12-02-2007, 03:05 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Walla Walla WA
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Jan
 Not sure how, but somehow I missed your post up above where you were talking about quitting medical school! Is being an MD something you have a passion for and this is just the minds constant talk and stress talking telling you, that you can not do this? It is what it sounded like! Jan, I know it is hard to turn those off, but you need to learn to do just that! Learn to be in the NOW. That is a place where you learn to stop listening to the constant chatter of the mind and just be in the here and now. There are some great breathing techniques that can help you relax and be in the here and now! You can also use those when the MD's are asking you questions and you start to get nervous! There are some good books that I have read and many that Grace can recommend to you that will also help you get into that place! This is the best time for you to learn to go to this place (well actually learn to live in this place), so once you graduate and start practicing natural medicine, you will already know how to connect with the source and heal people. I can not imagine that after already getting to be an RN you could not do the MD! Remember who you are! You are the AWESOME POWER OF GOD! You can do anything! You are creating this, so if it is seeming to hard then recreate the way you want it! Remember that everything that is in your hologram right now is there in perfection, and that perfection is guiding you to who you really are! All the mind chatter that says you CAN'T do it, is a lie! You ego mind is telling you all of this to get you to stay as far from who you really are and let it keep the power it has over you! Stop giving it the power!
One way of reclaiming the power is to OBSERVE the mind chatter (not listen to it, but observe it). Really see where it is coming from and see the lies it is telling you... Like you can't possibly give the right answer!  That is a total lie! The other thing is be very aware of areas of fear in you... Fear is an emotion just like gratitude, and fear will manifest whatever it is focussed on as fast or faster than gratitude! Whenever you start to get that fear of "I can't do this!" Go to gratitude and start thanking the source that you can do this and you can give right answers! As a matter of fact walk around all day focussed on gratitude of the things you want to happen in your life. For me I have walked around thanking God for my new place to live, even when that goal seemed  impossible!!!! Thank God it was not impossible as nothing we want is ! The new place is becoming truth as we speak, and so can the things in your life! Remember that the funds you need can be manifested into your life strictly from abundance and prosperity, but first you need to stop fighting it with resistance! You say you just don't know of any other way of apreciating yourself other than to work as an RN, and you are never sure if there will be extra work for you in your non-school times... Start off with never saying those things! Say things like Thank you for supplying all my needs! Thank you for the monies I want and need to finish my education! Thank you for the ability to manifest monies I need to live and enjoy life while I am in school. Thank you for understanding what I am studying in Med School. Thank you for the right answers right when I need them. Thank you for all the rest I need to feel rested and not stressed out! Thank you should start every sentence when you are talking to yourself all day long!!!
Okay, now that I have said all that... I will do some clearing on you to remove the resistance and fear that you are having! I know that Grace is already working on it as I am typing this out!
Blessings Sallyjane zartgirl
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