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Grace · #**1039** (**permalink**) 12-06-2007, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by JanKnegt

Dear Grace,

I am considering to quit with Medical School. The last two weeks I got more and more tensed and stressed and feeling insecure which makes me more unhappy then I already was. I feel sick of my insecurity. I feel as insecure as I was in Nursery School for 20 years ago and in this period I was often very insecure which made me so tensed that I could not think clearly anymore or did the wrong things or was not able to learn or showing progress. Also I was very unhappy at that time but with will power I succeeded to become a RN. But now I am not able to study anymore and it is if the most I learned I forgot and everytime some MD ask me a question I am afraid to give him the wrong answer (and ofcourse I gave him often the wrong answer). There is so much resistance in me to study or to learn.
If I decide to quit I do not know what to do then. I do not want to be a full time nurse again. There are no many options I see as possible or which I like. When I quit I feel it as if I failed again and can not make some dreams come true. I also wonder why I got here in the first place.
I need some help You probably understand and I hope You can help me through this difficult time again in my life.

Two samples of my artwork are attached in bmp format. I hope that will do.

Jan

Hi Jan!

There have been many "layers" that I have removed using CEM (your willingness has helped tremendously), and there are many reasons (issues) that you have experienced such trauma.

I skyped you immediately and told you that I "test" strong that you need to continue with your medical training! One of the "issues" was a reverse perception. Meaning what you thought was good for you, was not, and what you thought was bad for you was not. Therefore, you thought and made decisions that created exhaustion. Also, this reverse perception added to your inability to give correct answers to the Doctors AND more importantly to yourself. Which then in turn created a lack of trust in yourself and much fear.

So be kind to yourself, and give yourself a pat on the back, and a BIG CONGRATULATIONS for hanging in there and persevering!!

Your life IS becoming more effortless, it is just difficult to see this while you are in the middle of it all! But I promise that you WILL SEE IT and feel Great!!

Start focusing on what is Right, and stay away of focusing on what is wrong (or you will manifest more of what you don't desire). This takes practice as it is very easy to fall into noticing all the "bad" stuff. Remember that the "bad" stuff is an illusion, ALL IS GOOD!!

I am in the process of finishing a Paper I am writing for My Energetic Science Ministries Course. I will be writing more about this in my paper, so when I am done please read it, I know that you will understand clearly what I mean, and will be able to manifest more quickly what you do desire.

Recognize that you are an inspiration to us, and therefore YOU ARE INSPIRATIONAL!! This is but one of your many wonderful aspects!! Focus on these things. I will continue to make corrections for you until you no longer need to ask me to.