep creating it to happen again and again.... it is all in the feelings...
have a great day...
Love and light Adrienne