For Adrienne!
Hi Adrienne,
"I have recently attracted this women into my life who said to me "adrienne your trying sooo hard" and that is really popping up for me all over now... i am trying so hard to be perfect and good... WHY? ...if i am already these things...??"
While I was working on you yesterday the first few corrections I made for you were for being a "Perfectionist". It is not surprising that I have been working on another close friend about these similar issues recently. I am very happy you have posted since more people are resonating with this issue than you could imagine, which of course means they will also pick up these CEM "corrections". So Thank you for being so courageous and open with us!!
What is wonderful is that you KNOW that you are already PERFECT and WHOLE! The reason you are still experiencing undesirable results at times is that you are allowing the "Outer World" to dictate who you are and what you will experience. When you look to this world with your physical eyes you see the illusion of time and past creations. You see imperfection and therefore take it up as your own imperfections. So you strive for making everything perfect when in fact there is nothing to do only to BE. I know you know this, but it always helps to be reminded of HOW MAGNIFICENT YOU ARE!! You are infinite potential!
I have said this many times before, but here it is again, Focusing your mind on what you desire is the hardest work you will ever do. Focusing your mind in every moment on the truth of who you are is Simple yet we fall off the bandwagon usually within moments. Why, because we look away from the within to the without and take the without as reality. AND IT DOES LOOK SO VERY REAL!
Your feelings are instrumental (harmonious) in bringing your attention back to the within. Notice your feelings and if it is not what you choose to feel then immediately focus on the feeling of GRATITUDE! Focus on the Feeling of Gratitude until you feel happy again, which is the emotion of the feeling of Gratitude. Gratitude always and in all ways Flowers Happiness.
You cried when you read Maggie's Poem In-between because you released (with your tears) the false notion that you are separate at any time from your perfection. This poem is very healing. Thank you again Maggie!
I also agree with Zartgirl, and I test strong that the Ho 'Oponopono Forgiveness Module will benefit you immensely!! This Forgiveness Module along with Mood Elevation allows you to effortlessly feel your true nature which is Peace. Allowing you to shine your light of Peace for everyone to see and feel and therefore create a ripple effect of Peace for the whole Universe and beyond.
"I got a taste of the power of now and no not the book... but the realness of what that means... although i am sure i have a ways to go, but i think i got out of the way, was able to let go, trust and be in the moment... that is powerful..."
YOU ARE THIS POWER, and there is no-where you need to go, you are already NOW-HERE. Trust in the moment but also TRUST IN YOU! YOU ARE PERFECT, WHOLE, STRONG, POWERFUL, LOVING, HAPPY AND HARMONIOUS!
I will most definitely work on you and your son with Chinese Energetic Medicine individually today. Yet I know that you are creating your own healing, and if you remember in every moment who you are, you will heal instantly!! Healing is nothing more than remembering who you are and knowing you are this very same perfection!
Here now is an excerpt from volume 6 of the Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East by Baird T. Spalding. (another lovely synchronicity that I just happened to be on this very page as I right this to you)
"When we accept perfection, we are out of the condition of imperfection. It is the natural thing for humanity; it belongs to humanity; it is humanity's highest attribute. If we would let go of the condition with which we have surrounded ourselves when we have allowed imperfection to express, perfection would come forth so dynamically we could not express an inharmonious word. That is the only necessary condition for humanity to become completely perfect - to make this body indestructible, pure and in evidence at all times, never veiled in mystery or outside of itself or incomplete"
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