Hi,
just want to be clear... you haven't noticed any results from paths? or do they just not seem as drastic as what you are reading here on the forum? Notice what is different not what is the same.
and in my experience with paths and my inqusitive mind... which i like to call all this research...
well it is either a lifetime of nothing changing or subbtle changes happening and from my own experience i know that it is part of the human condition to want what we want NOW...
i have noticed that some modules have a greater impact on me than other ones... and i think this is due to the fact that there are root issues that must be resolved first ... this would be how it is described with the SLP living series moduales... 1 works on certain things then 2 builds on that and so on... it has been alot of work, cuz it is in the feelings.. feel the feelings.
Sounds to me that much is going on for you... and as known, the universe needs to realign in order to make available what we desire or are ready for...
I think our bodies will also cue us on what is useful(right) for us and what isn't... so perhaps you eye rash is telling you something... listen to what your body says...
An example for me is... when i signed up for colledge my whole body went knumb...eccept my chest area... it was very strange... but when i made the choice to not continue with it... it stopped on the most part... it had started two days befor school had started and once the choice to not continue was made it was less, then when the semester was over... it was mostly gone.... like dramatically improved.. Then amazing enough i came across The Secret, then Paths and then Matrix Energetics...No accident

No matter what we are involved in (to my knowledge) i think in order to clear the space so that what we desire can come in, there is some dis-ease
I guess to the point there is no Magic pill... lol
I don't know if this was helpful , but with all the things that are going on for you KimJ it sounds like things are changing. are we willing to let go...
like Grace was saying... focus on the things that are positive and more positive will come...Gratitude...
Sounds like the ego is being challenged to.. and i know many times i felt like i was dying and my world was ending... but the ego will fight for it's life... and i have come to understand (for now) that it is the death befor death.. so that i can truly live...
And i write this from always focusing within (including with my moduales) and don't know what moduales you are on...
So i hope this helps someone somewhere... if not you
Grace is also great with testing for mods...
Love and Light Godess Adriana