KimJ, you can to the right place if you want help. There are many talented/gracious people on this forum. Lots of great advice!

It does sound like you are going through alot though! Whew!! I am tired from reading your post.

When I began Paths I had some changes, but nothing like what other people were experiencing. I was a little discouraged, but wanted to hang in there because I knew this was right for me. At one point I became very discouraged, and almost completely gave up. I thought to myself, I see some changes, but nothing major!! Why not? Everyone else seems to have great results!! Why not me? These were the things I was thinking, and finally when it came down to my last day of being able to view my modules...I kind of panicked, and thought I just can't give this up yet! So I didn't....and I am very grateful to say the least....I can honestly say I am starting to experience the results other people have....I began Paths in Feb /07, so almost 1 year ago.

I have asked Grace for help in "allowing". For me this seemed to be my biggest obstacle. I seem to need to have control over situations, and I think subconciously I was trying to "control" what I would allow paths to do, or not do for me. So if you could do this one thing for yourself, you may see a change. I hope this helps you!! Good Luck!!

Nadine