LOL and big huge

To funny Grace... yes my self doubt shines right through hey....

Well... My son got his hair cut... What a different child... he now looks like my baby.... which i can also see how unhappy he looks tooo, pain,sadness.... maybe in writting all this i am reinforcing it...
but he started air cadets yesterday... that is a leap, i am very grateful he found something he wanted to do...

I Got my Power Of Now, By Eckart Tolle
At exactlly the right time....blows me away when it fits like a glove every freakin time...

I have been absolutly fabulouse....BTW
even though i am having struggles with my son, somethingin me is exspanding and opening inside me, where so much of it doesn't affect me the way it used too...

althoiugh it is frustrating as heck....

he is now 12, and a beautiful being... and has so much to offer and give and is full of light and love, yet he shuts himself off..(well thats how i precieve it) and shuts me out...

I can see how he is so in need of a male figure...And yes grace he did chose us and it is perfect in that respect, however till I "get" this within, it appears to be hard and tough ... Ya dig?
probably hey, perhaps sometime soon we can talk and then i can ask you what you mean ... flat screen info, feels limiting and has peices missing for me.... and i can't ask questions... like it is missing a dimension that speaks to me deeper....

the pendulum thing is interesting.... and i have had one made of Lapis lazuli for years.. and used to where it around my neck...
just tried it and asked a couple of questions, didn't do much
I asked if i should go have a nap (which i want) or go make some phone calls which i have avoided. I allready know the answer actually, but want it tell me what i want it to hear...hehe

i get to do both.. really

Hey Grace...on the note of how you advised Jan.... I have been thinking about Matrix Energetics... I really enjoy it, yet questionif it for me... although i do precieve that I will be doing something like that or infact that more in the future, And find i am rather pumped when i am playing with ME... now what i precieve lacks vocabulary to describe it.... but it is not of this world...


just wondering what you test on this.....

well everyone have a great day, and off i go to make my phone calls....cheers

LOVE and LIGHT......Goddess Adriana