Thank you Grace,
I feel that others are feeling this way too....
I am on the ho"opnonpono mod, money mindset, self-esteem and confidence booster and the syncronicity mod...

I am curently focusing on manifesting the cash to me for a second theater presentation... yet not trying to hard.. just allowing it to be, cuz it will be if it is meant to be....

I can really feel things moving around me.. and thanks for the corrections.... not sure if it was that or the Ibuprofen i took this morning... but i slept....
And I agree with you .... that my trying so hard is about the outisde world.

I think it is sinking about this power i have.... like how i am this power... didn't really think of it that way, but it makes sense....

I did finally wake up for the day and was feeling down and discouraged again... and it's OMG... have to stop and go into the silence where i can connect with the power/my power.... connect with my feelings....
was just reading CWG3 and it was taking about how feelings are the language of the soul... and that is how HEB'S communicate..... something along those lines...
And it is I beleive what was opened up in me in hawaii.... the doorway to my feelings, so i could feel.... not just be driven by this icky feeling in my gut....

Anyways i didn't stop to go into the silence yet, but am glad i came here to check my posts, cuz this brought me back to me... the within,
and yes the focusing everymoment on who i really am is a challenge, cuz the mind wanders.... yet i am able to do it.

what a beautiful way to describe it. Something happened inside me yesterday and it was beautiful...
Tristan seems to be getting slightly better... but still out of school..... however still a hard cough and a bit feverish...

much Goddess Adriana