So I got inspired to come back to visit this forum and here I see some wonderful posts as I always do, and I'm thinking why haven't I had those results?? I've struggled for a long time since starting PATHS, believing I thought wholeheartedly yet I've been at a standstill so it's like a battle of wills or something that I'm not even aware of. I've recently e-mailed PATHS and have changed all my modules as I didn't feel I'd had results from anything so have begun to doubt my sanity in all this yet here I still am. I'm persevering for a bit longer but I'm not sure how much more I'll continue... so I guess this is a bit of a desperate post as I so much want to experience what you all are experiencing... even just a little!

I'm so in want, if that makes sense, of what I believe to be true to show itself, and I just KNOW it is true that we will manifest what we think, believe, etc., all of that, but I just feel so stuck in my old beliefs no matter what I do on a conscious level and I just can't seem to get past it. Which of course is why I'm on PATHS, yet still after almost a year I feel I'm in the same place... I've got so much going on lately with a new business and still doing my old job, gaining weight but no motivation to eat better, fighting with my husband a lot, no time for my kids due to the two jobs, no time for the "me" stuff I want to do, spirtually, physically, all of it. I constantly have a rash on my eyes lately (since I've opened the business), I look tired all the time (probably because I am!), and I'm just run down. I hate to be a downer but if anyone can suggest or do anything I'd be very grateful. Somehow I just need to get out of my own way or do something completely different.

Thanks for reading this bit of rambling...